Hi, people. I'm angry. How I hate life XD Ok anyways, enjoy people! ^^ Oh and btw Krysta made me put in 'I WANT SUM SEX, GIMME SUM SEX' somewhere... so yeah. :P

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I sat at school. I wasn't even paying attention, though. I had more important things on my mind. Oh, sure. Most people would call it the 'common teenager', 'lazy' and 'half-assed attempts on focusing'. How stupid could people get? I was thinking of Len. More importantly... Why did he touch me that way? He's never done anything like that before. On that night, of the school play... Did I show satisfaction in that kiss? This made me wonder. Is that what motivated him? Well! I only love Len as a brother. Does he love me more than a sister...? "Rin-san?" Miki-sensei asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Y-Yes?" I replied, losing my daydream look.

"Good to know you're so focused..." sensei sarcastically said, rolling her eyes.

"I... I was thinking. Sorry..." I blushed. A few typical whistles, suggesting that it was something dirty. Perverts.

"Enough, everybody. I'm sure Rin-san doesn't appreciate the suggestion that what she was thinking of was perverted. Honestly, boys. Grow up," Miki-sensei replied.

"Thank you, sensei," I said.

"You aren't off my list just yet, Rin-san," sensei snapped. Oh, how 'joyful' class can get.

Fuck that.

At break, I and Len walked slowly outside, hand in hand. It now felt odd holding his hand. We always did this, but because of recently... You get what I mean. And now because of my mind growing up with me, I can't escape from half the shit that goes on now. Yes, dirty thoughts. "Daijouka, Rin-chan..?" Len asked.

"Y-Yeah..." I lied, faking a smile. Len could sense that something was wrong, though. What I wanted to know is... Did mam and dad know about this? How he just... Felt me up? I don't know what it is, but... I can tell they soon will know!

A little later, it was home time. As usual, I and Len walked together. However, we were home alone. I noticed that our parents had more work meetings than normal these days. At least I had Len with me. It'd be terrifying by myself! "Len-kun... Do you wanna watch a horror film with me?" I asked.

"Sure, okay," Len said, smiling. Len switched the lights off, and I put the film in. This was supposedly very scary. I rested my head against Len's chest. He had his arm around me, to make sure I wouldn't get scared, and scream the house down. Literally. "If I do get scared... Please, will you distract me?" I asked.

"I promise I will," Len promised, with a secret smirk. That was my first mistake. I didn't really expect my own brother to be a complete perv, but ok. After about half an hour of the film, I started feeling scared. Len could feel me shaking, and looked at me. "Len-kun. I'm scared," I said.

"So, can I help distract you?" Len asked.

"That would be nice, yes," I replied.

"Ok, but you said it..." Len whispered. He got up, leaving me lying helplessly on the couch. He then pinned me down, ready to do anything, at any moment. "Len-kun...?" I asked. What scared me more? The idea that my brother was gonna fuck me, or the film? How clueless I felt.

"I told you. I'm distracting you," Len smirked.

"You fucking pe-" I started, but lost all words when Len started rubbing my legs slowly. I lost all sense of speech. Did I dare try something I'd end up regretting? My hands seemed to work on their own, as they were going to un-do Len's t-shirt buttons. I stopped myself. Len rubbed my legs, more smoothly. A quiet and soft moan escaped my lips, uncontrollably. I instantly shut up. Len stopped for a bit, purposely trying to make me beg for it. "I heard that, you perverted little girl," Len smirked.

"Are you trying to make me beg here or what?" I asked, without thinking.

"Beg? My, how un-reasonable! I didn't expect this from my sister. The apparent 'angel'," Len remarked, smirking. Before I could speak, Len put himself actually on top of me. However, I didn't care. His pants were against my skirt. If you get my meaning. Len gently stroked my face, admiring my eyes. 'Beautiful', he'd call them. What a load of crap. Len leaned into kiss me. I had to stop him, before we both did something. Something we knew for a fact we'd regret later on. "I WANT SUM SEX! GIVE ME SUM SEX!" (Sorry I promised Krysta XD) Len yelled.

"Len-kun.. I DON'T love you that way!" I snapped. He instantly stopped, coming away from me. The light went on. We knew we were for it this time.

"LEN!" mam yelled, filled with anger. Len sat up, as did I. "I knew it. I have to tell them this..." mam started.

"What is it, mam...?" I asked. I looked at my hand. It was shaking by itself.

"Well.. For a little while, me and your dad have been thinking... We don't want you sharing a room anymore. You're at a certain age where... Things could make you curious. And Len.. Experiencing what I just did... I'm certainly convinced now!" mam explained.

"But mam... We had clothes on, honest! I was just... Scared a little," I blushed.

"That's exactly my point! We can't have him frightening you, Rin! It's for the best. Honest," dad shouted, butting in. So it was settled...

Later that night, Len was put into a spare room. I was in my bed, all by myself. I was scared to death, because the lights had been put out. I had nobody to hug into... But then again... Len was mad at me. I blabbed about being scared, and I blabbed even more that I didn't love him that way. What really confused me is why I had a sudden urge to un-dress Len. Or partly, anyway. If I did, we'd be dead. Both of us. Because if I did that, it would've pushed him further to do many un-expected things. Which is disturbing in a way. I heard shouting emerge from Len's room. Things like: 'You're only 13!' and 'We expected better from you!'. This was ridiculous. How was it his fault? Len didn't rape me! Ok, so I got felt up by my own brother. But you get what I mean!

SLAM.

Yes, the sound of Len's door slamming shut. And mam's angry muttering. This was so totally unfair! Len probably hates me right now, but should I be blaming him? Should ANYBODY be blaming him? Gah.

The next morning, I woke up. Early. I hardly got any sleep, the dark scared me so much. I got dressed, and went downstairs. "Good morning, Len-kun..." I bravely said. Did I have guts or what? He simply blanked me. I felt my stomach tighten, as the awkward-ness just got worse.

"Answer you sister for God's sake, Len!" mam demanded, angrily.

"Good morning, Rin-chan," Len bitterly said. I felt tears in my eyes, but I was brave. My tears aren't worth it. Len couldn't take it any longer. He slammed his bowl down, and stormed upstairs. The bowl had broke, and the contents had went all over the table. Mam looked like she was going to explode.

"Rrrhhh... LEN!" mam screamed. I heard Len lock his door.

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So, yeah. Hope you enjoyed? I enjoyed. Please possibly review. THANK YOU SO MUCH TO MY FIRST EVER PERSON WHO ADDED THIS STORY TO THEIR STORY ALERT LIST. ^^ I even got a compliment. How awesome am I?

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Ok anyway. See you all in a bit when I can be bothered to next update. XD Oh, and if anybody out there's read 'A Total Mix Up' with Aki&Naoko, I'll be updating as soon as I finish this, so it could be a little while. Sorry if you read it, and just read this too.. Bye! :P