Here's chapter four...this is going to be in Shane's POV about his reaction when finding out about Claire. It might be longer than the last chapter. There will also be a Shane and Michael moment. Just to warn you it will get a little graphic towards the end. So here you go.
I Can't Believe This
Shane's POV
I was playing my new zombie video game and losing. Damn it I can't concentrate, I'm worried about Claire. She left for the doctor's this morning and has been gone for hours. She's not even answering her phone. Michael was playing his guitar as usual. Might as well glue the stupid thing to his hands. And Eve was fixing dinner and setting the table. I hadn't even realized Claire had come home until Eve said something.
"Hey Claire bear, so how did it go at the doctor's?" I heard Eve ask her.
I glanced at Claire and she seemed off she just stared at Eve.
I asked her "Hey babe, everything go okay?"
No answer, must be something serious. Shit, stupid zombies keeping jumping out at me.
"Damn that was close. So what did the doctor say? Did he find out what was wrong?"
Again no answer
"Claire?" I heard Eve call her name.
What is with her? She's not answering just keeps staring? I kept glancing at her then back at my game.
"Earth to Claire, so what did the doctor say?" Eve asked again
"I...I...I'm pregnant" Claire blurted out
All are heads shot up at her. What the hell did she just say? No it can't be. I can't believe this? I looked at her with a stunned and shocked expression on my face. I heard a loud crash on the floor, Eve must have dropped the plates, Michael stopped playing and a loud scream came from the TV from where a zombie killed me.
"What? Did I hear that right, you're pregnant?" Eve asked
She just shook her head yes and avoided my eyes. It looked like she was scared. I don't blame her, I know I am.
"OMG! Claire bear is having a baby..." Eve squealed as she ran over and hugged Claire
She let go and soon Michael picked her up in a hug. I just sat there in shock unable to move or say anything.
"Y-You guys aren't mad?" Claire asked
Michael smiled at her "Of coarse we're not mad...we're happy for you."
"Thank you"
She finally looked over at me and I just stared at her with utter shock. She walked over to me and knelt in front of me so she was looking me straight in the eyes.
"Shane...Shane say something."
"What would you like me to say Claire?"
"Um...maybe that you're happy that I'm having your baby"
I have no clue what made me say what I did her "How do I know it's even mine?"
She looked at me in shock like I had actually slapped her across the face.
"Shane of coarse it's yours, why would you ask that?" Tears started to fill her eyes and I could tell by the way she spoke I could hear the hurt in her voice.
"I can't deal with this right now. I need to be alone and some time to think." with that I got up off the couch and walked out the front door.
Shit it was dark out. Not a good idea to go walking around Morganville at night. If I did that might as well hang a sign around my neck saying Vein for Sale. So I just sat down on the porch steps and stared out at the empty streets. God how did this happen. I can't believe I said that to Claire. Of coarse I know it's mine. Way to be an asshole Collins...your girlfriend tells you she have your baby and you question it's yours. Total idiot. I really didn't deserve someone like Claire, she will probably never forgive me for this.
As I sat staring into the dark, I finally started to think. What if I'm a bad dad like my dad? What if this kid grows up hating me? Will I be a good father? What if something happens to the baby or Claire? Just the thought of that made my stomach knot up. I was so deep in my thought that I wasn't aware that someone had come outside. A tap on my shoulder brought me out of them. I turned my head to see my best friend sitting next to me.
"You okay man? You've been out here for hours." Michael told me
"Fine, just thinking?" I rubbed my hands through my hair sighing. "Shit dude, how did this happen?"
Being a smart-ass "Well Shane, you see, when two people love each other..." he said with a smile
I punched him in the arm "I know how it happened, I just meant how. We've been so careful"
"Do you remember anything that could have happened that might have ended with Claire becoming pregnant?"
I sat that there and thought about it, trying to remember. Then it hit me. About a month ago.
"It was a month ago, me and Claire had a huge argument and that same night we made up. It got so intense the condom broke."
"First off to much information, second you guys need to work this out. She's scared to death Shane. Claire actually thinks you hate her."
I was taken back by what he told me "She thinks I hate her?"
