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This is the longest chapter that I've ever written and I had fun ;)


Everything belongs to Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter 4

Lizzie's POV

"Elizabeth! We're late already, come one!"

" I said I'm coming!" I yelled and grab my handbag. " Gosh, I'm not deaf you know." I said again as I take a look at my empty room as today is the last day that I see it. Everyone was already in the limo waiting for me and our flights is leaving in a hour, yet I'm wondering what I'm going to miss about this room because to tell you the truth I don't think that I'll miss a damn thing. I'm glad that we're leaving this house, I don't think that I can ever face James after what I did yesterday. Did I regret it? No, I didn't. I did love James but I just didn't see James in my future.

"Elizabeth...Swan."

"Yes." I answered and look up to a nurse standing by the office door. Short, red hair, ugly Betty look a like and she has the same kind of glasses.

"We're ready to see you now." I got up with my purse and she open the door for me, She gave a small cup to pee in and after I was done I followed her to her office and take a seat, already I'm starting to get scared.

"How are you feeling today?" Ugly Betty ask me and clearly I don't have time to make small talk, I just want to get it over with and I was already picturing myself to leave.

"I'm fine, thank you."

"You look a little young." She said, seizing me up. "and how old are you?"

I gave her a fake smile. "Oh, no I'm eighteen. I get that all the time." She nod and smiled back.

"Oh dear, you're still young. Have you thought about adopt.."

" No, I made up my mind."

She looks uncomfortable there for a minute and I was losing my patience. "What about the father?"

" What about the father?" I repeat her question, getting irritated. " Ok, I don't know who the father is and I just want to handle this and forget this ever happen so can we please get this over with or I'll have to take my business somewhere else." Wow! I could totally get used to this and she actually believe me.

" Alright, I'm going to need to see some Identification and...how far are you?"

"I'm sure I'm only a month, I was supposed to get my period two days ago so...yeah. What is the cost?"- she made a copy of my fake id while I finished my application.

" Well, if you're on your first-trimester then the cost runs between three-hundred fifty and five-hundred fifty and we do an ultrasound to make sure, so no need to worry." Oh I'm not worried.

"No problem."

"Follow me, please. It's time for the ultrasound and I need you to take these two pills."

" Um, what are they for?" I asked, already nervous.

" They are mifepristone. It's abortion pills, its preparing your body for the procedure. You're going to feel a little dizzy which I hope you're not driving."

"No, I have someone who's picking me up." I smiled.

"oh, ok good."

By the time I get to the ultrasound room, I had to hold on to ugly betty for support. Shit, I couldn't see well and it felt like I was drugged, not that I know from experience but it's like how you feel when you smoke too much weed. Turns out, that I was pregnant, big time. I was close to six weeks pregnant so I end up paying six-hundred and seventy-five dollars. I didn't care how much I was going to spend, because I had close to four-thousand dollars in my bank card. Every week, our allowance are a thousand each so instead of spending money like I always do, I save. I didn't have to worry about my parents finding out because they don't waste their time looking at the bank statement.

I find myself waking up on a hospital bed with an iv on my arms but still dizzy. The doctor who was a male tells me to laid there for few more hours, I did and the next time I woke up, it was close to two pm and felt much better. They said I could leave and the procedure went normal and I was glad, I got up and dress quickly to get the hell out here and never look back. Once again, the nurse explain what I should and shouldn't do but whatever she said went in out the other ear.

I decided to call my only and best friend Claire, didn't feel like going home. She was happy to come get me, figured that we'll spend one last time together before I move and since I was leaving tomorrow. We went to a party her friend was hosting at the beach, some kind of party before school start and I didn't hesitate to have some fun, we smoke, drink and guess what? I had another tattoo done. I mean what else could be waiting for me in forks anyway. I'm sure if or after my parents finds out what I did, I'll probably never see broad daylight anymore.

Claire doesn't know anything and the best thing I like about her is she never ask questions. I know that I can trust her but she can get carried away when she's a little tipsy. It was close to six pm and I was getting bored, Claire was too busy sucking some dude's tongue to notice and I thought she had a boyfriend. Oh well, I decided to leave and wanted to go home cause I was getting tired and I had to attack Claire to get off the guy. I slept on the ride back home, I was a little tipsy myself. I don't remember anything that happen after because the next time I open my eyes was when I woke up in my bed wearing my pajamas. It was the worst hangover I'd ever had. It feels like someone was pounding me in my head with a fucking hammer and my breath stinks, I think I vomit. Someone open all the blinds in my room on purpose and the sun shines through my window.

" What the hell?" I turned away from the sun. I look at the clock by my head and it was about to be two in the afternoon. Damn, I slept that long?

"Rise and shine, Elizabeth!" Maria sing.

