TELL YOU WHAT YOU ARE
"Kiss me" she whisphered with a husky voice, his lips met hers and moved softly with hers. He pushed her down lightly onto the couch as he moved his mouth with hers. He pulled away slowly as he hovered over her as she laid on the couch with him rubbed against her. He felt her tug him closer for the kiss to continue which he allowed he felt her tongue on his lips and he opened letting her in to battle.
Karin felt the soft couch at her back as she battle with him, she could feel his strong body over her as they kissed with passion. They broke apart he trailed soft kisses down her jaw and neck making her hot and heavy for more, she let her fingers do as they wished and slowly lifted his soft cotton white t-shirt up pulling him away from her neck to let the fabric disappear from his flesh and tossed across the floor. He kisses her again letting the crazy, desire take over his hands peeling her shirt off quickly.
A howl was heard from the puppy on the floor but the two ignored the pup for the time and started to peel the fabric off each other, Usagi howled louder and louder with every piece of fabric disappearing when Karin finally had enough "Usagi shut up" she hissed and the pup sat quietly watching the sence. When a CD fall to the floor she placed a paw to the cover and howled louder and louder till Karin grunted at the pup and pushed Toshiro back onto the couch panting like she was in her underwear and bra. She looked at the puppy as she sat on the couch and proped her head on her hands looking at the pup who was tiltting her head to the side in curiousity, she sighed at the puppy "You really are taught well" Karin sighed as she grabbed the CD. Usagi barked at the words as her master headed to the stero with the CD in hand.
Toshiro watch her movements as she placed the CD in the machine he admired her body from head to toe as she walked over to the couch again and flopped down grabbing a remote. She turned to him with soft eyes as she held the remote "If you want to know what my last period of classes are you must help with a project for it" she spoke looking into his eye like a mirror. "What is this project I must help with?" if he was to help he was going to know what it was " My teacher Mrs. Pixel wants me to do a CD about why I sing and what singing means to me" she was quiet.
Toshiro smiled at her words and scouted closer to her with a slow movement "You sing" he was shocked at the information. Hisagi was right you would never thing of how Karin got in first with ballet she never struck him at a ballerina eith the outfit and dance group she was in or the job she had either, but singing was the biggest shock he didn't know why she would hide it from everyone but there must have been a reason for it that he was going to find out for sure.
"Yeah I sing, since I could talk I've been singing but I never told anyone but my family and you right now" she clicked the play button on the remote and the soft song started to play with her voice many said she sounded like a angel or a godess but also the star who made the song. But she never listened to their options just the people that she told her little secret to her father said she was the voice her mother had, her brother always said she was the next Demi Lovato of the world which she found hard to believe since she sang more then Demi Lovato, Yuzu always said she was like a angel and the most important person she sang for everyday was her mother who was always telling her she was her specail medince for her and everytime she sang she was healing her, so she sang for her all the time till her throat burned but it never helped.
Toshiro listened to the voice it was the puriest thing he ever heard and looked at Karin she had teary eyes as she sat there listening it most bring back memories she didn't find happy, he watched her face that looked ready to cry as she stared out into space thinking of the memory. "Your voice is beautiful Karin " he softly told her and she turned with a smile on her face her tears gone from site "Thank you Toshiro" she said and stood from the couch and headed to the closet in her room. She walked out with a small video camera she handed to him "Here you can use this" she smiled and then went to the kitchen.
Toshiro flipped on the camera and played "So Miss. Koursaki why do you sing?" he smiled as he walked around her "Toshiro not now I'm not even dress" she spoke trying to hide from him but he caught her waist "What afraid of showing the world your body?" he snickered "No I'm worried my camera man will try to pull something on me" she giggled as he pulled her to his chest "Oh really" he smiled. She pushed off and ran to her room to quickly dress just in case he had a idea.
Momo sighed as she walked the sidewalk with her group of friends by her side she looked up at a building when she saw Toshiro at the window without a shirt she stopped and smiled "Hey girls look at the view" she spoke as they looked at the man with white hair " Damn he is fine" the blonde spoke with a smile, Momo noticed a hand peek out from the back. Toshiro twirled the hand and pulled into him.
