1Disclaimer:-I do not own any of the harry potter characters that are owned by J.K Rowling.

Pairings:-HP/DM–RW/BZ

Authors Note: ok so I believe Im going to do some different things in this chapter. Don't worry nothing horrid or anything just some change. Ok hope you enjoy!!!

Dreams Can Come True

-chapter4-

Somewhere on the other side of the train

"Man these prefect meetings keep getting longer and longer every year I swear they do." Ron said distastefully, as he and Hermione were making their way to a compartment.

"Oh honestly Ron, there no that bad, and as prefects we have a duty to uphold." Hermione responded, in her know-it all voice. Ron just grumbled in reply. When they made it to the compartment with their friends, Ron noticed that Harry wasn't there so instead he pulled Hermione with him past it.

"Come on Hermione, I want to go find Harry, wherever he is." Ron said, determined to find him. Hermione was thinking along the same lines but with way different intentions than Ron.

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It was quiet in Harry's compartment, and everyone was doing there own thing. The kid Theo had left awhile ago. He had said he had a prefect meeting to go to. He couldn't help but wonder why the hell was Draco Malfoy talking to him and in a civil manner at that. Also why wasn't the other slytherin asking him the same thing, as they too were acting civil to him to. Pansy even tried conversation with him for a little while. Whatever it was Harry thought he could use to not fighting, he had too many things on his mind.

The sliding of the door was what made him look up to see who it was. When he looked, it was Theo returning from the meeting.

"I swear, they make those meetings any longer Im going just get up and leave next time." Theo said while sitting down on the other side of the booth by Harry.

"Oh right Theo, you leave a meeting, Mr. I've never broken a rule in my life. I would love to see that day." Pansy said smiling.

"Hey! I have to broken rules. I just prefer no to do it as much as you guys. And Im serious they make them go longer I will leave when I want." Theo replied, but smiling along with Pansy. While Pansy and Theo went on talking and the mood in the compartment was light though the other inhabitants weren't talking it was still light and enjoyable. That is to say until some people, or should I say person, came.

"Come on Ron why would Harry be this far back on the train, you know this where all the snakes go." They all turned toward the sound of Hermione's voice, the mood going tense.

"Well maybe there wasn't anymore compartments so he got stuck back here, Mione." Ron replied. When they made it to Harry's compartment, they both froze, not believing their eyes. There was Harry sitting with the snakes and the Ice Prince himself. Harry quickly got up and said a quick good bye to the others in the compartment and closed the door, so he could talk to Ron and Hermione. Draco wasn't sure why but he had a feeling this wasn't going to end very well.

"Ron, Hermione before you say anything I-" Harry never got to finish his sentence.

"I knew it! I thought they were just lies so I didn't believe them all, but now I know they were right! You are evil and all those years we were by your side you were trying to kill us!" Hermione screamed at Harry. When Harry looked over at Ron, he was staring at Hermione like she was a loon.

"'Mione that's not true. Draco just wanted a truce this year so we wouldn't have to fight. Im not evil and I would never try to kill you two, ever. You have to believe me." Harry tried to plead with her, but she wouldn't listen to him.

"So now it's Draco. For all I know you and him are planning on taking over the school and letting in the Dark Lord himself!" Hermione wouldn't even listen to the important things he was saying. Mean while in the compartment everyone was doing what they could to hold back an enraged Draco.

"Hermione, what the hell! Harry is our best friend how could you say that about, and how in the bloody hell could you believe that shit in the papers! For all the books you I'd figure you'd be smarter than that. And anyway I bet Harry has a good explanation for why he's sitting with slytherin." Ron said looking furious and confused at why Hermione, the most rational person in the group, was actually believing the shit in the papers. He looked at Harry like he should have an explanation but all Harry could do was look at him with awe and surprise.

"Oh Ronald, you are being brain washed by him! Can't you see that all these years he's been putting us in danger and trying to get us killed?! Can't you see?!" Hermione screamed, gaining some attention from other people.

"No, Hermione I don't because those times we decided to come with him and he was trying to save us those times. And do you see any of us dead? I sure as hell don't." Ron said, getting even more frustrated by his friends gullibility.

"Well then you must have forgotten what happened just a few months ago. He killed his own godfather and injuring every one of his friends." Harry couldn't breathe, he could scarcely stay standing. He couldn't believe one of his best friends just said that. 'But she's right. You know she's right. You killed Sirius, you almost killed everyone who was trying to help you.' Said the annoying voice in his head.

