AN: Hey here's another chapter I'm so excited for this one and I hope you really enjoy it or else I'll come after you! Thank you for reviewing and I hope you enjoy. :)
Disclaimer: I don't own Shake It Up! Or else Ty and CeCe will totally be hooking up.
Rocky's POV.
"CeCe I'm sorry I didn't…" I tried to explain. I tried to apologize to my best friend I felt so guilty about what I said as soon as I let it slip out of my mouth. As soon as the words came out of my mouth I saw CeCe breakdown right before me. Her hazel eyes flooded with more tears than I could've imagined to be able to happen. In her eyes I saw something break and crack just seeing that made me die inside. That just one simple statement can totally scar someone even possibly for life. I felt my face and eyes soften as I looked at the broken girl before me. I grabbed her hand but for it to be hardly snatched back. Her head swished rapidly from side to side that I wondered if her brain hurt from the impact of the motion. I held my hand feeling like I've been burned just from what she did. She looked back at me with a murderous look as her ginger hair stuck to her pretty little face. I just wanted to hug her and tell her I didn't mean it. What kind of best friend am I.
"Shut up Rocky! Just shut up! Just leave me alone!" She screamed right at my face. Nothing could've prepared me for that blow to the heart. But overall I was asking for it and karma was a bitch to me no matter what. She ran away from me towards the building until she was out of sight. I stood there to soak it all in I just hurt my best friend, by just stabbing the worst wound she had just to piss her off because I was in a bad mood. But I hated her boyfriend, I hated him so much that I just can't stand him to the point that it's not even worth it to spit in his direction. Her boyfriend or her boy toy or her rebound guy who ever the hell he was just treated her as a piece of meat nothing more than just another one of those girls that you could just get rid of. She didn't even realize it either to the point that she'll just go along with whatever so that he'll just pay attention to her.
It made me sick to my stomach it's not her fault since she feels abandoned but if anything she should be thanking me for trying to knock some sense into her. I'm trying to help her see the light of the situation that no one can take good care of her like my brother Ty can. No one made her happier she practically dripped with smiles until it was infectious. And if she is going to stay with that Blake guy she's making a big mistake, and besides Ty's absence didn't only affect her it affected every one especially my mom and I. He was my big bro that I can blackmail, laugh with, compete with to see who is better at dancing. He was the best when he wasn't involved with the wrong people. I cried in the middle of the sidewalk.
"CeCe…" I whimpered. I was mad at everyone, I was mad at the world and I was definitely mad at fate. I ran to my building in pursuit to my apartment I wanted to get home I needed to get home I wanted to be protected by safety. I ran to the elevator and slammed on my floor number. I waited impatiently to get to my floor. Everyone seemed to have the perfect life most of them had families to go home to a simple life. They had love and warmth I had no dad, my mom is never home anymore spending as much time as she could at her salon and no brother. I only had CeCe and Deuce that's all I had my friends. The doors opened and I stomped to my door and jammed my keys into the lock and opened my house door and dropped my backpack on the living room floor roughly.
I ran to my room and kicked my door open and yelled. I kicked the walls, I tore at posters, hit the walls I did anything that could take the pain away. My mom was out no one was home my voice echoed through the house just to prove it, I could do anything I wanted to. I threw all my stuff off the shelves. I tore off my bed sheets anything I eyed and touched was attacked as my breathing became erratic. All my pictures we laid all across the floor.
Except for one.
Just one memorable picture.
I walked over to the frame and touched the engraved silver delicately, mesmerized by what I saw a perfect family. It was my mom, Ty and me smiling at the camera. Ty was in the middle as always while I hugged his waist tightly while laughing at his discomfort but he laughed along with me as well as my mom. To me he was always in the middle because he was what kept us together he was the glue that kept a tight bond on us he was the only man in our lives. I ran my fingers over the image smiling only to realize this was long gone and I have a feeling this will never happen again. My face contorted out of fury and rage as I threw the picture as hard as I could against the wall and watched it shatter with a sick pleasure.
"I can't take it anymore!" I screamed so loud it came right back at me in an echo it was almost chilling. I ran to the only place in the house I felt safe I ran to his room as fast as I could. I opened the door to a cold room that was never touched or that was never out of order on how he left it. It stayed the same for months as I always walked around in it as the dust collected but I still didn't dare touch it. I walked around his room only to collapse and crumple on his bed in a fit of sobs everything smelt like him and I curled on his bed for God knows how long I trembled as I shivered and I went under his blanket to keep away the cold. I don't know what I'm going to do without him. I heard footsteps coming towards the room and I froze. This isn't real, its not real Rocky snap out of it. I cried harder into the already soaked pillow. I waited.
"Rocky?" The voice sounded I calmed down and took comfort in the voice and shot out of the bed and ran to him. I threw my arms around him for comfort. He stood shocked for a moment until his arms finally claimed me and wrapped them around me his body warm. I sobbed his name.
"Deuce."
AN: Ah I bet you weren't expecting that did ya? Is that Rocky and Deuce I spy? I loved writing Rocky's point of view she's holding so much emotion right now I just tried to capture all of it at once. But hey I just found out Bella has a bf Garrett Backstrom? I know I'm so late but they're kinda cute together. Tell me what you think of them and leave a review of what you thought of the chapter opinions and criticism are welcome tell me how I did. Ciao!
