Well here ya go! A little bit shorter but oh well! :)


BELLA'S

Jasper pushed me back behind him as he attacked the man. What is going on? They were moving so fast, they were blurs. I heard animal like growls and hisses from them. The man was just as beautiful as Jasper. Same pale build, but this man had red eyes instead of gold.

"Bella!" I heard from the woods. I looked towards my name. The Cullens appeared, but they were moving extremly fast. Esme, Rose, and Alice stayed by my side while the guys break up the fightinh men. Emmett holds back a growling Jasper, and Edward has the other man.

"What do you want?" Carlisle asked calmly. The man looked at me,

"Her." He said growling. That made Jasper hiss and struggle against Emmett.

"She is ours. Leave and never come back or if you make one move towards the girl, we will not hestiant to kill you." Carlisle said. The man though it over.

"Okay." He said.

"No Carlisle, he is just gonna go after her." Alice said. Carlisle nodded.

"Get her out of here." He said. Then the next thing I knew I was flying through the forest. I shut my eyes and held on to Alice for dear life. What are they? We stopped at my house.

"Im sorry Bella, we have to go. We'll explain later." Alice said. Then she dissapered. Okay, I'm crazy, I just know it. Shaking off this feeling, I went into the house, to be greeted by an angry Charlie.

"Hey Dad," I said, try to sound calm.

"Geuss what I found in your room?" Oh no, he found it.

"What." I said quietly.

"Geuss." He said through gritted teeth. I wouldn't answer.

"How could I be so stupid? It was right there, under my nose. Why didn't I smell it? And you would you have it?" He looked so sad but angry.

"Da-,"

"I think you need some help. You're going to a therapist tomorrow.." He said sighing.

"Im sorry." I whispered.

"No your not, or esle you wouldn't have been drinking." He said. His words slapped me across the face. Was I the reason for his behavior? Yes. No one has ever been so dierct towards me. I couldn't handle this. Crying, I ran up stairs and locked my door. With my tear-bulrred vision, I found my blade. I slid it across my skin, feeling the pain and release it gave me. An escape from my life, it felt good.

"Bella.." I looked up. Jasper was standing by the window, his golden eyes now black. I just stared at him. Ashamed.

"Jasper." I whispered. He cautiously came to me and grabbed my wrist, already over flowing with blood. I saw his lips move, but couldn't hear him. With so much speed, he was gone and back in a second. He wrapped my wrist with a bandage, his eyes still black. He asked the shortest question I know and hated.

"Why?" He sounded so heart broken. I hated him being this sad. That smiple question had many different answers, answer I didn't think I could give him.

"..I..." I couldn't speak. So wrapped up in my emotions.I felt so ashamed. Him, seeing me like this. He picked me up and put me on my bed, under the covers. He laid down next to me, over the covers. He held me with all his might. I cried into his chest. Clutching him for my life.

"When my mom found Phil, he was so good to her. They got married and everything was perfect. But one night when I was about to go to sleep, Phil came into the room. I asked what did you want? and he said, 'Shut the fuck up bitch.' and hit me. I was so shocked and he raped me." I felt Jasper tense up under me.

"He did that almost every night. I was so broken, I started to hang out with the wrong crowd people and they got me to become an acholic and I was so numb. I did anything to try to feel anything. Slept with boys, went to parties, got into fights with my mom, and evenually, I found a blade Phil had in his tool box. Then I started to cut myself. It was the only thing that found me peace. It brought me so much pleasure. One night Phil took it too far. And I couldn't take it anymore. I filled the tub and tried to drown myself, I almost did it, but my mom found me and tried to help me with my condintion. I faked it, I went through with it so I couldn't have to stay in therapy.

"I wished she wouldn't have found me. One day, I packed my bags and just left. Now Phil knows where I live and could try anything. Im so scared, Jasper. I want this to be over. I want to feel again. Feel that I'm not alone and to feel loved. I don't want any more goodbyes." I finished, I felt so naked, so exposed.

"Bella, I love you." Jasper said.

"I loved you since the moment I saw you and when I got to know you, I loved you even more. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You are so speical and amazing. You deserve to be loved and cherised. I want to keep you in my arms forever. When I'm away from you, I feel so sad. But when Im with you, I feel so blessed. You're nothing sort of a champion. It isn't over, Bella. I want to help you. Want to make you feel love and happiness and all the emotions you haven't felt before. I'll stand by you. I love you so much." Jasper said.

I looked at him and knew what he said was true. I felt like I belong to someone. I tried to smile, but instead, I kissed him. The kiss was more passionate and meant so much more. Love was only thing that was in this kiss. We broke apart and I cuddled by his side.

"I think I love you too." I murmured. He kissed the top of my head. Love was something I never felt before, and it felt good. I slept there in his arms.

"Bella, wake up." Jasper said slightly shaking me.

"Mmmhhmm." I said. He chuckled. After a few mintues, I finally got up.

"What?" I asked.

"I guess you want an explaintion for earlier, huh?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay, well, you see, me and family are vampires. And that man was also vampire but he feeds on human, while we feed on animals." Jasper said catiuosly. Vampires? Okay, I'm totally crazy.

"Huh?" I asked not really believing it. But I noticed how pale and cold he always is. And so imhumanly gorgeous his family is. And in the clearing..

"Oh my..." I said realising he's right. Slowly I placed my hand over where his heart is. No beating.

"How old are you?" I asked him.

"19."

"How long have you been 19?"

"A while." He said. Realising I wasn't going to speak, he told me of his story. About Maria, the wars, Peter, and the Cullens.

"You're good though. Your not going to hurt me." I said.

"I could easliy." He said ashamed. I cupped his face with my hands.

"If you wanted to, you would have by now." I said. He leaned into my touch.

"Why did that vampire want me?" I asked. He sighed in rememberance.

"He wanted your blood." Okay.

"Why mine?" I asked

"Your blood has a certain smell. It's more apealing than the other humans." He said.

"Something's wrong with my blood." I asked ofended. He chuckled.

"No no, it's smells facsinating. Like fressias and coconuts." He smiled slightly.

"Do you want my blood Jasper." I told him. I knew he wanted it. He nodded meekly.

"You're my singer. It's when a human's blood calls out, or sings, to a certain vampire. They could either fall in love or..."He trailed off. We both knew what he was going to say.

"You love me." I said.

"More than anything." He said. I smiled.

"Good." I murmured as I kissed him.


:) R&R