She watched the girl squeal as he kissed her and the long black hair with the pale skin and the butterfly tattoo made her fum "Karin... he is with Karin" her friend with brown haired friend with blue eyes and pale skin spoke causing Momo to glare at her "No shit, Sammy" Momo snickered and walked quickly to the building doors with the girls following her " Momo what are ya doing this is her house we can't do anything" they whined she chuckled " We can disturbe them" she chuckled was she heard a squeal from a door " Toshiro stop it" they heard for the door and they knocked hearing a dog bark at the door " She probably has a mutt" Momo muttered as the door was being unlocked.
Karin flung the door open with a smile that disappeared when she saw the owner of the knock she looked down at Usagi who was growling at the group of girls " Sssh Usagi" Karin muttered as the puppy did as told but glared at the girls "Karin who's at the door?" Toshiro yelled from the bathroom. Momo smiled at the voice " So I see you have a costumer Karin" she smiled as she walked forward "Can we come in or is it one person at a time" she spoke when Usagi growled again bearing her teeth.
"What do you want?" Karin wanted to tell Usagi to bite but the last thing she need was her dog being taken away from her today. She looked toward her bathroom and sighed as the door opened " Do you mind leaving I have a guest in my house and they don't need you to do your pole dance for entertainment " Karin glared when she felt someone wrap their arms around her waist, she felt his clothing on all of it with the jeans and shirt as she glared at the women.
Momo chuckled at the sight of the two " Just a matter of time I steal your happiness away from you again Karin, so why don't we all get to know each other cause I'm getting tired of this stupid game of take" Momo clapped her hands together as she looked down at the pup that growled at her "What you mutt haven't seen a pure bred before?" Momo spoke and the pup bark again with her teeth.
"Well actually I was about to take Karin out with Usagi who is a pure bred for a dinner and a movie so if you could leave we can" Toshiro was still hating the women she didn't have a good vibe and the constant insults to Karin was pushing his buttons badly right at the moment with her in his persence.
"Are you two dating or something cause I'm getting the feeling you are? Momo won't be happy" a blonde spoke twirling her hair as Karin rolled her eyes "No wonder your blonde" Toshiro chuckled.
"Well are ya?" the blonde exclaimed seeing Momo glaring at her with murderous eyes "We are now can you leave" Karin pushed the want for them to leave her apartment now but they wouldn't move at all.
"Come Usagi let's go before your master kills someone with her bare hands" Toshiro laughed grabing the pup in arms and hooking the leash onto her. He grabbed Karins hand and pulled her out of the apartment threw the crowd of girls well closing the door behind them and walking down the stairs "Toshiro I need my wallet" Karin exclaimed as he pulled her down the stair with the video camera in his hand with Usagi's leash "I am paying for once" he smiled when she looked at him like he was a three headed monkey "I can pay for myself Mister " she snickered.
As they walked the park with the two dog off leash playing in the park with little kids and other puppies Toshiro and Karin ate ice cream. He licked the sticky mint chocolate chip ice cream in it's waffle cone as he turned the camera on "You didn't have to bring that" she spoke from her swing seat as she looked at him with soft eyes.
He chuckled and pointed the camera at her as she ate her vinilla dipped ice cream "Tell me Karin what makes you happy?" he asked with the camera on her face "Here's my question what is happiness?" she asked swing alittle on her swing letting the pause carry "You know laughter and smiles happy" he spoke looking at her.
She looked at the camera then to him softly before looking at her ice cream " I don't know cause you find something that makes you happy but then it makes you sad with in minutes like happiness was never there to begin with that is what I go threw, see like for example ice cream you have the first lick and your all smiles at the taste then you eat to much a you get a brain freeze and you frown were did the happiness go in the item" she spoke looking out at the feild were couples had pinices and kids play on the grass or on the playground.
" Hmmmm Karin Koursaki a poet or a thinker" Toshiro joked getting a small punch in the arm from the girl he chuckled at the moment "So here a nothing question I have for you... it's for my on interest. Why don't you tell people you sing?" he asked looking at her, she shrugged "Because singing to me is like a world were I can see my mother and I don't really want to tell everyone cause the more I tell the more the world comes crumbling down on me plus I like having secrets" she licked her ice cream as he looked at her with a smile.
