Hello everyone!!! Sorry for the late upload, I was really sick. Anyway, here's a new chapter, I hope you enjoy!!!

WARNING: This chapter talks about suicide. Skip ahead if you don't want to read it.

"Why...do I...have to wake...up?" I was trying to get up and change, but I was tired, like always. I got on my uniform and went to get some breakfast. I didn't feel like making something so I just grabbed some cereal and some fruit.

I was feeling extremely tired, so I went to get some cold water on my face, it worked. I brushed my teeth and my hair. I went to my backpack and checked if I had everything. I had 30 minutes to spare, so I decided to go to school early.

The sun was shining too bright, but there was a cool breeze that countered the heat. I decided to jog and do some vaults on my way to school, I have been trying to master the reverse vault, it's somewhat difficult.

I arrived at the school, and noticed that a purple haired girl was making her way to the entrance. I went after her, but some retard saw me running and tripped me, but I did a roll before hitting the ground, getting me to my feet quickly. "Fuck you" I told the guy while running. "Good morning Yuri" I told her, Yuri looked surprised, "Hello, good morning, how are you?" She responded, "I'm good, some random guy tried to make me fall, what about you?" I told her "I'm good".

We went different directions, I stayed outside and drew on my book, some eyes and textures. Before realizing, it was time to go to classes, I put my book in my bag and went to class.

Classes went by fast, nothing interesting was happening. I went to the club and saw Natsuki there, sleeping. I went to her without making noise and whispered into her ear, "It's time to wake up!", she immediately jolted to a standing position, "What the fuck!! How did you get in here without making noise? You almost scared the shit out of me!" She was angry, yet smiling.

"You look tired, have you had anything to eat?" I asked her, I realized that Natsuki also has problems at home. "Why are you asking? It's not like it matters to you." She responded, by this point I was worried, "Listen Natsuki, stop your tsundere act, if someone genuinely wants to help you you should let them, I know you have pride and you're strong but understand, we all need help, now have you had any sleep or have had any breakfast?" I told Natsuki, small tears started to form in her eyes, "Why do you care, no one cares for me, everyone either makes fun of me or ditches me, why, why, WHY?" She said while her voice was shaking, "Because I genuinely care for all my friends, do you think I tease you because you're short or cute, well I don't, I tease you because you're my friend, at least I think you are, if you and your friend are comfortable enough to where you can tease each other without making a big deal out of it, I think that's the best kind of friendship, because it shows that you both trust each other enough to where you know that what they are saying isn't serious, but a joke."

By now Natsuki had tears rolling down her face, I broke through her defences. "Now, listen to me, and please be honest, have you had anything to eat, or any rest?" She looked at me, "N-no, and I also d-didn't get sleep..." She responde. "Ok, come with me, I'll buy you something for you to eat" She stood up from the desk, I grabbed her my the shoulder, "T-thank you".

We went to a nearby vending machine, Natsuki got a bottle of juice, a cookie, and some chips. I decided to also buy something for the others, I got everyone a cookie.

"Thanks" Natsuki said with a mouthful of cookie.

"No need to thank me, but just so you know, if you ever need help, you can ask me. And clean your face, I don't want everyone asking what happened to you."

We want back to the classroom and found everyone already there. "Hey, everbody, I got you all a cookie!!" I proceeded to give everyone a cookie, before I finished Sayori had already finished hers. "Thanks Snow" Said Sayori with crumbs falling off her mouth, "Thank you" Said Monika, Mike and Yuri as well; "You're welcome" I responded

"Hey Sayori, I need to talk to you about something important"

"Oh...yea"

We went outside and down the hall.

"Sayori, I don't know what's happening to you, and I don't mean to intrude, but you can't hide your problem from someone who was had the same-exact-problem."

"W-what do you mean?" She had a nervous smile

"What I mean is that you have depression, but you hide it from others, like I once did"

"How do you know? You've only known me for 2 days"

"Like I said, you can't hide it from others with the same problem, but I'm also good at reading people"

Like with Natsuki, water started to form in Sayori's eyes.

"I want you to know that you can count on people to help you. And if no one is willing to help, I WILL help you"

"But...I-I'm a burden, I hold back people, make them waste their time on me. I...I'm...worthless."

"I understand what you're feeling, but you can fight that, and I'm willing to help you if you want, if you don't trust me, let me tell you my story..."

In flashback/story/mini-story/re-telling:

I was one of the smartest people in my class, and had average looks, people would tell me that I have a bright future ahead of me. I didn't care, I only did it because I was forced to.

