Chuck came from smoking his pot, which I didn't get. Then we talked for a while, before they had to go to there lessons. I told Nate, that I'd see him tonight. I knew that Cornelia wouldn't be happy about it, and try to get me into her army. On the other hand, there was no way I could join, since Cornelia couldn't be in a relationship with Bear. Bear of course asked if I had plans tonight. I told him strait that I had a date with Fitzwilliam. He wasn't too keen on that, but he thought that it was fair that I could go. He didn't decide for me, but I did respect his decisions.
Chuck:" What should I do while you're gone."
Me:" Well I know what not to do, women, alcohol and pot."
Chuck:" Funny"
Me:" Well you should practice telling Cornelia your feelings."
Chuck:" Do you think I don't know how to do that."
Me:" Apparently not."
Chuck:" Fine."
Then I heard the elevator and went down, to see a handsome Fitzwilliam.
Nate:" Hi, you look beautiful."
Me:" You don't look so bad yourself."
Then he took my hand, and we went to the elevator. I knew that my dear brother was watching like a hawk. We decided to walk, because it was such a nice evening.
Nate:" You know probably that my family is broke."
Me:" Yes, I'm so sorry."
Nate:" So you don't mind it."
Me:" Well I know that you appreciate little things now and you think that effort is more important then money."
Nate:" I guess I do."
Me:" You should realize I didn't grow in the Upper East Side, so I appreciate small things, and I don't care about money and statues."
Nate:" So you're definitely not a Bass type."
Me:" Not that way no, but my brother does care for you even thought you're broke."
Nate:" Yes, but if we wouldn't have been friends, he wouldn't care."
Me:" I know, but I'm different, I have met more interesting people at the homeless shelter, then at the Upper East Side, no offense."
Nate:" Really?"
Me:" Yes they always have a story behind them, and their not afraid to tell their stories."
Nate:" Yes I guess all rich people have a story, why their rich and what problems they have."
Me:" Yes, I'll tell my brothers, he loves Cornelia, but he hasn't expressed his feeling to anybody, but me."
Nate:" That is good, my problem's that I took it too personally that my father left, and I have to hold responsibility for my mother."
Me:" That's perfectly normal, my problem's that I came here for my brother, but realized I missed this place, even thought my father sent me away."
Nate:" I started to feel better."
Me:" My favorite thing is people watch."
Nate:" What?"
Me:" Well watching people talk and walk, and picture, what their lives are like."
Nate:" Yes, but would you see all that Blair has went throw by looking at her?"
Me:" Yes, I see her confident is shaken, because she doesn't have a boyfriend. From the way she dresses you can say that her mother's a designer, and that their relationship isn't very good. Her father relationship is shown by how confidently she goes to talk to boys. That she is Queen B, you see by looking at her hold her head up high. Her temper you can see in the quick moves, when she walks. Her eyes tell us that she is in love.
Nate:" That was good."
Me:" Well I do it a lot. You notice things.
Nate:" Ok, let's go inside and eat, and you can tell me what you know about me."
Me:" Fine."
Then we went in and ordered something.
Nate:" So tell me."
Me:" ok, but don't get mad, and don't feel embarrassed."
Nate:" Ok."
Me:" I'll start with the way your eyes shine, it tells me that you have loved, but never truly. You're hair shows you have a good mother relationship, and you're still under your mother command. The way you dress shows that you are a gentleman, and that you had a strict girlfriend. Your eyes also show that you are a one women guy. Your body structure tells me that you have a good father relationship, but it has been shaken, since you have a little fat.
Fitzwilliam blushed but I moved on.
I can see that you've been stressed and you have carried a heavy load, by the black marks under your eyes. Your fingers tell me that you're not a big smoker, but your friend is. Your teeth show that too and also that you drink when you're depressed. Your suit looks old, with shows, that you don't have a lot of money. Your smile shows that you try to stay positive, and that you want to hide that the Archibald's are broke.
Nate:" That is really really good.
Me:" Thanks."
Nate:" Now you."
Me:" Me? Well you tell me, what should be seen."
Nate:" Well your relationship between you and Chuck, your father, your mother, and Paris."
Me:" Well if you get to know me, and as you can see, I'm not nervous talking to you or to boys in general. That's because I have a brother and we have a very close relationship, and the fact that I can tell guys personal things, like how I embarrassed myself the other day. My father relationship is in my attitude and confidence, and the fact that I want for a second even, that my father would be proud of me. Then my mother is in my eyes. Me and Bear have her eyes, and the way we look at the people we love.
Nate:" Blair told me or actually Serena, that Chuck's eyes are the worst, because they pull you like a magnet."
Me:" Yes, that has gotten me a lot of dates, and chances in my life. My clothing shows that I have visited the fashion capital of the world. Cornelia on the other hand wishes to go to Paris, and surely she changes her outfit millions of times, because she is unsure of what the fashion world wears."
Nate:" That's funny. What about boys?"
Me:" That you can see under my eyes, there's a shadow upon them, because of so much heartache and struggle. And of course my brothers' unhappiness, which I am trying desperately to fix."
Nate:" So how many guys were there?"
Me:" There were really three guys. They were all my friends. Only one of the guys I fell in love with. The rest were just like my brothers. But I've never loved anyone like Bear.
Nate:" What else?"
Me:" There are my curls that show that I'm a positive and sunny person. Did you know that the scarf that's Bears trademark is actually mine? Bear bought it for me at the age of 10, and well we both loved it. It showed and proved our bond. I left it for Bear, the night I left for Paris. God knows what bond it has tied after that, well at least I have heard so.
Nate:" Yes, you don't probably want it back."
Me:" Not really anymore. I don't wear dresses often, but when I do it shows that I love dancing."
Nate:" Well then, can I have this dance."
He took me to the dance floor, and I knew why the Upper East Side guys were best, they were perfect gentlemen, and they could dance like none other. So there I was dancing with this guy, and I even touched his hair. He looked at me, like he'd known me his whole life, but not really seen me.
Nate:" You look beautiful."
Me:" You said that once before."
Nate:" Yes, but in this view, you look even better."
There we danced till the night was over. He walked me home, and we were standing in front of the house.