Here's another for you... Do I make you happy?" he asked looking at her surprised face as she looked at him with a soft grin "So far I haven't frown Toshiro" she smiled a shoved her ice cream in his face and zoomed from the set to the grass. He dropped the camer and ran to her, he caught her and laid her in the grass looking down at his beauty of a catch he touched her hair that was spreaded on the grass then her face with his hand and placed in under her neck pulling her to his lips for a kiss " I promise to always bring your smile back to you Karin " he whisphered to her.
" Just seeing you makes me smile" she repiled and kissed him again as his hand touched her cheeck and his thumb carest her skin as she kissed him gently with her eyes closed. Her jeans rubbed his and her red blouse touched his shirt in the passion. When they pulled apart she looked into his eyes and smiled then kissed him again softly then pulled away letting her hair touch the grass again as she looked up at soft fingers touched his cheeck gently and pulled him do to her lips again, she pulled away way from the kiss again.
Shinji smiled as he walked down the sidewalk with Hiyiro's hand in his as the sun touched him softly they were passing the park when he caught the two on the grass he stopped and shook his head with his smile still there. "What are you doing?" she asked trying to look for the sence he was looking at but found nothing she punched his stomach hard and lowered him to her eye level "What are you looking at?" Hiyiro yelled as she saw his smile brighten as he looked at her "Well I'm looking at you right now" he spoke getting a slap in the face "Don't be cheese with me dammit" she looked over the park when she saw Usagi she walked over to the pup with a smile "Usagi were is Karin?" she asked and the pup pointed her paw the way to her master as she played with Hyorimnaru.
Shinji smiled at the video camera on the ground he remembered Karin with it for his birthday years back and picked it up. Hyiro was chuckling at the sence of the two kissing on the grass as Shinji pointed the camera at the two as they walked closer "Get a room!" he chuckled causing the two to look up at him wided eyed at the camera "S-Shinji, Hiyiro what are you doing here?" Karin asked looking at the two as they smiled.
"We were walking by when we saw Usagi and another puppy playing so knew you were here, then we find you sucking faces" Hiyiro smiled as she took the camera as the two sat up "We were just... ah ..." Karin didn't know what to say for the first time in a while she was slient as she thought of what to saw and continue "Don't worry Kar we won't tell" Shinji chuckled at her attempt "Oh I don't care if you do" she smiled as she got up with Toshiro following her actions.
Shinji handed the camera back and took Hiyiro's hand before going to leave "Oh! Kar, Gin wanted me to tell ya that the girls will be doing dare night on Thursday and that the boys get the night off for some raisen he'll have the challenge in the dance studio tomorrow after school waiting for us... Rangiku was hinting it was a big one" Hiyiro told her as she walked away leaving the two alone in silence.
After the park Karin and Toshiro took the dog back to his apartment leaving them there as they went out to the streets. With their hands together as they walked the sidewalk filled with busy people and hot dog venders they stopped at a large building "The mall?" Karin spoke as he brought her inside with a tug of the hand threw the doors. The busy shopping crowd surrounding them as they walked the center he guided her to a cold area were ice was kept she smiled at the sigth "Skating" she leaned into his side as he wrapped a arm around her.
They breath were in view as they went to the skate rental "Size 10 men and I think a size 8 women " Toshiro order as the skates came he paid and took Karin to the bench. "You know how to skate?" he asked her as she sat down with a 'thud' she smiled at him softly as he did up the skates for her seeing she didn't know how too in the first place.
"My brother brought me and Yuzu once and so did my dad but that was a long, long time ago before my mom past so when I was 3 or 4 but no not really" she told him as he tied his skates on with a smile that lite of his face "Well then I guess I'm going to have to teach you a little bite I guess" he stood and held a hand out for her that she took lead her to the ice were people were skating and slid on with his shakey partner.
Karin tried to move but nearly slipped when she tried he helped with the beginning showing her slowly with their hands with in one other "See try it slowly Karin" he smiled and skated away leave her alone to try he pulled the camera out as she attempted she skated a inche when she fell flate on her ass "Ow!" she yelled and she tried to get up but fell again and again she finally had enough when a little girl stopped in front of her giving a hand out that she took but the weight was uneven and she pulled her down with her. Toshiro laughed at the two as he recorded the whole thing. Karin got on all four and crawled to the side lifting herself up and then helping the girl up who was giggling at the women with the shredded ice on her jeans "She finally figured it out" Toshiro chuckled as Karin was helped over with the girl holding her hand as she slid behind her.