"Maria, Seriously!" She pull the sheets away from me. I got up to use the bathroom and decided that I might as well just shower. After the shower I walk out of the bathroom looking fresh, I wore a short jeans pants and a white tank top with my pink slippers. Maria was changing the sheets, and there was a mug with something hot in it.

"What's this?" I asked her.

"some hot tea, drink it it'll make you feel better for your hungover."

Oh shit! I just remember. "Maria, are my parents home? Do they know?"

"Por supuesto que lo s , la culpa es tuya por lo que hiciste con tu hermana y que lleg a casa borracho?" she was really mad at me that she start screaming in spanish.

Of course they know, shame on you for what you did to your sister and you came home drunk?

"Lo siento, pero lo que hice no tiene nada que ver con mi hermana." I said.

I'm sorry, but what I did has nothing to do with my sister.

"Est usted seguro de eso? ella estaba llorando, ella no dijo nada, pero yo s que ella estaba mintiendo y que chupar! se puso peor cuando tuvo que cubrir para usted." she laughed.

Are you sure about that? she was crying, she didn't say anything but I know she was lying and she suck! It got worse when she had to cover for you.

She picked up the dirty sheets off the floor and was about to leave the room but I got to her on time and hug her.

"Lo siento, por favor no te enojes conmigo."

I'm sorry, please don't be mad at me.

She hugged me back. "No estoy enojado contigo, s lo esperar una mejor de ti. no pedirme disculpas, pedir perd n a tu hermana y tus padres. que no est en casa ahora para comenzar con su hermana. ah, y el almuerzo es en la cocina."

I'm not mad at you, I just expect better from you. Don't apologize to me, apologize to you sister and your parents. they're not home right now so start with your sister. And your lunch is in the kitchen.

After Maria left the room, I followed after her to Bella's room. She let me in after I knocked, she went and sit on her bed with her arms cross glaring at me and I just stood by the door.

"I hope you're satisfied." she said after a moment of silence.

"What the heck does that mean?" I asked.

"Don't you freaking dare play dumb? I know you did it!" she yelled. I don't know why she was getting mad.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Oh yeah?" she got off the bed and it looks like she was about to hit me but she didn't, she just got a little closer. "What the fuck is vroom vroom." she said.

"What?"

"Yeah, one of the worst thing that could happen when you're wasted is when you don't know the words that comes out of your mouth." she breathed. "You said you did it but don't tell Bella." Oh shit. Still, I stood there stunned. I know what vroom vroom means, it's the sound of the machine they used for the abortion. "Do you have any idea what I went through last night just to cover for you? You owed me big time and if something happen to you? I'm going to sing like a canary."

"You don't understand, I had to do it." I started crying. " And like I said everything went fine, nothing happen and nothing will happen so can we please forget it."

" I don't fucking care so here is the deal, you tell them or I will."

"Can you just think about th.."

"What is there to think about? Huh?" she cut me off. She went and stand by the window looking outside. "Why did you tell me if you had already made up your mind? It makes no sense." I could tell she was crying. I was about to say something but the door to her room open and it was mom and dad who walks in. I hurry and wipe the tears from my eyes and stares at them.

"Oh finally, you're up. I hope you're here to apologize to sister for taking care of you last night and I m guessing to cover for you too."

"Mom, dad I'm sorry but it was urgent and I had to go...somewhere." I had to think of something.

"Oh, does that involve the part where you were drunk and smelling like weed."

"Cigarettes."

"No, that would be weed. I should know." surprise of what she just said, I gave a look.
"What? you kids act like we don't know anything. Your father and I were young once, we used to..."

"Honey, please we're getting off this subject." Mom nod and clear her throat and then turned to me.

"Elizabeth, I understand that you don't care about what we thinks but when you are living under our roofs you're going to. Leaving the house when you're grounded, coming home drunk is unacceptable."

"Mom please, just cut the crap. You didn't even know I was gone till later, you never know what I do or where I am."

"Don't talk to your mother like young lady and you better watch your tongue." Dad said.

"Or what Dad? You're going to grounded me again? And what does that do? Nothing, because I still get to leave and maybe this time I won't come back."

"What are you on drugs? Or are you doing this to get attention? Whatever we do, we think about you. What's wrong with teenagers nowadays?"

" Uh huh sweety, there no need to waist your anger." Mom said. She then turned her attention to me again with her arms cross on her chest. " Is that what this is about? You want your freedom? Oh, go ahead honey. The door is right there. You never listen to us, you don't follow the rules and plus you do whatever the hell you want so suits yourself. she point her chin in the direction to the door."

" Fine, maybe I will. Maria will pack my stuff, I am leaving." I went to walk out the room.

" But." Dad stops me. " If you walk out this door, you wont get a dime."

