Okay, I was thinking about maybe sometimes switching POV's, just so it won't be confusing, everything is Clary's POV except for when I put: '(Name) POV' above the part it is about.
WARNING! In this chapter there is some content for adults. If you don't want to read about these kind of things, please don't continue reading this story. It's not like this is the only thing I'll be writing about, that's not the kind of story this is but something like this will probably happen again. Because we're talking about Sebastian here.
"Wake up!"
I would have jumped if I was able to, which I wasn't, so I didn't. I slowly sat up in bed and looked at the person in the doorway. It was the one person I wished I didn't have to see today. Well that was just luck I guess. I looked up at him wondering what he was going to do, but he didn't move an inch, he just stood there with an annoyed look in his eyes. As he started to notice I didn't have any intention of moving and coming anywhere near him, he grew angry.
"Get up Clary, we are going to train today."
"I told you not to call me that!" I yelled at him. "Only my father and brother are allowed to call me that." And people that I like, for example that little kid, but that last part I didn't tell him, knowing that if I did it would only anger him more.
"Well guess what. Surprise! But I'm not really your adopted brother, mother just told you that. I actually am your real brother so according to you that would mean I can call you Clary." At that last part he could barely keep the grin of his face.
"You are lying. Mother would have told me. There is no reason to lie about this." Or is there? I thought to myself. Since I was little mother would take me to see Sebastian and made me promise to never tell dad or Jonathan.
I started to feel sick, if this was true it would break jonathans and my father's heart. But it couldn't anymore I thought to myself because they are dead. It hurt just to think about them but thinking about this hurt less then acknowledging my other thought. Which I couldn't even keep out, because it was actually the only thing I really thought about. My brother kissed me. He KISSED me! So he had to be lying, what kind of monster would kiss his own sister. The one right in front of you a little voice kept on whispering in my head. He is part demon, so does it really surprise you? I shuddered, the voice was right, but I would have never guessed he would do something as sick as this.
"Why did you do it then?" I asked.
"Did what?" I knew I shouldn't ask him any more questions but I had to know.
"Why did you kiss me, if you knew that I was your sister?"
"Because you are mine, we have the same blood running through our veins. You're my sister we belong to each other." I knew he meant every word he just said, it was clearly visible in his eyes.
He walked over to me, I was still sitting in my bed, but upon seeing him walk closer I scooted as far back as I could before hitting the wall.
"Look at all the mess you have made." He said pointing towards my bed. I hadn't even noticed it yet, my eyes were completely focused on him until now, but my bed was soaked with blood. My attention however went back to Sebastian in an instant, the bed wasn't important right now, him still being in my room and taking step after step closer to me was.
"What do you want Sebastian?"
"What I want is you. And I intent on taking everything I want." And with that he leaped with a cat like jump on top of me. I started to call for help but he put his hand over my mouth so the only sound coming out was being muffled and barely audible.
I struggled to get loose but his grip only tightened to the point I wanted to cry out in pain. Still I didn't care, the only thoughts in my head were about how to get away.
He started to kiss down my neck and mumbled something about having wanted to do this since like forever, and how I was finally his. He started to pull at my clothes, if it wasn't for him using one hand because he had to use the other to keep me from screaming, he already would have gotten them of, of me.
Tears started to flow freely from my eyes across my cheeks and dripping on my pillow, knowing what he was about to do.
"You are mine, and I'm going to make it official." He whispered in my ear.
My whole body froze, I couldn't move a single finger. He noticed and grinned down at me, before he started to kiss me between my breasts, where he had already taken of everything, including my bra, although it was more like he ripped them apart until there was nothing left, like he was unwrapping a present the way a child would. He travelled down further to my pants, while his hand tried to unbutton it. He trailed his hands up my body until he found my breast and cupped it in his hand squeezing it harshly while he skillfully pulled my pants further down with his feet.
I regained control over my body again, I struggled with everything I had but just like the evening before it only seemed to turn him on more. I felt him growing hard on my hips.
The his hand suddenly left my mouth but was replaced with his mouth, effectively keeping me from screaming, know he had both hands to touch me while the rest of his body pressed me down into the bed. His body was so heavy I couldn't move an inch. A hand moved to my panties, pulling the edge down slowly, yet I couldn't do anything about it.
And then the weight that was keeping me in place was gone. I looked up to see a blurry Luke through my tears. He looked angry and shocked. I had never in my life been so glad to see him.
Luke held Sebastian in a firm chokehold, but you could see him struggling to keep him there. Sebastian's face on the other hand was a mask of complete fury. I never had him seen this angry, not even when his demon had taken over.
"Jocelyn!" Luke yelled my mother's name at the top of his longs. Almost immediately I could hear footsteps running closer. "In here!" Luke called again.
I saw a flash of red stopping in the doorway. My mother looked into the room taking in the situation.
I was sitting in my bed with my back against the wall, naked with only my panties left, and my hands covering my breasts, the tears still flowing down my face. Luke was holding Sebastian in a chokehold and Sebastian was fighting to get out of it.
"Sebastian!" My mother yelled at him. He didn't even seem to notice.
"Sebastian Verlac Morgenstern!" I flinched at the last name, so it was true. A wave of disgust came over me. My own brother, I wanted to scream but no sound left my mouth.
Sebastian finally looked at ,apparently, our mother. Her eyes were not nearly as furious as his were, but he seemed to stop struggling.
"Get to your room right now." Her eyes daring him to defy her. His body stayed tense but Luke let him go. I inwardly pleaded Luke to not let him go, which he didn't hear off course. Sebastian just stood there for a few moments before he walked out of the door, furiously. When he was gone my mom nodded to Luke, at which he left and closed the door behind him.
My mother's eyes jumped back to me, her eyes taking in my whole body.
"Clarissa, are you okay?" Okay? I thought to myself, of course I'm not okay. Your son, and my brother, just tried to rape me. I looked up in disbelief, was this all there was left of the mother I once knew and cared for? Did she care so little for me? I tried to look for any signs, any whatsoever. But her face showed none, not a single bit of concern for me.
"No." I said answering her asking. She looked at me and sight.
"You know I really thought we had it under control, he even said he didn't feel that way towards you anymore. At first we were suspicious but he never gave us any reason to doubt what he said.
"So what... I'm just supposed to forget about it? Forget that you lied about the fact the he is my brother, forget that he tried to rape me?" I said with the venom dripping from my voice.
"Clarissa, I admit that I should have told you earlier about Sebastian but that's no way to speak to me. You will address me with respect. "I'll let Luke bring some clothes for you and some new bed sheets" With that being said she walked to the door.
"Do you even care for me anymore? I asked her, stopping her in the doorway. "You know with the way you treat me, I'm starting to doubt you ever have." She didn't respond, she just stood there for a second not even turning around to look at me before walking away leaving me alone."
Luke came back later, bringing me some bedsheets and new gear and underwear just like she told me he would. Before he walked in I had wrapped a towel around me, covering up my naked and red body, from where I had tried to scrub of Sebastian's hands and kisses. He gave me my stuff and walked out not saying a word just like Jocelyn. I vowed to never call her mother again. She didn't deserve to be called that. It's a wonder I still did after all she had done to me, but this.. this time she went too far. I knew there was no love for me left in her. The only thing I was to her was a way to reach her goals. Only my powers were useful to her, that's all I was, usefull. I put on my clothes and refreshed my bed sheets and fell asleep immediately, only to be tormented by nightmares.
Sorry guys, this chapter is a little shorter than usual and I have a very busy weekend coming up. So I thought it would be better to at least put something up instead of nothing and letting you wait untill somewhere next week. :D