"You are truly horrible at skating" he laughed as Karin approached with the little girl guiding her " Shut up! She is just a beginer!" the little girl spoke sliding Karin over and letting go of her hand as she glided towards Toshiro "Thank you very much" Karin spoke as the little girl skated away. Karin looked over at Toshiro who had the camera pointed at her "Thanks for leaving me on the ice" she glared. He chuckled at the white ice on her pants he twirled her around and wiped the white away off her leg with a chuckle before taking her hand again and guiding her around the ice slowly when the time to get off came and they sat on the bench taking the skates off "Where'd you learn to skate?" she asked tugging the boot off when he took her leg and placed it on his lap untied the laces and slipped it off easily "My Dad taught me to skate when I was young he though it would be a good way to get noble girls but trust me I made it not work with them I would let them fall and crawl around the ice well I skated" he smiled as she slipped her shoes on.
They returned the skates and walked the mall a little "What did they do when they were left like that?" she asked trying to picture the rich girls struggling on the ice like she did but she figured it out slowly with the help of him and the little girl.
"Usaully they would start whining and crying for their daddies because they fell and were left there to suffer many would try to get me to help but I'd skate around them and ignore them their servants would come and help them" he chuckled a he looked at Karin as she giggled at the thought of the spoiled brats on the ice and the poor workers.
She calmed do slight from her giggling "What did your father do to you?" she was wondering what would happen with the man and Toshiro with the whole thing did he scold him or forgive, laugh maybe but what was his reaction.
"My father truly hated my actions on the ice and would scold me for it but I didn't care he thought making me clean the yard was a scolding but I loved working and nature so I would keep doing it with the nobles daughter so I could just work and be outside without rules my mother had to drag me inside for dinner sometimes" he smiled at the memory as she squeezed his hand a little.
"What does your father think of normal girls?" she stopped thinking of the noble man disapproving of her and his son being together, he turned to her and wrapped his arms around her pulling her close as they stood there in silence.
"My father is a very difficult man trust me he is for years he has been scolding me for what I wanted in a women so don't worry about him okay, Karin" he kissed her hair and continued to walk bringing her to a small diner in the mall called 'Red Hearts Diner' the chairs were steal and black and the tables had a red cloth on them, the walls were painted brigth red with pictures on them as they sat down, a waitress walked over with a devil costume on "Welcome to Red Hearts Diner were the devil serves you, your meal . What can I get the lovely couple" the waitress exclaimed happily as she looked at the two with a smile "I'll have a Lovers Heart Kiss" Karin smiled handing the menu to her. "I'll have the same" Toshiro spoke doing the same as Karin.
"But tell me what would your father do if he knew we were dating?" Karin asked and he rubbed her hand with his tumb as she looked at him.
" He would probably try to make us break up with each other like get you to hate me or worse arrange a horrible thing" he spoke thinking of his father trying to break his happiness was killing his heart he didn't want to lose her ever his father would have to drag him to hell and back to do it.
"Really, he would try that just for want he want that is completely unsp-"
"My father only wants me to marry a noble and date nobles have a noble kid he thinks it's the best thing in the world to be nobl-"
"The question is do you think that is the best thing in the world?" she sound pure and true at the time trying to reach out to him at the moment she was willing to hear the truth from him if she was just a game or a trick to play on his father she was okay with it all she was falling for him and not falling but starting to love him sure it will take awhile to say the words especailly with her past and her realtionship with Ryan but she was okay with waiting or trying to love again.
He knew his father would never approve of their relationship but he didn't care his father could die he was going to keep his little bar tender who works her ass off for a living that was what he wanted " My father may think it is the right way to live I think it is a true bore with servants and money at your finger tips I rather work 5 days a week for my pay and come home everyday to my house that I and my lover paid for threw hard work" he answered with a smile and a glimpse on dare in his eyes.
