Ch. 4- Wondering Lips

Alvin and J were playing a board game.

"I win!" J exclaimed.

"Awe nuts!" Alvin pouted.

"I'm gonna go get a snack before bed. You want anything?" J asked, getting up.

"Nah, I'm good" said Alvin.

Alvin stared at her in the kitchen, feeling slightly nauseous. He was confused.

"I haven't felt this way since Brittany… WAIT A FLIPPIN' MINUTE! Do I love J? I know I love J, that goes without saying. But do I love her, love her? Oh my Damn! What if I do? She would never feel the same, would she?" Alvin thought.

Alvin felt woozy and sat down.

"Hey, you okay?" J asked.

"Yeah, just a little dizzy" he replied nervously.

"C'mon, it's time for bed" J scooped him up, cradling him.

She placed him in bed and got his night shirt for him.

Alvin took off his sweater to put on his night shirt.

J buttoned it up.

"I'm not in love with J. I probably just miss Brittany and J's been here for me, that's all" Alvin says in thought.

Then J took off her shirt and Alvin's eyes widened.

"Or maybe not..." Alvin thought.

He'd seen J undress herself before but this time his eyes were glued to her body.

Then her jeans.

Alvin felt tortured. He fell in love with her girlish curves and skinny waist.

J sat on the bed.

"Can you unclip this, Alvin?" she asked, moving her hair to the side.

"Sure" Alvin replied nervously and unclipped the back of her red bra.

"Why is she doing this to me!?" Alvin yelled in his head.

J's back faced Alvin. He wanted her to turn around so badly.

"Snap out of it, Alvin. This is wrong! S-She's like my sister! But then again, she's not. Shut up, SHUT UP!" Alvin fought with himself.

J got her PJ's on and Alvin felt a little better.

J noticed something was bothering Alvin.

"What's wrong, lil bro?" she asked, sitting beside him.

Alvin sighed.

"God, this girl can see right into my soul! But that's why I love her… Should I tell her how I feel? No, I can't do that!" Alvin thought.

"Um, I just really miss Brittany. And we live in the same house! She won't talk to me, or look at me. F*** that girl won't breathe the same air as me!" Alvin hugged his knees.

"That's the truth! Every part of my body misses Brittany. The way she'd touch me and it'd hurt, but in a good way." Alvin said in thought.

"Awe, I'm sorry, baby" J shrank.

"Do you think I'll ever get her back?" Alvin asked.

"I'm sure of it. She's your female counterpart, you belong together." J told him.

Alvin smiled.

J hugged him and Alvin loved feeling so close to her.

When they pulled, Alvin stared into her green eyes for a moment.

He hesitated before pressing a kiss to her lips.

J was caught by surprise. She groaned and quickly pulled away.

"Alvin?" she said still processing what had just happened. She felt her lips. "Did you just kiss me?"

Alvin's eyes watered.

"Oh my God. I'm sorry, J. I can't believe I just did that. Oh, my God!" Alvin covered his face.

"It's okay, Alvin. Can you tell me when you started to feel this way?" J asked.

"The movies, I think. Or the board game. Or maybe when you were changing? Or maybe I always loved you and just didn't know…" Alvin started to cry.

"You always loved me?" J asked, shocked.

"Every time I fell you were there to pick me up. When Ronald was hurting me, you helped me through the pain. Every time I needed help, you were the one I wanted to talk to. The first thing I said to you was a flirt. And the last few days we've gotten so close." Alvin sniffled.

"Okay, but maybe you're just trying to replace Brittany with me. You miss her Alvin. Plus, this is the longest you've gone without doing it with her." J pointed out.

"You know… You're probably right. I've just been torturing myself all… all night" Alvin agreed through sobs.

"Yeah" said J.

"I'm sorry I kissed you… I-I thought I'd never hafta say that again after… truth or dare..." Alvin said.

"I never thought I'd hafta say this again after that either. But I love you so much, Alvin but not like that." J returned.

"I know, I just really miss her, J" Alvin sobbed.

"Okay, C'mere." J held out her arms.

"Really? Last time I kissed you, you couldn't look at me. You locked yourself in the bathroom and cried for a half hour." Alvin recalled.

"Yeah, well, that's when we were kids and I thought you guys just wanted to make uncomfortable; it worked." J explained. "Now we grew up, and you thought it meant something to you. You're vulnerable and you need a hug, so c'mere."

Alvin threw his arms around her and cried into her shirt.

"I'm sorry. I… was confused. It was… a mistake." Alvin sniffed.

"Shh. Stop apologizing. We can put it behind us, okay?" she stroked his back.

Alvin nodded.

J sat him on her lap and gently rocked him as he wept.

"Shh, shh." J said. "I'm gonna talk to Brittany. I brought you two together once, I can do it again, and I will."

"She won't *sob* listen. Stubborn bitch!" Alvin said, suddenly angry.

"Alvin, be nice! Probably another reason she broke up with you." J said and immediately regretted it.

Alvin broke down all over again.

"God, now I'm the bitch. I'm sorry, baby" J caressed his cheek.

Alvin stared at her concerned face as he cried his heart out to her.

"You know, after all these years, you still have cheese ball breath." J commented.

Alvin stopped crying for a moment and laughed.

"There's that laugh I love so much" J tickled him.

"Stop! Peeeaaasee! You're gonna make me pee!" Alvin joked.

J stopped tickling him and kissed his forehead.

She laid down with him.

"I love you, babe" she said, throwing the covers over them.

"I love you too" Alvin returned, snuggling into J's chest.


Ideas a welcome! You will get credit.

For people that are looking forward to Road Chip w J, I'm taking a little break to finish this story. I don't now when I will continue of when it will be published. But it WILL be published before the end of Summer.