I was done writing my note, but I didn't want my parents to find it, they wouldn't anyway, they don't care about me. They would probably be glad that they don't have to feed another mouth. At least my mother showed interest in me. I said my goodbye to my only friend, my best-friend, Dylan.

I already had the noose prepared, and I wanted to suffer while dying. I didn't want it to be fast, I wanted it slow. Before going out, I looked at the moon one last time, it was beautiful; it had a blueish tone to its color.

I put the noose around my neck, making sure that it wouldn't break. I took one last look at the moon, it would all be other soon. I let myself go. I immediately felt the pressure around my neck. Some would regret doing this and would fight to survive, I didn't.

I didn't regret my decision, my life was worthless anyway, while hanging, everything went in slow motion. You would think that you would see your whole life, I didn't. I was only thinking about this, I didn't matter. I felt pain in my neck and head, but it didn't matter, I embraced it, let it eat me as I was slowly dying. My brain would probably die first, along with me, and then my body from the lack of oxygen.

All the pain, all the problems would go away, would I go to a black void? afterlife? heaven?, probably hell. I didn't care anymore, I wanted it to end. The world and sound were starting to fade away. This was it, I was dying, I wasn't getting air. I closed my eyes and waited for my inevitable demise.

Until..I heard Dylan, screaming my name, then trying to open the door, I blocked it with a bookshelf. I didn't want to be saved, I didn't deserve to.

Somehow, he managed to enter. And picked me up by my legs, allowing me to breathe.

"You WON'T die one me, you deserve to live, now, take a deep breath, I have to cut the rope", I did as he told me, he knew what was best. "He cut the rope and catched me in his arms before I hit the floor. I started to cry "Why? Why did you do this? Can't you see that I'm a worthless piece of shit." I told him in between sobs. "You're not, you're not worthless to me, you have been my best friend, and have been there for me through the worst, you have been the light in my shadow, as I have been yours."

I started to cry in his shoulder, I didn't know what to do.

"You may not know this, but you're the only thing that gives meaning to my life, you're the reason I wake up, it's just to spend another day with my best friend. Without you...I wouldn't be who I am"

I cried even harder, hearing those words, he truly cared for me, just like I cared for him. He then sang me the song that would impact me for the rest of my life.

End of flashback/blah blah blah-

"That night I learned that I had, at least, one thing to look forward to, at least one reason to live. He helped me with my depression, even took care of the wounds I caused to myself."

Sayori was crying, was it because she could relate to my experience? Or was it because it was sad in general? Either was, I was hugging Sayori, trying to comfort her.

"I don't know, but if you have tried or are planning of ending your life...it's not worth it. You will always have someone who cares for you."

"I-it's really hard...all the punishment...the feelings...how did you deal with it?"

"Well, my way is, if life says 'fuck you', say 'fuck you' back."

"But, any actual tips?"

"Oh, yea, take your medicine and see a professional, get your best friend to help you if you want. Or at least talk to someone, and just to let you know, I'm happy to listen."

"Now don't cry, we need to go back to the classroom."

"Wait, we need some poster boards and colors."

"Alright, lead the way."

I followed Sayori through the hallways and into an empty classroom.

"Do you mind if I talk to you this weekend?" She asked me

"I don't mind, whenever you need, I'll be there."

We went to the closet and found the materials we needed.

"Watch your head!!!" I said while putting my hand between Sayori's forehead and a metal desk.

"Wow, thanks for the save"

"You're welcome" I said while rubbing my hand, it was burning, but it wasn't something I couldn't handle.

We gathered the materials and went back to the classroom. "Jeez, what took you two so long?" Natsuki immediately asked.

"We were looking in many classrooms for materials, until we actually found them." I quickly responded.

We put the materials in a box and I went to see what the tsundere was doing. "Hey Nat, whatcha doing?"

"Reading, be quiet"

I began looking through the boxes, I expected many manga, but she also had comics.

"Wait, you read comics?!" I asked, surprised, "Y-Yea, if you're going to judge, you can do it outside the room!!" Natsuki responded, anger in her voice.

"Please, don't get me wrong, my respect for your was went up ten percent just because you read this." I looked for more and I found a collection which I wanted to read, "YOU HAVE MARVEL ZOMBIES!!! My respect for you has went up to fifty percent!!"

"Yea, it was a fun series, creepy, but fun."

"No shit it was, I haven't finished the series, do you mind if I read it?" I looked at Natsuki

"You better not bend any on the pages, if you do I'll beat the shit out of you."

"Don't worry, I know how to take care of them."

We went outside the closet and started to read, Natsuki was eating her chips while reading. I lost track of time while reading, it's a really good one.

"Time to share poems everyone!!" Monika announced.