"Oh really now, you would give that all away for that" she smiled as she felt his squeeze on her hand.
"I would do it but I don't know anyone who would do it with me" he looked down at the table when she touched his face with her hand and stroked his cheeck softly. "Plus I don't know how to do it with banking my father holds all my banking and I don't have a clue" she smiled at the comment when their food came.
They ate silently when Karin looked up he seemed a little upset at the fact he couldn't get out of his fathers hold. "Toshiro what if you could pick someone to do your mission with who would it be?" she put her heart on the line right there with him she was okay with the breaking and the throbbing of the pain if he said someone elses name at the moment.
He could see the brave step she was taking right there with the question " If I were to it would be you, since we are dating and I do like you beacuse of many reasons... why do you ask?" he spoke when he say the spark in her eyes and the smile she always wore with him around.
"I have a plan" she giggled finishing her meal when the waitress came took her plate and then left Karin placed a tooth pick in her mouth waiting for Toshiro to finish as she watched him eat a little them played with the tooth pick in her hand. He finished and wented to pay he used cash and tipped the waitress high with a 100 dollars Karin though it was a little high but she didn't say anything. She took his hand and brought him to the bank "You know a house is alot of money so if you were to save for one it would take a long time with the amount in my bank we could have 200 dollars in there to start" smiled at the boy who was shocked and enjoyed at the same.
He grabbed her in his arms and swang her around in circles she squealed slightly as he did it when he placed her down on the ground " Your amazing... I can't believe this really Karin are you serious you'd help me with this- What why tho?" he was to happy for the fact.
"Well you know I was once told by my mother if someone is trying to do something but can't you help possiblity are the odd's and if you want I could help you move in when you get the money. And it's a nice feel to own something you worked for you just need a little push from someone and I am that someone" she spoke looking into his eyes.
" You are unbelieveable Karin your a angel I couldn't thank you enough" his mind was flushed but his thought went to the fact she said she would start him off which meant he was still alone in the house she probably was doing this so cause she didn't know if they would last that long, he pulled her close and kissed her deeply then pulled away she lead him into the bank to a office with a name that seemed odd Zangustu was on the door when they sat down the old looking man looked at her funny.
"Karin what are you doing here?" he asked the girl then looked at the boy "You brother isn't in trouble with his house again is he?" he spoke.
"No Zangustu I wanted to get a new bank acount for my friend here, he wants to save up for a house. Plus your the only Banker I trust in this place Zangustu" she smiled as the man grabbed the papers in his desk.
"A house were are you living now, sir?" the man asked as Karin read the forms.
"I live in apartment that is paid by my parnets and I wish to buy one for myself with my own money I make for once" Toshiro spoke looking at the man who shrugged.
"What are you money cost with your focks?" Zangustu spoke
"My parnets are rich nobles and I want to do something on my own" Toshiro saw Karin signing things on the paper with the pen on the desk she got when she placed the form on the desk and Zangustu looked it over and nodded he started doing things on his computer with the button and then took a card out with a blue glim to it "Karin we need to talk after this" Zangustu spoke and she nodded as she as he put the card on the desk and gave a pen to Toshiro "Sign your name please" he spoke and the boy did the man placed the card into a machine "Put in a pin that you will remember then we're all done Toshiro".
Toshiro put in the day he met Karin on the pin he wouldn't forget that day so far she is changing his life for the better and then it was done. He left the room with the card looking at it with a smile.
"Karin have you talked to your father lately?" Zangustu asked looking at the computer as he pulled up a page.
"Yes I have Zangustu but what does this enreveal?" she asked worried something was wrong she remembered putting all her faith into the banker with the cash she had with the house that her brother and sister needed help with and the money she put towards their books for school not to also say the food and bills she worked her ass off for the money. She and Zangustu meant when she moved here a long time back he was the first one she trusted in the city that wasn't family or friends from back home she know everything was at this mans finger tips her house, her banking, her bills, her car and her fathers house he paid for everything even the clinc.
"Your father is behind in his payments for the clinc for 5 months Karin, the city wants to close it but he doesn't" Zangustu spoke he knew the clinc had a great meaning to it with the fact it was for her mother and everything she couldn't let it go.
" How much is the payments ?" she asked looked down at her card.
