A/N: Hey guys I'm just fixing up Chapters 4 and 5 because i accidently posted them together.

Disclaimer: I do not own criminal minds. Just traumatizing the characters.

Chapter 4 - Alone

Reid woke up to quietness in the pitch-black room. He couldn't even sense another body. He wasn't sure if that was due to his senses being dulled by the high or if the unsub had taken JJ. He started to panic. Where was JJ?

He could hear himself hyperventilating, he could feel his pulse and heart rate quicken; but that all seemed far off. He still couldn't remember the case. Couldn't remember what state they were in and he was alone in the dark. Even with the drug in his system he was still afraid of the dark. Reid didn't even realise how long his breathing pace had changed for until he saw white spots dancing in his vision. It wasn't long after that, that he passed out again.

Hotch and Morgan went to Reid and JJ's hotel rooms. They found nothing. There was no sign of forced entry, no sign of a struggle and no prints. At least not in JJ's. Reid's on the other hand was almost the same except for one thing. In the bedroom there was a needle on the bed.

"Morgan? Come have a look at this."
"What the? Hotch was he using again?"
"No, I don't think so. I mean why would he Morgan? Every time he ended up in hospital he always refused any narcotics. Even during the anthrax case. No, I don't think this was Reid. Even if he was using he would hide it better than this. He was drugged Morgan."
"That sonovabitch. When I get my hands on this guy…"
"Come on we need to get back to the station."
"Find anything at their hotel rooms?" Prentiss asked as she saw the two males coming into the station. Morgan looked just about ready to tear the unsub, or anyone who said the wrong thing, for that matter, a new one. Hotch also looked pissed but the only way to tell with Hotch was his eyes.
"Yeah. We found this on Reid's bed."

"Is that…"
"Yep."
"He wasn't using, again was he?"
"No. Even if he was he would've hid it better. The unsub left this for us. He knows our personal lives. Or at least Reid's."
"What's this about Reid using?" Came Rossi's voice from behind Prentiss. Hotch almost forgot that Rossi wasn't there for that particular case.
"Sorry, I forgot you weren't there. Well I guess you have a right to know…"
"Hotch. Come on man. That's Reid's choice to make. We can't just go around telling people."
"Morgan, it effects this team, and Rossi has a right to know."
"Not if the kid doesn't want him to know. And if he was ready for Rossi to know than he would've told him himself. No offence Rossi."
"Morgan, it's got to do with this case, therefore Rossi has a right to know."
Morgan didn't know what to say or do. But he was seething in anger at his boss. So, he stormed out of the room and kicked the door on the way out, earning a few confused and startled looks from the officers in the bullpen.
"Sorry about that. Reid probably would want you to know. Especially considering the circumstances. It's just something we don't really talk about."
"It's okay if you don't want to tell me Aaron. You don't have to."
"No, I do. Plus, it may help you understand Reid a bit better. Especially why he refuses to take morphine in the hospital. There was a case a couple years back. The unsub suffered DID, but we didn't know that at first. We thought there were three unsubs that were on a religious mission killing sinners. He posted the videos of the murders online using the victim's laptop to film it. We were getting nowhere. He always managed to break into the house, call 911, kill the victims and be out in the time it took the police to get there.

"A report came up saying that someone reported a prowler outside one of the victim's house, so I sent JJ and Reid to ask him a few questions. One of the videos, it was replicating Jessabelle's death from the bible and one of the officers realised who the dogs belonged to. It turns out the witness to the prowler was the unsub and the call about the prowler was to gauge police time.

"Reid saw the monitors and pieced it together. He saw Tobias run out back and split up with JJ. We found JJ in the barn with the three dogs dead and a bite mark on JJ's arm. Morgan went around to the corn field where there were signs of someone being dragged, but no sign of Reid.

"He was held in a shed tied to a chair for two days, while the personality of Tobias's father played Russian roulette. In his house we found a bunch of dates for NA meetings, so Prentiss and JJ went to talk to his sponsor. We eventually found Reid. Tobias was sending a live video feed to his computers and Reid was smart enough to leave us clues. He ended up shooting Tobias.

"Turns out our arrival distracted him long enough, so Reid could get the gun. It wasn't until later that Reid admitted he needed help but we all suspected it. We just couldn't do anything until he admitted it himself."
"So where do narcotics come up?"
"Tobias's drug of choice was dilaudid. He drugged Reid multiple times to try and help him, because that was the only way Tobias knew how to escape. His father was strict on religion and he did some pretty bad stuff to Tobias in 'the name of god'. Then his dad got sick and asked Tobias to kill him. Of course, that went against the religious code he was brought up with and thus you got the three personalities: Tobias Hankle, Charles Hankle and the Arch angle Raphael."
"How long was Reid clean before this case?"
"A couple years. But there were times when he struggled. The case with the Vaughn's for instance. The thing is though, getting over an addiction twice is going to be difficult. Especially narcotics."

JJ was trying not to scream. The blade cut down her shin and she could immediately feel the warm and sticky blood. Her leg on the other hand felt like it was being repeatedly cooled and heated over and over. The unsub left her view, only to come back with a small dagger. He walked over to JJ's right side and splayed her hands out. JJ realised what he was doing and tried to curl her hand into a fist but to no avail. The dagger came down and straight through her hand to the table, and she couldn't help the ear-splitting scream or the tears that came out.

Reid woke up again alone in the dark room to the far-off sounds of JJ screaming. He didn't know how long he'd been unconscious for, but the effects of the drug were wearing off and the feeling of withdrawal was already setting in. God! How much was he given? Before he even knew what he was doing, he threw up over the floor in front of him. He couldn't stop the shaking which in turn made the chain, that was keeping him where he was, rattle, already giving him a head ache.

He heard the door open and looked up to see an orange light and an unconscious JJ being brought back into the room, blood covering her leg and hand. The unsub threw her down beside Reid and disappeared.