I got my poem and went to Sayori. She liked it and I complemented her on her own poem. Next I went to Mike, same style as Sayori, it was also good. Yuri was next.

"Hey Yuri, want to read mine?"

"Yes, can you give it to me?" She said as I handed it to her, she started to read.

She looked at me, ready to speak, but I interrupted her, "Before you say anything, it is not a love poem." With that she closed her mouth and looked at the paper once again.

She looked at me again. "Ok, I like it, it's simple but interesting. I do believe it's about a guilty pleasure."

"Yea, I agree with you, but I think of it with a twist. Let me give you an example, something we both have experience with...cutting." Yuri's expression changed.

"Tell me, when you cut, do you ever feel doubt? Perhaps excitement? That's the bitter-sweet heat. The kryptonite is the blade. The satisfaction sets your heart afire and suffocates you. The feeling of doubt are the nightmares. And that's just the start of it, not the whole thing, but I don't want to creep you out or scare you."

"Yea...hehe...we all have a little devil inside of us."

"Yea, and sometimes it's Satan himself" I replied. We finished talking with me complementing her on her own poem. Next was Monika.

"Hey Snow, want to read mine?"

"Yea"

I started to read. "So what did you talk about with Sayori?"

"Why do you want to know?"

"Just because"

"Yea...We talked about stuff, I heard there was a festival coming up, any plans?"

"Oh yea, we're planning on reciting poems in front of anyone interested enough to be here, and we're also using Natsuki's cupcakes to bring people here. Thanks for reminding me."

"Yea, fuck me sideways."

I finished reading, same as in game like I expected, I complemented her and she gave me a tip on writing. Last was Natsuki.

"Hey, what do you have for today?" I asked

"A professional poem."

"We'll see about that" I said as she gave me her paper. I started to read.

"I like it. You know, how do people tell you this isn't good writing? I mean, it's simple but it's meaning basically jumps at you. I like that, ten out of ten would read again."

"See, I completely agree with you, you don't need to be all sophisticated in writing like Yuri. Now let me read yours."

She read it. "You know, your poems sound like a song, I like it, but the meaning...please don't tell me it's what I think it is."

"If your thinking about love, it's not about that so don't worry."

"Ok"

She gave me my poem back and went to Yuri. They started to have an argument, just as I predicted.

"Hey. Hey. HEY! Shut up for a second, what's the argument about?"

Natsuki explained that simple writing was better and easier while Yuri explained why complex writing was better.

"Ok, listen, you both have very, VERY different styles of writing. Yours are simple and the meaning jumps out at the reader, yours are complex and make beautiful pictures in your mind and the readers has to get their own meaning. Now shut up because you both don't have the authority to criticise each other."

"I guess you're right. I apologize Natsuki."

"I...umm...yea, sorry."

"Ok, we have more important matters, the festival is next week and we need to get ready." Said Monika. "We were thinking of reciting poems in front of people, and use Natsuki's cupcakes to attract people here."

"Fuck me" Me and Natsuki said together, causing us to smile

"This is bad, it's hard enough to show you guys, but in front of strangers? It's going to be the end of me." Yuri protested

"The cupcakes I can do, but reciting a poem, that's hard."

"Before anything else, what exactly are we doing to present the club? Decorations? Posters? What are we going to do? I asked

"Like I said, Natsuki can handle the baking. Sayori and I are doing posters. Yuri...you...you can..."

"I'm useless..."

"She can make decorations" I interrupted "I'm going to help her with her project so we can kill two birds with one stone and do the decorations there"

"Yes exactly, Yuri you're doing decorations, atmosphere, give us a nice setting. And you Mike, you..."

"He can help Natsuki, then we're all even" I interrupted again

"Yea...he can help Natsuki." She stared at me with her emerald eyes, like I just discovered her secret plan.

"Well look at the time, it's almost time to go."

We all got our things and prepared to leave, Sayori and Mike first, followed by Monika. Yuri went after Monika left.

"See ya later Nat."

"Wait, I want to thank you for what you did."

"Wow, where's your pride, doesn't sound like you at all."

"Shut up, it's a lot of willpower just to say this."

"Yea, you're welcome, have a nice day. Also, I'll have a surprise for you tomorrow. See you later."

I ran home and went with my usual routine, cleaning, working, writing. Finally it was time for me to sleep. "Oh, the sweet release of sleep". I went to sleep.

So how did I do? Leave your comments and reviews, if you have any questions dont be afraid to ask. I also want to clarify, the 10% that I didn't do was the suicide stuff, I have never tried to commit suicide, but I have a pretty good idea on what it feels like. See ya later!!!

-Cowboy