This is to be a very short chapter, I am sorry I haven't updated in a while, it might be a while till I update again.
Today I was on the phone with my best friend only to find she is having severe headaches and passed out once. Tomorrow she is getting some blood work done and there will be MRI's and such. It could be cancer, I pray it's not. I can't live through someone so close (she is like a sister to me) having cancer again… she's only 14.
I am lacking inspiration so the Aunts name is my real Aunt's name, it would be the same for Tracy but my cousin's name was Michelle and that's Abigail's sisters name, Andrew is really my other cousin's name as well.
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"Hey Abigail!" Nine year old Tracy said excitedly. Abigail did not reply. "Want to do this?" She asked pointing at the small bead like things that sat on the bar in the kitchen. "You put the beads on the prongs in the design like this, then when you're done you put wax paper over it and iron it together!" Tracy said.
"I guess." Abigail said sitting beside her cousin. They did that for hours, Abigail loved the Star of David so she was making one. Once they were finished they ate dinner and everyone went to bed. Abigail was sleeping on the couch in the basement/den area. Aunt Diana turned on the TV and set it to turn off in a half an hour. It was ten o'clock at the time. Abigail watched Animal Planet until the TV turned off. Unfortunately the vet emergency show was on, it reminded her of the hospital and of her brother.
"Please God." She begged tearfully, staring at the ceiling. "Please let Nathan live, I can't live without him. I don't want him to die, please. I love him, I'll do anything! Did I do something bad? Is that why he's sick? What ever it is I'll stop I promise! Just please let him life please!" She begged tears streaming down her face. "I love my brother more than anything! I am sorry I am sometimes mean to him! Please don't make him die, I know you can save him God, Jesus please!" She cried. Though some people might think she was loony she was very comfortable with having conversations with Jesus, though he never talked back sometimes she could almost hear the answers in her head. Or sometimes when she had no one to talk to she would just babble to him. "Jesus please, you know I love him! You died for us don't make him die! He's only four!" She cried, she wasn't sure when, but she cried herself into a peaceful sleep.
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That is all I can write right now. I am supposed to be asleep and I am feeling rather depressed right now. I just don't want my best friend to have cancer. She is my only true friend.
Anyways please review. Everything in this chapter really happened, though I don't remember my exact words in my prayer it was something like that.
And yes I really do have conversations with Jesus sometimes, I am growing up in a Christian household who, how I put it, knows a lot more than most people, as far as some stuff. I am odd I know, but I really don't care.
Goodnight All!
