DISCLAIMER - I DON'T OWN THE JONAS BROTHERS AS CONNECT 3. I DON'T OWN ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM. I ONLY OWN KYLA, KIANNA, ALLISON, EMILY, MADISON, AND OTHER FUTURE NON-FAMOUS CHARACTERS.
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Chapter 4 : This Could Be Everything That I Want
Oh, crap. This is not good. I've lost my daughter. I let Kianna out of my sight for two seconds and I lost her.
I can't let Jason and Nate find out, because of two reasons. 1) They'll never let me live it down. 2) They'll have the whole venue searching for a three year old girl.
This was not supposed to happen. Our first concert, and it may be delayed because I lost my daughter.
Kianna was backstage, in the room with me and I turned my back for a couple of seconds to grab my tambourine. When I turned back around, she was gone. I've looked up and down the hallway in all the empty rooms, and still couldn't find her.
"Shane? What are you doing?"
I bumped my head on the top of the table I was under.
I looked up to see who the voice belonged to. Oh, thank God. It's just Allison.
"I'm looking for Kianna." I said while rubbing the top of my head.
"Please tell me you guys are playing hide and seek and she's winning."
I shook my head slowly, and she sighed.
"Damn it, Shane!" That's the first time I've ever heard her swear. "We need to find her."
Allison went to search the rooms on the left side of the hall, and I searched the ones on the right.
We met up at the end of the hallway, and we both had worry etched on our faces.
"Nothing?"
She shook her head, and I mentally smacked myself for not watching Kianna closer.
I sat down against the wall, and Allison sat beside me.
"This is all my fault. She could be anywhere in this entire venue by now. If something happens to her, I don't know what I'll do." My voice was shaking again. It seemed to do that a lot these days.
I looked at the ground, and Allison lifted my chin with her hand so I was looking her in her dark brown, almost black eyes.
"Stop blaming yourself. I may be just your sister-in-law but I do care about you, Shane. I hate to see you like this. It could happen to anybody."
I half-smiled at her, and then it was gone. I couldn't smile very long knowing that Kianna was gone.
"We better keep looking."
I got up, and as I was about to head out the door to the main lobby, Allison grabbed my arm.
"Are you crazy? There are people out there. You'll be noticed for sure."
"Yeah, probably. But I have to find Kianna."
I walked out the door, and thankfully no one noticed when I walked out.
I started walking fast, trying to spot Kianna by some chance.
I walked even faster, and mananged to bump into a girl. Next thing I knew, we were both on the ground trying to figure out how we got there.
She was beautiful. There wasn't any other way to describe her. She couldn't have been over 25. She's probably married though. Someone like her couldn't possibly still be single.
"Ow." Even her voice was perfect. It had that slight laugh that I had missed so much.
-Meghan's POV-
Ouch. One minute I'm waiting for the concert to start, and the next minute I'm sitting on the ground with this incredibly cute guy. He was probably married though. Someone like him couldn't possibly still be single.
"Ow." Was all I could get out.
"I'm sorry. I wasn't watching where I was going. I'm Shane, by the way." He smiled and it seemed to light up the room even more. He had the most amazing smile I've ever seen.
He stood up and wiped his jeans off, then offered his hand to help me up.
"I'm Meghan." We shook hands, and I stared at him for a second.
If I didn't think I was going crazy, I would think that this Shane guy looks just like Shane Gray. I've had a crush on Shane Gray since Connect 3 appeared on the music scene.
He must have noticed I was staring at him, because he asked, "Is there something on my face?"
"No." I chuckled. "It's just...you look familiar, like I've seen you somewhere before." He smiled the biggest smile I had ever seen.
"Oh...I'm looking for a little somebody." I must have looked confused, because he made it clearer. "My daughter, Kianna."
"Oh." I said, trying not to make it obvious that I was disappointed. If he had a daughter, then he was more than likely married.
"Maybe I can help." I suggested. I wanted to know more about this 'Shane'.
We started walking, and he brought up a sore subject.
"Your husband must be very lucky to have you."
Somebody always brings that up. It's terrible, I'm 22 and still not married.
"I'm not married." I happened to notice his face perk up a little.
Wait a second. He has a daughter, so he's probably married. When I said that I wasn't married, his face had the slightest hint of hope. Why did it light up?
"I'm sorry." His voice didn't have a hint of an apologetic tone, though.
"It's ok. What about you? Your wife must be a very lucky girl." I tried to change the subject off of me. Now, I might be able to get an answer to my question.
"Kianna, my daughter, her mom and my wife...died almost 10 months ago." He looked like he was choking back some tears.
"I'm so sorry." YES! It's terrible that she died, but now I have a little bit of a chance.
"It's not your fault."
"Kianna?" He started calling as we rounded yet another corner, and I saw a little head of dark hair that perked up at the sound of Shane's voice.
"Kianna!"
She started running toward him, and she called out, "Daddy!" She ran into his hug and almost knocked him over.
"Kianna, don't ever leave my sight again, you hear me? You had me so scared."
"SHANE! Where have you been?" Somebody called, and he looked freakishly like Shane Gray's brother, Nate.
"Chill, Nate." So his name is Nate too. "I had to find Kianna. The concert doesn't start for.." Shane looked at his watch, and smiled, like he was proud of something. "..10 more minutes yet."
"There you are! I've been looking everywhere for you two."
"Relax, Jason. I came out here to find Shane." OH MY GOD. What are the possibilities of meeting 3 guys at a concert, all INSANELY cute, with the same names as the members of Connect 3?
"Come on, we got to go get ready." They disappeared, with one last wave from Shane.
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During the concert (I happened to be in the 3rd row from the front), I saw Shane. On the stage.
HOLY CRAP. I was talking to SHANE freaking GRAY? WHOA, he was so different when he wasn't on stage.
Wait a second. If I was with Shane Gray, then...when the other two found us, that means I was with CONNECT 3 earlier?
Calm down, Meghan. It's ok. They're just regular guys. Oh, who am I kidding? I don't even stand a chance with someone like Shane.
He must have noticed me smiling at him, because he smiled back. He even winked at me.
The girl next to me was freaking out, thinking that he winked at her but I know who it was really directed to.
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After the concert, I was out by the front entrance, and I felt a warm hand on my shoulder.
"Hi, Shane." I turned around to see a warm smile, something I hadn't seen in while.
"So, I guess you figured it out." He hugged me, and even though he was all sweaty, it was a nice hug.
"Yeah, it wasn't hard after I saw you on stage." He released the hug, and pulled back a little bit.
He looked like he wanted to kiss me, and we started to lean in, but I turned my head when we got close.
I had the perfect chance to kiss him, and I turned my head. How will I ever be able to date him if I can't even kiss him?
Maybe..no it couldn't be. I'm not afraid of a real relationship. Am I?