"It's 10,000 dollars Karin it's alot" he spoke typing on his computer she sighed and looked at the card in her wallet she knew the meaning of the clinc and knew her father wouldn't let it go, with all her might she had she placed the card on his desk "Here Zangust that should keep the clinc for a long time it was something I was saving for a period in my life" she stood as the man swiped the card.
"Karin where did you get this money?" he asked looking at all the zero's on the screens.
She looked at the man with a sad look "Mom gave me alot of money when she died, so did my grandfather and great anut this was for the day I wanted to open up my own dance school for kids like NYCAD, but this is more important the clinc is all my father has left of my mother and I won't let that go anywhere it would kill him to see it go... I've saved that money for years even when helping my siblings its lose change, leftover money from bills so the money stores up also from my grad, birthdays, bids on the boys in the group, working with the dragon's little kids program and many more just take it for this reason " she spoke as the man listened.
"Karin you know you just paid off all the clinc right" he spoke and she nodded "I would rather give up my dream then lose the last bit of my mother my father has" she spoke and walked out of the room her heart was heavy at the moment she saved that for 16 years since she was four she wanted to teach dance and have her own major dance school she wanted to have it in Karakura she knew the perfect spot too.
Toshiro waited for Karin outside on a bench he looked at the card and smiled she made his biggest dream come true this was his true heart and she helped do it. He looked up to see her walking out of the bank she had her hand over her mouth when she walked he saw tears roll down her eyes, he stood up and walked to her " Karin" he spoke as he caught up to her quickly.
She looked away the thoughts of the gaint building and the dancers with the art students filling her mind was making her cry she wanted that dream so bad to have a school like NYCAD but it was gone. She didn't regret the choice she made, she wanted this she wanted to keep the clinc and have the little piece she had of her mother. Her tears vanished at the though of her fathers face when he gets to keep the clinc to keep his little piece of her mother, she wiped her tears away and turned to Toshiro with a smile "See your dream is in your finger tips Toshiro" she smiled.
He wrapped her into his arms and sighed "It's all thanks to you Karin if I had never met you I would never have this I am truly greatful for everything meeting you and you helping me with my dream I can't thank you enough" he spoke and he held her. He wasn't going to push her into telling him why she was crying because she would tell him when she was ready but he was still going to ask "Why were you crying?" he asked.
" I don't want to talk about it right now, maybe some other time but not now" she smiled as she nodded and held her close. They walked down the hall to the exit of the mall into the cold sidewalk "If you want a job I can help you get one" she smiled up at him with his arm around her should as they walked.
"Oh really were then Karin" he smiled at her helpfulness as she looked at him with shining eyes.
"Well I can get you a job at the dance night as a bar tender or a waiter with the ladies" she spoke with a smile as she looking into his aqua eyes that were bright and happy towards her.
"I'd like that Karin, I'd get to see you more" he smiled as the blush burned her cheecks as they walked down the sidewalk. As they came to the building they entered together and headed to his walk to the apartment was silence but comfortable at the same time he could sense the worry and sadness in her arura when the elevatour stopped at his floor, as they stepped out of the moving machine he grabbed her hand pulling her to himself "Karin, you know my dream but what is your dream?" he asked it was a simple question she could answer as they moved to his door. She turned and looked into his aqua eyes with a shine in her she was filled with dreams and desire at the moment since no one has ever asked her that question, the only people who asked it were her family that was it no one else she was extremely proud, protective and dedicated to her dream.
"Ummm... my dream- you would be bored to hear about my dream Toshiro" she looked at the ground as he unlocked the door she could hear the click of the lock as he turned it but it stopped and he took his hand way from the keys that hung in the lock. He looked down at her with her head bowed and posture slouched, with his hand he lifted her chin pulling her face to look at his her eyes were so warm and deep he could get lost in them forever with the look she could give those eyes were the eyes of the women he dreamed of for 20 years the women he would go against anything for even the world she was his everything, his world, new life, hope, love, want and need.
He hated the fact she though her dream wasn't important but the truth was it was the most important thing to him at the moment she made his dream come true and listened to his babble on and on about it he wanted to know her want for her future. "Karin, your dream will never bore me nor will you... you listened to me talk about my dream so tell me your I want to know it what makes you want a future and what makes you keep going in life" he spoke with soft eyes that saw tears in her eyes as he spoke.
