Chapter 3
Not knowing what to do, Nathan called Lucas. After all he was Haley's best friend, he might be able to help her and even though it hurt Nathan not to be able to help his wife, he knew he had to do something.
When Lucas arrived, he found Haley sitting on the couch in the living room staring at the wall. He tried to get her to take a walk with him, but she wouldn't move so he just sat down next to her.
"I don't know what to say or even if there is anything to say, but know that whenever you need me I will always be here for you.
I can't begin to imagine what you feel and I won't say that I know." Haley closed her eyes and a teardrop fell on her lap.
"My heart is not broken, Lucas, it just died. I can't live like that. I can't live knowing that my baby might be scared or in pain. I can't live knowing that he might be..." She couldn't say it.
"I can't have this baby Lucas, I don't want to replace Jamie." It felt like a betrayal.
"Hales, having this baby doesn't mean you'll replace Jamie or forget. No one is ever going to forget him. Right now you probably feel like nothing will ever be good again, and you'llalways miss him, as will we, but you have to go on with your life because it's the only thing you can do."
"I don't know if I can."