"Yeah, can you blame her after what you said to her and then got up and left. Claire's been in her crying for the last four hours bro."
God I was such a dick...I hate myself for saying that to her.
"Maybe I should go talk to her?"
"I think should" I hate it when he's right "Just one question first"
"What's that?" I asked
"Are you happy with Claire being pregnant?"
"You know Michael, I think I am" I couldn't help the grin that came across my face "I'm gonna be father" I couldn't help but laugh.
I stood up and went to go walk in the house when Michael stopped me.
"Me and Eve are happy for you two and we wanna help and be there for you."
"Thanks bro." We did a manly hug, slapped each others back and walked in.
On my way upstairs to go talk to Claire I heard Eve yell at me from the living room.
"If you say anything to hurt her Shane Collins I will personally kick you ass" she told me giving me a death glare.
"I'm just gonna talk to her and make this right" I told her
"Yeah you better jackass"
With that I flipped her off and headed upstairs. I walked down the hall and found myself in front of Claire's door. I could her softly crying. Hearing her cry broke my heart and literally brought tears to my eyes and the fact that I did it to her. I lifted my hand and softly knocked. No answer she probably thinks if she ignores I'll go away. Sorry not happening. I knocked again, this time I heard her get up and when she opened I just looked at her. Tears stained her face, her eyes all red and puffy. She was wearing shorts and a tank top and her hair was a mess. My eyes started to water at the sight of her and I stared with guilt in my eyes.
"S-Shane?"
I just kept staring at her
"W-What do-"
Before she could finish I grabbed the back of her neck, pulled her towards me and crushed my lips to her. She responded immediately by winding her arms around me. I licked her lower lip asking for entrance. As soon as she opened I slid my tongue into her mouth and we battled for dominance. I of course won like always. We pulled back and stared at each other. It looked like she was ready to say something but I beat her to it.
"Claire I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean what I said. Please forgive me baby. I was shocked when you told us and I got scared. I hate that I keep hurting you and you keep forgiving me. I don't deserve you Claire. I just love you so much. God I'm so sorry."
She lifted a finger to my lips "Shh it's okay, I forgive you Shane"
We just stared at each other, then I moved my hand down from her neck, down her shoulders, across her chest, down her stomach where I left it. I looked at her with so much love in my eyes.
"You've made me the happiest guy alive. I'm so happy you're having my baby."
She smiled up at me and then I did something she didn't even expect. I bent down and lift the bottom of her shirt and kissed the lower part of her stomach. My lips touching her bare skin made her shiver, I know it was an innocent thing. I was kissing our unborn child, but the feel of my lips sent shivers down her spine. I noticed that it did and I leaned up and kissed her. A kiss that had so much love, passion, and happiness in it. I walked into the room, kicked the door close with my leg and lifted her shirt over her head. Not a moment later she had removed my. I lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist as I walked us to the bed. I laid Claire down gently and then crawled on top of her. I gave her a quick kiss.
"I love you Claire"
"I love you too Shane"
With that I leaned down and kissed her hard. She fisted her hands in my hair and let out a soft moan. I deepened the kiss. I felt her hands slid down my chest to the button of my pants. She undid the button and zipper and started to push them down. I kicked them off and hers came off shortly after. It started off slow but after awhile it turned fast, hard, and rough. Both of us were sweating like crazy. Every time I bit Claire she would let out a moan. The faster and harder it got Claire would bit and scratch digging her nails into my back and shoulders causing me to thrust harder. I sat up bringing her with me, our hips moving in rhythm. We both reached our climax at the same time causing Claire to throw her back, arch her back so her chest pushed against mine and digging her nails into my shoulder letting out a scream of pleasure.
We fell back onto the bed sweating and panting hard. I grabbed the sheet to cover us and Claire threw her leg around my hip and laid her head on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her tight.
"I love you so much" she whispered
"I love you to baby"
With that we both fell into a peaceful sleep with her wrapped in my arms...my last thought being that was the best sex that we've had...well so far.
I hope you guys like...please, please review. Next chapter will be both Michael and Eve's POV about their reaction to Claire's pregnancy. The story will definitely pick up after that. There will be some drama, because hey what would Morganville be like without drama.
