A/N: Okay if you haven't figured out that I do not own Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, etc. then you are an idiot.

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4. Away

I kept my dream to myself glad that Edward couldn't read my mind. Even though he couldn't know what I was think he always knew how I felt because my emotions always showed on my face. He knew that I had something on my mind.

"Bella what's wrong? Are you getting nervous?" He asked as he pulled me into his lap. I grabbed his sleeves and buried my face into his chest.

"No. Nothing's wrong." He didn't buy my lie.

"I know something is wrong and you are going to tell me." He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me away to look at my face. I looked down to avoid his liquid topaz eyes. He lifted my chin so that I didn't have a choice to look into his eyes but I was dead set on not telling him. I just shook my head.

"Bella please tell me. I hate to see you like this." He leaned in to kiss the hollow under my ear. "Please." He whispered. I just ignored him and brought my lips to his. I felt his hand travel down my spine making its way to my leg. Slowly he began to lay down placing me on top of him. I had to force myself to break the kiss in order to breathe. He brought his face to mine to lick my lips.

I slid my head hands down to his chest and unbuttoned his shirt. He wasn't even trying to stop me. Was he letting me have my way? I began to slide my hands down to his pants when he stopped me.

"I don't think we're married yet. Anyway you still have to answer my question." He reminded me. I groaned and got up. I could see that there was no way around it.

"It was just a dream I had, no big deal." I tried to sound casual but I guess something in my voice gave my worry away.

"And what happened in this dream?" He asked kissing under my ear.

"Nothing big." He didn't buy that.

"I guess you just get worried over every dream you have." He said sarcastically. I didn't respond. "Come on Bella just tell me. Please." He caressed my cheek.

"Fine! I had a dream that I was a vampire that just murdered a lot of people. Then I saw you; you were glaring at me with hate filled eyes." My voice cracked and I felt tears filling my eyes. He took me in his arms.

"Bella, I would never let you become a monster and no matter what happens I can never hate you." His voice was filled with sincerity. I pulled away to look in his eyes but before I got a chance to he pulled my lips to his. Then I felt a warm liquid fill my mouth. He backed away, shock in his eyes. I put my finger to my lip to find that I was bleeding.

"Bella…I…I'm so sorry. I don't how it happened. I just got carried away or-" I put my hand over his mouth.

"Edward it's okay. You didn't do it on purpose. Every body makes mistakes." I said trying to comfort him. "My lip has already stopped bleeding and there's no burning so you didn't get any venom in my blood."

"But still. I could have hurt you. What if it happens again? What if it happens before I fed again?"

"Edward it's okay. I know you have enough self control in order to stop yourself. It's all okay." I said cuddling against his chest. I stretched my neck up and kissed him again but he pulled away.

"Bella don't you understand? I could have killed you."

"But you didn't and I'm pretty sure you never will. Just get over it."

"That's easier said than done!"

"Edward, I trust you and I know that you will never hurt me."

"Bella I wish it was that easy but its not." At that moment I heard the phone ring. I jumped up and run to the phone. Edward the there first. I answered the phone to hear Billy panicking.

"Bella! Jacob ran away!"

"What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"After he got the invitation he ran away. Sam let him go. I called Charlie already and he said that he would send out people to look for him but he doesn't now about Jake being a wolf."

"When did he go?"

"Just today. I knew that he left but then Sam came back and told me that he changed and planed to run as far away as possible."

"What should we do?"

"I don't know what to do. I'm not sure where he would go, do you?"

"No, I'm sorry. It's my fault. We shouldn't have sent him an invitation."

"Bella, I'm sorry. You shouldn't blame yourself. I shouldn't have let him go." Just then Edward tapped my shouldered and silently asked for the phone.

"Billy, Edward would like to talk to you."

"Fine." He groaned.

"Hello Billy. I thought of a place where Jacob might have run to."

"Well, tell me already!"

"He might have gone to the clearing where we stayed before the fight."

"Okay, we'll check there but you guys stay away." He paused. "If you guys come he might run away again." He sounded as if he was explaining.

"Okay." Edward hung up. Then he glanced down at me and noticed the tears in my eyes. "Don't worry Bella. I'm sure that they'll find him." He pulled me to his chest. I couldn't say anything at first because I was scared I would break out in tears. Still some tears escaped my eyes; I didn't realize it until Edward wiped them away. I stood on up toes to kiss me. He pulled me onto the counter so I wouldn't have to reach up. Once again I felt his cold tongue trace my lips and once again I slightly parted mine. This time I felt his tongue enter mine and I was overcome with pleasure. My fingers knotted in his hair holding him to me. After too short of a time he released me and held me tightly in his arms.

"I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear.

"For what? You didn't do anything wrong." I was confused and wanted to look up at his face but he held me to tight.

"It was my fault Jacob ran away. I was the one who made him an invitation and I slipped a note into his. Once again I have caused you pain. I am extremely sorry."

"Edward, I could have stopped you from sending him an invitation. I could have stopped you from putting a note with his but I didn't so it's really my fault."

"No, it's my fault."

"How about we just say we're both at fault?" He quietly chuckled.

"That's a good idea." He whispered before bringing our lips together again.

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Sorry it took so long! And sorry for all the times I messed up when I'm typing I pay no attention I don't even pay attention to what I'm writing so I read these not knowing what to expect just like you guys!