She looked at the door and let a soft tear fall from her eyes " Sometimes you must give up your dream to one going for the people you love and care for.. I may have a dream but sometimes a dream is just a thing you wish for and know you can't have even if you try with all your might, some die for their dream, many have a dream that they were going to lose but then someone gave them the thing they need to keep their dream going by giving up theirs, my dream was huge to me and expensive I saved for years but that was all gone tonight to help my father with his dream and last thing he has of my mother... it is just time for me to give up that dream and find another dream I can work for" she smiled as the door opened and Usagi leaped into her arms.
She kissed his lips lighty and turned away with a step she looked at the boffled man " A dream can always be replaced by another one" she told him and walked away disappearing into the elevatour.
Toshiro walked into his apartment thinking of her words she spoke, he stripped of his clothing and walked to his shower we let the water burn his skin as he stood there thinking of her words 'someone gave them the thing they needed to keep a dream going but gave up theirs' her voice ecohed in his mind he was filled with did she mean? Did she give up her dream? What was her dream? Why won't she tell me? He punched the black sparkling tile of the shower that was wet with steam ' Look at me I'm standing in a shower punching walls because I am fustrated about her words she can make me weak and a mess... but I love every minute' he thought as he looked at the tiles " You can bring the best and worst of me out Karin" he spoke looking at the tiles.
He stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist he shuffled to the couch and took out his cell phone, he scrolled down the list and sighed at the name he clicked, he pressed the phone to his ear listening to it ring several times when someone answered " Moshi Moshi" the strong voice answered he sighed and looked down at the white carpet.
"I met my match bro I think I might have found the one that will distroy my heart one day" he spoke to the man he was fustrated and happy at the same time. When he heard the chuckling threw the phone as he listened.
"Really someone so cold as you found a girl like you... man Toshiro I hope the best for you two" the man spoke with a smile as he laughed at the man he grew up with that he called brother since he was adopted into the noble family when his siblings were sperated from him.
"Shut up Kaien but if it makes you feel better yes I have if you must but she isn't..." he trailed off thinking of what Karin was she was so much in his eyes he could listed them all till he died from old age.
"She's was bitchy, needy, whining, girly and snobby sounds like your kinda girl. Well one that pops will approve of a noble" Kaien was the happiest guy you could meet he was married to a noble woman she was different from the rest with the additute his father arranged the marriage but they knew one another for years on end.
" He won't approve of her Kaien and I honestly don't give a flying fuck at the moment... she is different she's so warm, happy, opened minded, wise and normal Kaien" he exclaimed with a defeated look on his face.
" Man bro, you sound like a angry little guy... she must mean something to you but why wouldn't pop's approve? I mean he is pretty chilled for a old man you know look were I am in a big house with a woman I love pop's will approve of her I -" he was intrupted by Toshiro who was sighing and understood the meaning of what he was tell his brother.
"She is not noble, Kaien she is a normal person" he spoke rubbing his temples in fustration.
" For fuck sakes bro, how many times do I, dad and Mika have to tell you! Normal people don't give a crap about nobles to them we're rich snobbs they could careless! Dad is going to flip shit when he finds out!" Kaien exclaimed
"You wouldn't know cause you haven't met her or know what is like Kaien, how many times must I say this I don't give a fuck what he thinks damn it. I was born a human boy and still am I deverse to pick my wife, cause I have to wake, sleep, make love, grow old, support and so much more with her shouldn't I have the decision and if my want to be with Karin is going to put me out of the clan I am perfectly fine with it like you were with your wife Kaien there are so many nobles out there that have regular people as spouses so why can't I?" Toshiro hated the thought of his father pulling his love away from him just because of status.
"Jeeeez she brings the worst out of you, but Toshiro why the hell is she so important you are willing to throw away your family and friends? Cause I remember I was like you and trust me I was stuck" Kaien was like that once with his wife.