"You're right." Harry said quietly, but they heard him. "Your right I did put you in danger and Im sorry and I understand if you don't want to be my friends anymore, I do."

"See Ron he even admits it. He's evil and you know it. Now lets go." Hermione said while trying to pull Ron with him.

"No! I will not go with you! He's not evil, but Im not too sure about you." Ron replied, he looked ready to kill.

"Ron Im sorry to hear that. You have been pulled in by him and all his evil powers, but I will stop him and maybe then you will see what's right." With that said she turned and left.

Ron and Harry just stood there, looking at each other, until Ron finally spoke.

"Harry, you know that what she said about...Sirius was a lie, and we all wanted to come with you to the ministry. We put ourselves in danger. You didn't do anything. I mean it." He tried to say.

"Yeah, right." Harry replied, no actually believing in what he said. They both turned around when they heard the compartment door open, and heard Draco speak.

"Harry, Weasley, would you mind coming back in here so we can ...talk about some about some things." Draco said, before returning back to his seat, more calm than before. As Harry turned to go back in Ron grabbed his arm.

"Harry what are you doing?" Ron asked, looking into the compartment and not seeing why Harry would want to go in there.

"Don't worry Ron. There not as bad as we thought they were." Was all Harry said before going in. Ron hesitated but went ahead and went in, and sat down by Harry.

"So I guess it the golden trio aren't quite a trio anymore?" Draco asked trying to break the tense silence.

"You could say that." Harry replied darkly, not looking away from the window.

"Harry what exactly are we doing here? And why all of a sudden is Malfoy being civil towards us?" Ron asked, turning towards him, while giving Draco a questioning look.

"Well Ron after I got back from the wonderful trip to Diagon Alley, I went for some tea, and while I was drinking Malfoy came up and asked for a truce. I didn't really want to fight this year on top of everything that I goes on, so I agreed. Seriously Ron wouldn't you mind a break?" Harry asked, trying to keep at least one friend.

"Yeah, I guess your right. It's just a little weird not to have him insulting us every chance he gets." Ron said, giving Draco an iffy look, like he's just saying all that to trap Harry.

"It's true Weasley, and no Im not going to secretly capture Potter and give him over to the dark side to Voldie pants."Draco replied looking bored.

"Voldie pants? Draco seriously your speech amuses me." Blaise said, looking at Ron a little longer than was polite.

"Oh really Zabini, I believe I recall just a week ago you saying something along the lines of 'poopedy doopedy woopedy that hurt like poop' when you got a paper cut on your finger." Draco said looking all the amused as Blaise cradled his finger.

"Well it really really hurt!" He said, while everyone else just laughed at the sight. Harry and Ron still couldn't believe slytherins had a different side to them except cold and mean. After that no one mentioned what happened with Hermione and everyone just did there own thing. Ron was asked to play exploding snaps by Blaise because everyone else declined. Pansy and Theo were talking to each, occasional flirting, Crabbe and Goyle were sleeping, snoring softly. And Draco and Harry were both off in their own world, Draco wondering what was on the raven haired boys mind, and Harry trying his hardest not to scream and cry about what happened and that he couldn't get comfortable because of the injuries his going away 'present' his uncle gave him, did. He could also scarcely breath.

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When the train started to slow they all got into their school uniforms, while Ron went to get his. When they were getting off the train Ron found them again, with Neville and Ginny in tow. They were surprised but didn't say anything when they saw the slytherins, they figured Harry would tell them about it. Once they got a carriage they all piled in, lions one side, snakes the other. It was a silent ride there, no one talked or even cared to look at each other, and once it stopped they all went their different ways. Draco took one last glance at Harry and what he saw, he did not like a bit. Harry's face was what one would say, in eternal sadness. He didn't know where it came from but he was suddenly overwhelmed by a sense of protectiveness and a pull to find out what happened to him this summer.

Meanwhile over at the Gryffindor table Harry could barely keep in the tears and screams he so wanted to do at the moment, from all the glares and whispering going on. He took a seat at the end of the table away from everyone else, with Ron, Ginny and, Neville by his side. Harry didn't even pay attention to the sorting or Dumbledor's start of term speech. He kept thinking over what happened on the train and what happened this summer. He didn't even eat a thing, or notice the worried glances his way, didn't even feel the stare at his face from Draco.

