Author's Note: Sorry I had a super busy weekend so I didn't get to update. Anyway, here's a short little chapter. Also, who loved Blaine last night? "Well, he's not coming out anytime soon." I love him : ) Now if we could just get Jesse back, I would be content. Anyway, review and let me know what you think
Dear Diary,
Well, that wasn't completely horrible, though a bit awkward.
We ended up filming late today, so Cory and I went straight from the studio to go eat dinner. We didn't go anywhere fancy, just this little diner near Cory's apartment. He was a gentleman and opened the door for me, which was sweet. It's just an odd experience to go on a date with your co-star. It felt more like Rachel was on a date with Finn than I was on a date with Cory.
Glee was our main topic of conversation. It's really one of the only things we have in common. Cory's not into Broadway like I am, though his interest has grown since the show started. Still, I knew he wouldn't be interested in having in-depth conversations about the new musicals coming out, analyzing the old ones, discussing who was getting what role, and who was dating who. Those were the sort of things Jon and I could talk about for hours on end.
Speaking of Jon, when I called him after I got home from my date with Cory, he seemed a little off. He was gushing about how great it had been to see John and saying I had to come visit as soon as possible and he seemed fine. Then he asked what I had been up to today and I told him about my date with Cory and he kind of shut down. He actually seemed mad about it. He kept saying Cory wasn't right for me. I hate to say it, but I got a little snippy with him. "Well, then please enlighten me, Jon. Who on Earth meets your incredibly high standards for my boyfriend? Stop being so full of yourself; not everyone's as perfect as you." I feel horrible about it, but he was getting upset with me for no reason and it just made me so mad! I've texted him and apologized numerous times, but he hasn't replied yet.
Anyway, back to my date with Cory. After dinner, we went to a movie. We watched Due Date, which was hilarious of course. The movie was probably the least awkward part of the night, because we've gone to movies together several times. Granted, it's usually with other cast members, but it was still familiar territory for us. The most awkward part, however, was saying goodnight. He tried to kiss me at the same time that I turned to unlock my door, so he ended up kissing my ear. I looked back at him in surprise, and there was an incredibly awkward moment when you could tell he was debating whether or not to try to kiss me again. I quickly told him I would see him tomorrow and retreated into my apartment. Dianna, of course, wanted all the details of the date. She thinks Cory and I dating would be about the cutest thing ever, since we date on the show. One of these days I need to tell her about Jon.
Well, that's all I have to say for right now. I'm gonna try to call Jon again.
Dear Diary,
I'm so PISSED!
It's not like I expected Lea to be single forever, but to find out that she went on a date with Cory freaking Monteith? I just… can't even deal with this. I feel like I'm living in that freaking show. I mean, he's so not right for her.
Don't get me wrong, Cory's a nice enough guy, it's just…
Who am I kidding? I would be mad about anyone dating Lea, not just Cory. And if I keep getting mad about her dating people, Lea's bound to notice something's up. She already got mad tonight and I thought I kept my cool pretty well. I have to admit, what she said stung. Diary, I can't tell you how much I wanted to tell her that the only guy I wanted her to date was me. I almost let it slip! I came so close to telling her, that I've been afraid to respond to any of her calls to apologize cuz I think I'll actually tell her. I know I need to tell her eventually, but not like this. Ugh, she's calling again. Sorry, Diary, I need to answer and I need my full attention for this conversation.
