Hey guys kind of short but I hope you like it.
Alex walked into their apartment to see Olivia made a dent on the kitchen. She saw her girlfriend going through boxes that was in her living room. "You're mad?" Alex softly questioned.
Olivia looked at Alex, and didn't want to have an argument their first night together. She didn't respond to Alex and continued to work on the living room. Alex walked over to Olivia and pushed the box out of Olivia's grasp. She sat down in front of Olivia. She placed her hands on Liv's knees. Olivia gave Alex a silent look. "I'm sorry."
"About?" Olivia wanted to know what Alex was apologizing for.
Alex knelt up to be level with Liv. "Look, I'm sorry. I haven't told my mom about you."
"Are you ashamed of us?" Olivia quickly asked not knowing how to feel.
Alex was hurt that Olivia could ask such a question, "Of course not." Liv gave Alex a sideways look. "If I was ashamed us, why would we be here." she waved her hand around the apartment. She pushed Olivia to sit back on the couch. She straddle Liv. "I love you Olivia Benson." she watched Olivia sighed a smile.
Olivia rolled her eyes as she finally looked into Alex's eyes. "And?"
"I haven't told my mom about you or that I gave up SVU, because they are very traditional." Alex started unbuttoning Olivia's shirt. "and heaven forbid I give up my career to be with someone I love."
Olivia felt guilty with that statement, "And I told you…"
Alex was enjoying Olivia's upset expressions, she quickly cut off Liv by kissing her, "I know and I am happy with my choices. But Mom loves Trevor you know he is a successful attorney, and I made straight As, when I dated him."
"And he is tall dark and dreamy, the kids would look amazing." Olivia commented knowing she couldn't stay mad at Alex.
"Well there is that, and he makes that perfect image." Alex explained, "Liv, you don't know her, and I think you should meet her first."
"Or you do it like a bandaid and tell her in one moment. Hi mom good to see, this is my loving girlfriend… one word not two. Olivia Benson." Liv set out an example. Olivia saw the hesitation in Alex's face. "Then what's the point of me going?" Olivia stood up.
"Because I want to spend our first Christmas together with you." She answered her frustrated girlfriend.
Olivia was pacing, "Alex, if you just tell your mother let alone your family that we aren't together. What's going to happen when we get married. Or kids." Olivia questioned her feelings. "What's the worst thing that could happen."
"Well to have a person who is supposed to love you unconditionally, stop speaking to you because of who you love." Alex pointed out her fears. She stood up next Olivia. "I'm sorry this is difficult for me. But please understand that it isn't as easy like ripping off a bandaid."
Olivia looked at her girlfriend who was being honest with them. "I get it, but you know it's gonna be harder to explain after you tell her I am your friend, and suddenly I'm your girlfriend." Olivia took Alex's hands. "I promise, but you are right I have to understand."
"Thank you."
"But can you tell me why you waited to tell me about this? And in front of Trevor of all people." Olivia was still not happy with Alex about the entire situation.
Alex didn't know why she did what she did, "I don't know, he asked and I answered." She mumbled.
"But you couldn't inform me about coming out to your mom, before Trevor?" Olivia walked into the bedroom.
Alex rolled her eyes following her girlfriend into the bedroom; she also didn't want to have another argument about Trevor. "Olivia." She leaned on the door frame. "I'm sorry, I never told you until tonight, it's not something that can easily come up in conversation."
Olivia who was changing into her pajamas, "Gee Alex, I don't know, Hey Liv, I want you to come up to visit my parents over the holidays, but I just want to give you a heads up they don't know we are a couple." Olivia stated as she sat down on the bed.
"You're right I should have told you sooner. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I confessed it to you in front of Trevor." Alex snapped at Olivia. "But I don't want to have another Trevor fight on our first night in the new place." she quickly soften her voice. Alex crawled on the bed to kneel behind Liv to start to give her a massage. "Liv, I'm sorry, you are the most important thing to me. I never meant to make you make you feel
upset."
Olivia sank into the massage. "I know you didn't do it on purpose. But it still hurts, and instead of coming home with me when you knew I was upset you stayed with the friend that started the issue." Olivia calmly expressed her feelings.
"Well I figured I would try to have you cool off before we started our argument." Alex chuckled. "which I know it was the bad choice." She sat down next Olivia. "I'm sorry."
Olivia looked at her blonde girlfriend, she knew Alex was right about not wanting to mad at her the first night of them in their place. Her feelings towards Trevor wasn't going change anytime soon. Alex was going to have to deal with her mom alone even if she wanted to marry her. Liv played with Alex's hair, "I know. You're right."
Alex leaned forward with a smile as to gain eye contact, "What was that?" She hoped to get a smile from.
Olivia sighed out to give Alex that smile she wanted. "You're right."
"I know I can be." Alex smiled as she put her hair up in a ponytail.
Liv leaned forward to Alex, "I mean about the fighting." As she placed her hand on her knee.
Alex threw her shirt across the room as she laid down. "But I'm right about something."
Liv started playing with Alex's leg. Alex pulled Olivia down. "You know we are going to have to talk some more about this." Olivia said trying to be honest with Alex.
One of Alex's cold hands moved up into Olivia's shirt. "I know." Olivia's skin got chills as Alex cupped one of her breasts. "But we have a new apartment to christen." She pulled Olivia closer for a kiss. Olivia can get intoxicated by Alex's kisses and she rather make love than fight. Olivia began to nuzzle Alex's neck that she loves so much. "I love you." Alex sighed out.
Olivia broke the kiss as she gained eye contact, "Are you going to prove it?" She played with Alex's hair.
Alex smiled, "I will do everything in my power to show."