Ron nudge him when it was time to go, Harry almost jumped out his chair, and winced at the movement. Ron didn't notice or if he did he didn't bring it up and he was thankful. When they finally made it to the common room Harry didn't even stop for a second he just kept on going to his dormitory. After getting undressed and getting ready for bed he came back in and found Ron was there and he looked flustered and angry.

"What's wrong Ron? You look really pissed off." Harry asked sitting down on his own bed. Ron didn't answer at first, he looked like he was trying to calm himself down. Finally he spoke.

"That stupid bitch! She just has to be so stupid! And to think we all thought she was the smartest of us three!" he kept on muttering until Harry finally stopped and asked him what happened.

"That bitch we use to call our friend was telling everyone done in the common room about what happened on the train. Then she had the nerve to say to me that I was being brain washed and that I should be brought to Dumbledor to have my head checked! The nerve of that women! If she wasn't a girl I would punch her!" Ron almost yelled. "And for her to even think you, Harry Potter, the boy who lived, actually had gone evil! She should be the one who goes to Dumbledor!" he was breathing heavily by the time he was finished and punched the pillow with all his might.

Harry was silent through the whole thing. He couldn't believe his ears. Why would Hermione just turn on him like that? 'Why not? You almost killed her. And you killed your godfather. She could only think that she was next, you can't blame her, you know you can't' said the little, now becoming a big one. He was so lost in his thoughts he didn't even hear Ron calling his name until the boy jerked his shoulder, which sent a sharp pain through him. He jerked away from Ron, not wanting to feel the pain. When he realized it was Ron he apologized softly and lied down and closed his curtains.

He waited until he believed everyone was asleep before he made his way to the bathroom stalls. He knew he was chancing it doing it in here, anyone of his room mates could come in anytime. At this point he couldn't really care, maybe someone would actually notice his suffering for once. Looking around once more he took the dagger out of his pocket and brought to the light. He took it to his arm and finding a space where there wasn't a healing cut, he slid down to his mid-arm, and continued until he felt everything leave his mind. He now truly felt free of his burdens. This is what he needed most now. He, again knew it was wrong but right now he could care less.

After a while he got up and cleaned his cuts trying his best to get everything. Once he was done he made his way back to his trunk to hide the dagger, when he was sure it was hidden he got back in bed and tried to get some sleep. He's sleep was plagued by nightmares and he barely slept an hour before he awoke screaming. He didn't even get his new dream the times he really, really needed it! For the rest of the night he just lied there thinking of anything and nothing, singing a song he remembered hearing when Dudley was listening to the radio, he really liked and it just stuck with him.

I've got a cupboard with cans of food, filtered water,

And pictures of you and I'm not coming out

Until this is all over

And I'm looking through the glass where the light bends

At the cracks

And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs pretending

The echoes belong to someone

Someone I used to know

Harry truly felt like screaming now. He didn't want to be the savior of the world. All he wanted was to be loved and have his Sirius and his parents back. To have a normal child hood.

I wanted to walk through the empty streets

And feel something constant under my feet,

But all the news reports recommended that

I stay indoors

Because the air outside will make our cells

Divide at an alarming rate until our shells

Simply cannot hold all our insides in,

And that's when we'll explode

(and it won't be a pretty sight)

Harry really just felt like staying where he was, never to face the world again. He didn't want to face to glares, the hateful words, and the whispers, he just wanted to fade away.

And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go

Ba ba ba...

And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go

Ba ba ba...

And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go

Ba ba ba...

And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go

Ba ba ba...

And we'll become

And we'll become

He wanted to become a silhouette, and just leave...and just leave everything. He finally fell asleep, the song running through his head, with three hours till he had to get up.

ok well here's the 4th chapter!! Hope you like!! Oh and the song is by one of my most favorite bands The Postal Service "We Will Become Silhouettes"!!! I looove that song you have to check it out!!

Ok so I know its been a while but I've been working a couple days on this story I hope you really like!!!

Authors Note:- ok so I have to tell you now...Harry is not going to be raped by his uncle EVER!! I promised my cousin I wouldn't she secretly thinks Harry's hers for some reason!! LOL! Don't we all! Personally I think Draco's extremely hott!! Who's with me? Huh?