A/N: So sorry...

DISCLAIMER: Ms. Stephanie Meyer owns the characters and anything related to Twilight Saga.


WOMAN-TO-MAN: Catch me, I'm falling for you

I think I'm falling in love for him.

Nope. Try again.

I'm in love with him!

Bingo.

Oh my God! I love him!

I. LOVE. HIM.

What am I going to do? Isn't this too soon? You think? But he's amazing! No denying that. He lights up my world! He gives meaning to my life! He makes me wanna get up every morning with a smile. He makes everything so, so… Cheesy! Yup! We're in love alright! Yes we are! But we just decided to be exclusive last night and we knew each other for only two months… so it's too soon, right? But last night. Oh yes… last night… what a sweet night that was!

"Bella?" he asked nervously during dinner.

"Yes?"

"I don't want to see other people anymore."

"Okay?" He's still seeing other people?

"In fact I haven't since that fateful night when a gorgeous woman almost spilled water on me," he smirked at me. I blushed, as usual, and I was relieved to know that he hasn't dated since we started seeing each other.

"Bella…" he said seriously. Damn! He's so hot! "I don't want you to see other people either."

As if!

"I don't see any problem with that," I replied. He grinned at me and mocked a sigh of relief. I had to laugh at that.

"Do you honestly think that I date around, Edward?"

"Of course not. But I just want to make it clear that I want us to be exclusive… You're my girl… ummm, is that alright?"

I think my heart just skipped a beat. I can't believe that he really like me, too!

"Yes, I'm your girl. And you're my man."

"I'd love to take on that role," he replied. He got up from his seat and pulled me to his arms. "How about I take my girl home?"

"She'd love that. Yours or mine?"

"Yours, baby."

Then when we got home, Edward expressed how much he appreciates his girl…

"You're so beautiful, Bella," he whispered to my ear while slowly exploring my body. I am about to explode and he's still able to say the sweetest things.

"I've never seen… someone so beautiful… ever since you sat beside me at that bar." Damn!

"Edward… ahhh… please, faster," I panted.

He captured my mouth and moved faster. I am so, so close. I am holding on to him as if my life depended on it. And it does. This man, this beautiful man has brought me happiness, pleasure, and sensation. He brings out the best in me.

"Oh, God… Edward…"

He stopped kissing me and stared at me while slowly moving inside me. "You are even more beautiful when you come. Just so you know, I intend to see that as often as possible." He pushed his hips forward, deeper.

And that did it for me. "Edward!" Oh my… God!

"So, beautiful. Stunning. My gorgeous, Bella," he said panting as he followed me to heaven.

Deep breaths. Wow…

He nuzzled to my neck. "Are you tired?"

I just hummed my reply but held him to me. I love to snuggle with him. With or without sex, Edward brings out my clingy side. I hope he never gets tired of it.

"I love it that you always have that smile on your face after…" I do and so does he. I widen my smile at him.

"Would you like a bath?" I hummed again.

"With me?" Another hum.

"Will you ever say anything?" I just grinned at him and he shook his head at me but he was grinning, too.

"Oh, Bella, you're extraordinary," he chuckled. He prepared our bath, carried me in the tub, and we gently washed each other.

He didn't stay over though because he had a breakfast meeting but he promised to pick me up from work.But going back to my realization… I LOVE HIM! I do. I mean… there I was waking up, reaching out beside me but felt an empty space. Do you know how I felt about that? Not just disappointment, not just sadness, and not just loneliness! I felt emptiness… I felt empty inside! I never felt empty before. I mean sure I had had boyfriends before whom I really liked but I never felt this way when waking up without them beside me. Heck! I never even reached out for them before! Then when I got out of bed my phone beeped with a message from Edward. "Good morning, Baby. I missed you in bed last night. Can't wait to see you tonight," it said. I sighed at seeing that and hit a quick reply, "I miss you. Good morning. Hope your meeting went well. See you soon!" He even knows the right time to send a text. I felt so light after that. I am high on Edward. I had a smile plastered on my face all morning then while I was putting on makeup I was daydreaming. Daydreaming about Edward and I traveling across Europe, Asia, Africa. Daydreaming about Edward and I tasting food from different cultures and some wine tasting, too. Daydreaming about Edward and I walking hand-in-hand crossing the Brooklyn Bridge, walking along the art works and artifacts in different museums, taking pictures like tourists. Daydreaming about walking towards Edward, him wearing a tux while I'm wearing a simple yet elegant wedding dress and we're surrounded with our loved –

That's when it hit me! I was daydreaming about marrying a guy I just met two months ago! When I ponder on that further, I realized that I'm not dreaming of marrying him just because he is handsome, smart, successful, caring, thoughtful, funny, kind, gentle, a great cook, amazing, gorgeous, beautiful – Okay, stop! Yes he is all of the above and more but I am not daydreaming of marrying him just because of those reasons – but they are great contributing factors – definitely! Shoot! Focus, Bella! I realized that I am daydreaming of marrying him because… damn! Because I can't imagine my life without him anymore. He is a part of me… a huge part of me. And we haven't even had a huge fight yet. What will happen if we do? Am sure we'd be able to deal with it.

What am I going to do? What if he doesn't feel the same? What if he never feels the same then all of a sudden he realized that he doesn't want me to be his girl anymore? I'm in deep shit! What if he sees it in my face and calls me out on it? Should I admit it? Should I deny it? Should I tell him that somewhere along the way our two month "dating" phase I fell in love with him? Will he catch me or will he let me fall hard and leave me to it?

I have to stop over thinking! Edward is a nice guy; he will not abandon me just because I'm in love with him… right? Right. But just in case… l should probably downplay my feelings for him. Right. Deep breathe, smile, off to work I went.

As promised, Edward picked me up and took me to dinner after work. I was hoping and praying that he won't see my feelings for him on my face. That he doesn't hear how hard my heart is beating. Some of my office mates did see it though. They teased me about looking like a lovesick puppy. I neither admitted nor denied it.

I promised to reign myself in with Edward but that's one promise easily broken. Come on… I can't resist the man! My man! So when he kissed me, I kissed him back. When he touched me, I pulled him closer. When he whispered sweet nothings in my ears, I blushed like a school girl. When he introduced me to his co-workers as his girlfriend, I melted.

I smiled at his co-workers then he pulled me towards our private booth. I was walking on cloud 9. Edward can drag me anywhere and I wouldn't even complaint, I wouldn't budge. He sat beside me and we just stared at each other for awhile grinning at each other.

"I missed you," he whispered and closed the gap between us and placed his lips on mine. I can kiss him forever. There is something different with this kiss. Another new flavor. This is not strawberry passion, nor cherry lust, nor chocolate addiction, nor gentle vanilla. This is a sweet, gentle kiss full of care and respect, full of longing, full of promise. I must be going crazy because I know my feelings for him have shifted. Who cares about those flavors, anyway? All that matters right now is that I am kissing this man, my man… the man that I love. Yes, I love him and I intend to show him how much even just through this kiss.

"I love you," I thought to myself but based on the sudden loss of his lips on mine and his wide eyes staring at me, it seems that I said it out loud. Shoot!

Oh, Edward… please say something… please say you'll catch me…


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