"That's funny. Considering that grandma left me forty-five million. I'm freaking rich!" I smirked.

Dad gave Mom a look and then they burst out laughing. " Ooh, oh my God. It's been a while since I've laugh like this, right honey?" Mom ask dad.

"I know right?" Dad said back. "Should I tell her or will you?" He asked her.
"No, no, let me tell her." mom laughed again.

"What is going on?" I asked.

"Oh, sweety. You are such a rebel. Yes, your grandmother left you that money but you can't touch it or spend it until you are eighteen, you don't get it until I sign it over to you. As in right now, it is mine and I am responsible for it. " She smirked at me, I stood there with my mouth open. I was speechless. "That women may be dead but she wasn't stupid, she did the same crap to me. You forgot that I was a teenager once but unlike like you, I appreciate everything she did for me and I wasn't that self-centered. You might want to think twice before you talk down to me again.".

With that, she walk to my dad and they gave each high fives. " This is why I married you, I always know that you are a smart ass woman." And then they left the room.

With no comment I walk back to my room and slam the door. I spend the rest of the day in my room and pack.

We were on our way to the airport and it was quiet the whole car ride. No one seems care about or was in the mood to have conversations and it was fine by me. Everything was fine between us, I apologize to my parents early this morning and yes I was still grounded for a week. I guess I'm ok with that, I have nowhere to go in this new place. When we got to the airport, no one lift a finger. There were already two man waiting for us and as soon as we got out the car, the plane was thirty feet away from us. Did I mention that we have our own private jet? Yes, it was just us and two pilots, Maria was staying behind for a week to take care some personal business. I needed my own space so I went and sit all the way in the back to lay down on a white large sofa. Couple minutes later my sister came and sat on the sofa across from me.

" Please, just leave me alone."

"I didn't say anything. Are you mad at me or something?" I ignored her. "You know I love you, right?"

I sighed. "I love you too, sis. But I still need you too leave me alone, I need to take a nap."

I felt better when we arrive at Forks. There was another limo waiting for us and this time I decided to stay up just to take a look at the neighborhood. It didn't look so bad, the place looks normal which in my vocabulary is the meaning for boring. Oh well, I guess I'll have to start over.

The neighborhood was nice. The houses were large, well they look like mansions and everything looks quiet. I check my watch to see that it was five-forty five, I wonder what I could do here for fun. Nothing here seems interesting, I mean where is the mall, where is the hair salon. Ugh! I thank God that I have a car. The limo start to slow down and I'm guessing that we're here and would you look at that, we have a gate. The house was...well I don't think there's a word I could use to prescribe it, all I know is that my mouth was hanging open by the time we arrive by the front door. It was gorgeous, it's like a palace. Damn! We really are rich.

The house was already organize. I was not surprise, mom has been traveling for a while now when she got the call that it was finished. It was like walking inside of a store, we all know mom has good taste. The house has a nine rooms and eights bathrooms, mom said the guest rooms were on the first floor, I couldn't wait to see my room so I was the first one to run up the stairs.
I reached a hallway and one of the doors had a letter L on it so I know it's my room. Mom always, like to surprise us and indeed she did.

Walking inside my room was something different. She had the wall painted white with red color line, the bed was decorated in white sheets and red cushions and white curtains surround it. Wow! She does know me. Anyways, this was nothing compare to the size of my closet. All my luggage I think I'm in love! My room had another door, it was a master bathroom that of course I shared with my sister. There was another door that led to her room but it was locked. I knock on it and Bella open it with a huge smile on her face.

I think I'm going to like this place. she said. She jump on her bed like a five years old. I liked her room too. The theme is like the color of an ocean. The sheets were were blue and white with blue and green cushions. The walls had the color of beige, I think. She had the same that I have.

" Yes, it's not bad. I guess."

She stops and stared at me. "Oh come on Liz, at least give it a chance. This place is ten times bigger than that last one."

"This place looks like a nightmare."

"It does not."

"Yes, it does."

She sighed. "I'm not in the mood for fights right now." she jump off her bed. "I'm going to check out the pools. Mom said we have two pools and one jacuzzi. Come one, we all know you're obsessed with pools."

" No. I just love to swim, it relaxed me." I said and followed her. We went back down the stairs, mom was just coming out of the kitchen.

"So, do we like?" she said. She couldn't stop smiling. "We have the basement as the game room."

"We do like mom." Bella says and hug her. " I hug her just because I like my room so far."

" Damn the game room." I said. " We're going to check out the pools." pulling Bella with me.

" Oh sorry honey." I stopped to look at her. "We had a complications but the jacuzzi is working."

" Oh, great. That's just great. I said. If I'm going to stay in this boring hell hole I might as well have something to do, right?"

