Day 4: Don't Go

Lately, she has been talking to another guy a lot.

As much as I want to tell her to stop, I cannot be overly possessive. If I want to love her, I have to love her right. I have to give her some freedom, give her the right to talk to anyone.

However I hope she doesn't get too attached.

I start to yearn for her more. I miss her. I started to see her two times a day, just to check on how she's doing, if she has eaten, and if I'm lucky, I'd get to see her sleeping face.

If she's asleep, I would make sure she's warm, sat by her side and held her hand. Though she doesn't remember any of these in the morning, but it was a special moment for me. It was something that I could remember forever.

I hope she dreams of me. If she did, what kind of dreams would she have?

Maybe she'll think of us going out on a date. A date where we held hands, sat on a bench and enjoyed ice cream together, chatting about our favourite movies.

I want her to only have happy memories here. I want her to be happy enough so that she wouldn't think of leaving this place. I don't want her to leave.

I don't want her to leave me.