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Blaine felt empty.
He felt like his heart had been ripped out and crushed. He was empty.
And alone.
Kurt had left him.
Kurt had left him with the baby. Blaine had been so sure that his boyfriend was going to be okay with this. Yes, he knew it would be strange to accept, but he certainly didn't think that Kurt would leave him.
The phone call had been horrible.
"Kurt I... I don't understand... I thought.."
"What? What'd you think, Blaine? That I'd be okay with this or something?" Kurt seethed. "Because I'm not. I'm not! I can't believe that you would do this to us!"
"But..." Blaine's voice wavered and he felt a fresh wave of tears coming. "I d-didn't know it could happen... And I... I thought you'd be happy..."
"Oh, bullshit! You knew it could happen; don't play stupid!" Kurt was suddenly yelling again. "And you're just plain dumb to think I'd be happy. I mean, are you fucking kidding me? Happy? God, you're such an idiot."
Whimpering now, Blaine opened his mouth in attempt to speak, but nothing came out. He couldn't talk. He couldn't even think. He felt like he couldn't breathe...
"We're done, Blaine. Done. And I don't want to hear from you ever again, do you understand me? Never!"
Suddenly the line went dead and Blaine blinked, realizing that Kurt had just hung up on him.
And broke up with him.
Kurt, who was his life, his light, his life, had just broken up with him. And he didn't want their baby. Their baby that they had created together, out of their love...
"Oh god."
The phone dropped to the floor when Blaine's trembling hand couldn't hold it any longer, but he hardly noticed. He sat there, shaking as tears poured down his cheeks. This was a joke, right? A mean, cruel joke that Finn and Kurt had put together, right?
'Kurt would never do that, though.' Blaine told himself after a moment. He knew when Kurt was genuinely angry, and even over the phone he could tell that he definitely had been upset.
"W-Why?" Blaine wailed miserably as he curled himself into a ball on the bed, wishing he could just disappear into nothingness. How the on earth was he supposed to do this? How was he supposed to handle raising a child alone at the age of seventeen? The thought of doing it with Kurt was amazing, but now he was alone... and telling his parents right now wasn't an option either; they were going to be absolutely furious about it and... well, they'd probably kick him out. They would kick him and the baby out without a second thought, because having a pregnant son would just tarnish their image. Being gay was bad enough in his household. And now he was having a baby too… No, they weren't going to tolerate it.
Before Blaine hadn't cared much because he knew he'd have the support of the Hummel's, but now... they weren't doing to care. Why would they want to fool with their son's ex-boyfriend? Heck, at this rate, he wouldn't be surprised if they (minus Finn, hopefully) just hated him too. They were going to side with Kurt, probably, because he was their real family.
God, what on earth was he supposed to do now?
There was NO way he was going to have an abortion; no, he didn't think that would be right. And he could always give the baby up for adoption, but... no, he didn't think he would be able to do that either. He'd never live with himself if he have his baby away. He'd heard about and seen some of what that had done to Quinn and Puck, and he didn't want to end up an upset, angry, and bitter mess who regretting giving their baby up.
That, of course, only left Blaine with one option: to keep the baby. He would have to parent the child by himself. And he would probably have to do it here, in Ohio, because there was no way he was going to New York now. That had been his and Kurt's dream, but… without Kurt, he didn't think he could do it. It would be painful and stressful and New York wasn't the place for a teen dad to go with his new baby; not with the expenses he'd have and the work load from school and a job.
Yeah, staying in Lima would be the best. For now, at least. He knew it here. He was… comfortable here. Right?
Sniffling, Blaine took a shaky breath and slowly opened his eyes, wishing these thoughts would quit racing through his head. But he couldn't help it… So much was about to change and now he didn't have Kurt… it all seemed so up in the air.
"I'm sorry." He breathed out and dropped a hand to his stomach, knowing that this crying probably wasn't good for the baby. The doctor had told him the less stress, the better, and Blaine knew that he'd have to be strong for the baby's sake. He wanted a smooth pregnancy without complications so he would have a healthy baby.
A healthy baby that he would… raise by himself.
Alone.
Without Kurt.
The thought made him feel like he may start crying again, but Blaine tried to will away the tears. He didn't need to cry, right? He could be strong! He just needed courage… didn't he?
'Oh, do I.' He thought miserably, flopping back on the pillows again.
But... "Forget courage."
Right then he needed to cry some more. And so he did.
Poor Blainers. :( I know some of you are hating Kurt right now, but... the next chapter will be from his POV so you'll figure out what's going on! Okay? Don't hate him yet!
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