" Just shut up and stop being so dramatic." Bella said and went up the stairs. " Mom didn't say anything but you could that she was mad."

" I'm sorry." I said. " I I don't know why I said that." I went back to my room.

All my shoes were already arranged in my closet and now I had to hang my clothes. It was nine pm and I decided to take a break from my closet, I went to check on Emmett. I haven't seen him ever since we got to the house, walk out my room and look for the door that has a letter E on it and I knocked. It took him a minute to answer the door, he open it wide for me to come in. his TV was on and he was watching football, figures. I hang out with him for a while and still it was freaking boring. We didn't get our cars yet, that son of bitch call dad to tell him that we'll probably get them by next week and today was Sunday. I get frustrated being bored like this and it always led me to do something trouble. While back when I was in my room, out the window four house away, I saw this beautiful pool and couldn't help myself. Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Yea I am.

I knocked on Bella's door and put on a sad puppy face till she she open her door. When she sees me, she laughed.

" Is that suppose to be a sad face?" she said and laughed some more. I ignored her and stick to my plan.

" I'm bored and I'm all alone in my beautiful room." I said. She stops laughing, well try to stop and looked at me. " You want to do something."

" It looks like you're trying to flirt with me."

"Ew, come on." I said and grab her hand to follow me. When we got down the stairs we yelled to mom that we'll be in the back yard and ran to the back of the house.

"Lizzie, where are we going?" Bella whispered.

I giggled. "There's no need to whisper. We're just going for a walk." It wasn't that dark. Even though we were in the backyard and there was mostly trees everywhere, it wasn't scary because there was lights everywhere, soon we found a pathway and followed it. We walked for a good fifteen minutes then I found my destination. The house looked like a castle and I hated the color, well whatever color that was. There it was, the beautiful pool that I saw.

" What are we doing here." I didn't answer and my sister seems to follow my gaze. "Lizzie, No!" She whispered. "We're going to get in trouble, this is like trespassing." She stopped me when I was going to take a step further to the direction of the house. " I'm going home...no we're going right now!" she whispered again and try to pull on my arms.

" Will just Shut up? I'm going in there one way or the other, you're just too scared to have fun. If you don't want to then go home." I whispered back at her.

"Hey! that's not fair and I'm not going back by myself. We're lucky these people don't have dogs-"

"Are you finished." I stared back at her. " Ok, I'm going in." I said lowly and jumped the fence quietly. There was a pool house but I didn't care since it looked like no one was in there. It had a small gate that was easily to get through and it had no lock. I went through the gate and look around to find there was no one there. I walk closer to the pool to start taking my clothes off and my vans, starting with the top.

"Oh God, we're going to die in jail." my sister said and did the same. I rolled my eyes at her and stops when I was only in my bra and panties. I jump in the water and I felt so alive. The water was warm against my skin, I don't think I'll be able to leave but I have to. I got out before my sister did and put my clothes back.

"Get out, we have to leave." I said. While I was putting my shoes I heard a noise and stop moving. Bella must have heard it too because she went back down the water and stop moving. I hurried up and hide behind the wall of the pool house. I think I heard footsteps, but I wasn't sure. After a while it stop and my sister hurried to get off the water to put her clothes on and someone was there.

" I do believe this is trespassing." Someone says. I screamed but didn't looked back to see who it was, I was too busy running for my life, I jump the fence and my sister followed then we run back to the house together. We got to the house and stop and breathed.

" Did you see who it was?" I asked still trying to breathed.

"Yeah and I think he saw me."

"You sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure. He was a bit taller, with nice hair but I couldn't see his face."

"How tall? Like Em." I said. We started again and I was getting tired. I'm going to sleep good tonight.

"I think so."

We got in the house all wet and dripping, on our way to the stairs we run into mom.

" Do I even want to know?" Mom asked.

" No." we answered.

Later on mom had cooked so we all sat at the dining table to eat and talk. Turns out that school started earlier in this state so we missed a week and it was just the beginning of August. After, we all said goodnight and went to bed. I was relaxed and was fast asleep. That same time, I had a bad dream. I was screaming but didn't know why, mom came to my room and start crying. I couldn't stop screaming, the pain was too much. Mom called for dad and asked him to get the car. I looked down to see that I was bleeding a lot, like I was stabbed. Mom came closed to me and hold me. She kept telling me that everything is going to be ok. My screaming turns to crying and my crying turns whimpering and then I fainted.

I woke up to a beeping sound, but it wasn't an alarm clock and I wasn't in my room either. I wasn't wearing my pajamas, I had a white gown on. Across the room I saw mom sleeping on a chair, I try to move but I couldn't. There was an iv in my arm, in the same spot as the last one. I think I'm in the hospital.

Aw Shit!


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