A/N: I hate Rachel. It's probably obvious and I pick out her worst features when I write her (Obsession over Finn, Man stealer, Hypocrite, etc.) and ignore any good qualities she has, so I just thought I'd apologize in advance to any Rachel fans I piss off...


-Delusions-

Rachel sat in Spanish class thinking about her argument with Finn, how could he say she was never supportive? Yes she was in love with him, but she never tried to cause problems with the two of them. But then she remembered what he said before he stormed off 'My relationship with Quinn right now is hard enough' what did that mean? Maybe she was really taking it out on him that she didn't win prom queen; that definitely sounded like something she would do. Poor Finn was only trying to help her and now she is shouting at him cause she didn't get her precious crown.

She sat and stared out of the door into the hallway, she knew Finn was too good for Quinn and she didn't deserve him, but this was just the evidence she needed. Maybe if she could convince Finn that he shouldn't be with Quinn then he would realise that he loved her more than Quinn; that they should be together. Sure Rachel had kissed puck, but Quinn had slept with him. That was so much worse.

"Rachel? Rachel!" she looked to the front of the class, then around the room, everyone was staring at her, she had obviously drifted off and not being paying attention.

"I'm sorry, Mr Schue. Could I go to the nurse? I don't feel well." He nodded at her and she got up and walked out of the classroom to roam the halls, Finn was obviously hurting inside and Quinn was too busy stressing about not winning her crown to care, she was suddenly angry. She searched the school trying to find Quinn and after a couple of minutes realised where she might be. She found the choir room and heard voices, she listened for a moment, a few feet away from the door and realised one of them was Quinn, she was laughing, how could she be laughing when her boyfriend was in so much pain? She burst into to room and saw Brittany sitting laughing with her.

"How can you be so heartless?" she shouted, glaring at Quinn. She looked confused and looked to Brittany, confused as well.

"How is she heartless? She was actually saying she liked his dancing"

"I wasn't on about his dancing you stupid bimbo," said Rachel angrily, Brittany looked hurt and stormed off.

"What did you say that for, why couldn't you just be nice to her?"

"Like you care about being nice, when you won't even be nice to Finn!"

"What are you on about?" Quinn looked genuinely confused which angered Rachel even more.

"Your boyfriend is upset and all you care about is that you didn't win prom Queen" she shouted, she was starting to wish she had hit her back on prom night.

"What is Finn upset about?"

"He's all upset cause he thinks he ruined your night at prom and you're just making it worse by shouting at him for it!"

"Rachel you have no idea what you are talking about! I haven't been shouting at him at all, I have been trying to tell him that he didn't ruin my night and I still had an amazing night with him!" she was furious now, Finn was again confiding in Rachel and she was going to use it to break them up "why can't you just stay out of it for once!"

"I'm trying to help out my friend!"

"No! No you're not! You're trying to steal him from me and I know it! Rachel you're deluded, you have these strange ideas that me and Finn are terrible together, like you conveniently forgot all these amazing moments we have together, all this chemistry, just so you can convince yourself you will end up with him again"

"You cheated on him!"

"So did you!"

"But I never had sex with Puck!"

"You planned to! The only reason you didn't is because Puck didn't want to do that to Finn again, is that a nice moment Rachel, realising you are a worse friend to Finn than the guy who got his Girlfriend pregnant?"

"But-"

"And I know I cheated on Finn, okay? It's the biggest mistake and regret of my life, and not just because of how much it hurt Finn, do you know how hard it is to let a baby go? What it's like to actually give up your own child. No, you have no idea. Everyone thinks it was easy, well it wasn't, at all. It was the hardest thing I have ever done, but I knew I had to do it because it was the best thing for her. Maybe you should learn that lesson too. Let go of Finn. You make everything worse Rachel, I may have cheated on him, and I'm not trying to say what I did wasn't wrong, but Puck got me drunk and pressured me into it, it was never my original intention to even do anything romantic with him. You cheated on him out of spite, because you were pissed off at him for sleeping with Santana while you were with Jesse!" Quinn almost smiled as she realised that the only person her boyfriend had ever slept with was a lesbian but then she realised what was going on and was filled with hate again.

Rachel began to open her mouth, was Quinn right? Was Rachel actually imagining all these things in her head, creating a world where her and Finn belong together that didn't really exist?

Quinn walked towards the door, but before she left she turned back to Rachel "Listen, I know he still loves you. But he loves me too, and right now we're together, please can you just stay away and let me be with him?" she looked sad, like she was pleading with Rachel, but this just made Rachel angry, she stared at Quinn for a moment and said "No, I know you aren't right for each other and I'm not going to let him pretend you are"

Quinn became furious again, she turned on the spot but before she could stop her self she turned back, a wicked glare on her face "Do you know what he said to me when I walked downstairs the first time he saw me in my prom dress?" Rachel shook her head. "He told me I was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen in his life." She turned back to the door again and stormed out of the room slamming the door in Rachel's face as she tried to follow her.