"She makes me be... me, not so cold heart, snob, rich boy cause trust me she would kick my ass for that kind of additute" Toshiro spoke as the image of Karin flashed in his head "She's specail I'm tellin you since I saw her she has taken my heart like the breeze, just her look makes my heart soar- Fuck! Shinji is rubbing off on me damn it!" Toshiro hissed recalling the blonde poet.
Kaien laughed at his brother he sounded like Shakespare gone wrong at the moment "You know this Shinji fellow seems deep! But if father were to strip you of your name what would you do? You would be the first noble with the situtation at hand to lose their name" Kaien spoke.
"No I won't be Kuchiki Rukia lost her name for marrying or being engaged to Koursaki Ichigo and they are perfectly happy together living on their own with jobs and a house" Toshiro recalled the petite girl telling him that at the camp fire with her to-be-husband.
"Wait! Kuchiki was stripped of her name for marriage! Why haven't I known we were so close! She must have been a mess when it happened she lost everything from her brother to her family jesue"
"She is extremely happy with her choice and doesn't regret it... if I am stripped I'll just have to work and make a living on my own and live with Karin cause like Rukia said she isn't a fucking puppet to the nobles nor her family she makes her own choice and if being with the one she loves causes her to lose her money and family take them cause she can start all on her own with the one she loves" Toshiro was proud to use those words she spoke.
"Midget cuts deep, well I will meet this girl soon I and my wife will be heading to New York City in a month for the noble ball" Kaien spoke with a sigh " I hate theses balls sometimes so pointless".
"Shit! I forgot about the ball in the fall on Thanksgiving damn it!" Toshiro was kicking himself in the butt for the forgetfulness he had for the ball.
"Well brother best of luck cause father and everyone will be there" Kaien smiled at the fustration he heard on the other line. "Well I got to go brother but good luck, I can't wait to meet the one who has slayed your cold heart" Kaien snickered and hung up. Toshiro sighed and fall back onto the couch "What I'm I going to do!" he yelled.
Karin sat on the couch with her cup of tea and cookies thinking about her dream that she gave up. After telling Toshiro you can always have another dream she came home and thought of what her dream was now or then. She looked at the steam from the cup that disappeared into the air like a ghost, she looked over at her journal that had all her thoughts, feelings and songs she wrote in it. The light purple book with the golden design on it shined in her eyes as she looked at the small print her mother wrote before she died.
A dream takes two people to complete that is what makes it a dream... when you feel like you found your partner to help then decide what you true dream is my little hope
The words ecohed threw her mind as she stared at them with it's sliver writing.. when the door opened she looked up to see Yuzu smiling with her ballet bag as she said goodbye to Chad who probably walked her home like a gentlman then she closed the door and her smile fell "Karin what the hell were you thinking!" she yelled causing Kairn to look up startled.
"What the fuck are you talking about Yuzu?" she asked looking at her face that was angry.
"Zangustu called me at work! He also called Ichi-nii and Rukia-chan! Why the hell did you give all that money away for that stupid clinc! And give away your dream your fucking stupid!" Yuzu yelled and that hit a nerve. "Do you think that stupi-"
"STUPID CLINC ! YUZU THAT IS THE LAST THING DAD HAS OF MOM AND YOU CALL IT STUPID! IT MAKES HIM HAPPY AND UNLIKE YOU AND ICH-NII I FUCKING CARE! HE DEVERSE HAVING THAT PLACE WHEN HE IS ALL ALONE WITH HIS CHILDREN GONE! AND TWO THAT DO EVEN CALL HIM NOR GO VISIT! AND WHAT DO YOU CARE ABOUT MY DREAM! ALL YOU AND ICH-NII WANTED WAS ME HERE TO COACH YOU SO YOU COULD BE THE BEST! NOT FUCKING ONCE DID I GET A THANK YOU! I WORK THREE FUCKING JOBS WELL YOU GUYS WENT TO SCHOOL I PAID THE BILLS! SO DON'T YOU COME IN HERE TELL ME SHIT! I COULD HAVE LET YOUR DREAM GO DOWN IN THE DRAIN BUT I DIDN'T AND I SURE AS HELL AM NOT LETTING DAD'S GO DOWN THE DRAIN EITHER YUZU!" Karin yelled storming to her room with the book and slamming the door shut with a bang leaving Yuzu standing there silent.
sorry it took so long but ooooh while
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