April POV

Me and Remus Sat on a carriage waiting for the rest of the Murderers. There was a bit of a problem when they arrived not all of us could fit, I offered to leave but Peter volunteered to leave, causing the others to agree with him. Leaving Remus, Sirius, James and I all in one carriage, pulled by Thristles, they were beautiful creatures, although only me and Remus could see them, they didn't seem to like Remus. The seating order seemed to reflect my plan, Sirius was sitting next to me, Remus across from me and James next to Remus. Remus and I smiled to each other, they had obviously planned this.

"Aren't you afraid that if you keep calling Moony, Wolfy, his secret will be exposed?" I considered James' question.

"Aren't you with Moony? In fact Moony seems more obvious than Wolfy especially since it goes back to our childhood" James and Sirius seemed surprised by this, obviously they never considered it. "Besides Wolfy is short for Wolf Boy, Remus always loved watching the wolves run in the forest with me. We found a group of white furred cubs which we visited everyday. I used to be nicknamed Wolf Girl before I started showering, there were two cubs that were always together, one with blue eyes, the other with brown. Our parents said they were like us, giving us our nicknames" I felt sad at the memory those cubs had died the day ofthe incident which was why we were out on the full moon, they had grown up but they were still our cubs. I felt Remus nudge me, I smiled at him, he remembered too. "Anyway where's Dumbledore's office? And why would he want to see me?"

The boys looked at each other. They knew something, something they wanted to leave me out on. It was Sirius who replied, "We'll let you know when we get there love"

"Okay darling, but be sure to tell me everything though okay? I don't think relationships should start off with secrets" I winked at him. Smiling to myself, I realised that I had to work on my plan for James next. I studied him out of the corner of my eye then looked at Remus. He was watching me, I shrugged. He understood what I meant and nodded to me.

"So we're in a relationship now love?" I smirked, turning my head back to Sirius.

"Oh honey, we are nowhere near close to any form of relationship. Just because I told you my feelings doesn't mean I'm going to jump in bed with you, you need to earn that."

"April, go easy on the boy, that's the only way he can get women" Remus warned, I laughed as Sirius looked hurt, obviously faking it. James just watched on, studying me and Remus.

"But Remus, I only wanted a little fun" I dulled. Sirius looked at me almost triumphantly. Remus shook his head.

"I remember the letter you sent me about last time you were having 'a little fun'" Sirius and James' eyes widened at with curiosity.

"Oh Remmy, I didn't mean to hurt him so much, he just wasn't my type. I had to jinx him, he bad mouthed half-bloods and half breeds, I couldn't let anyone, not even my boyfriend do that."

"That's not what I meant and you know it. I could quote the letter if you want"

"Remus, as much fun as that would be, I don't want dear Padfoot and Prongs to know that, they are much to innocent to hear about that" the two boys mentioned looked at each other and at me. Obviously not realising that we were only half messing with them, I had done things I'm ashamed of but nothing that they hadn't done.

"So Remmy, are you as protective of this lot as you are me?"

"Yes!" The two boys cried. Remus however shook his head, which caused them to look at me. I could feel my eye colour darken, which they only did when I was extremely pissed.

"Why the hell not? So you're telling me they go every full moon but I'm allowed to, not once! How the hell is that fair?"

"They protect themselves and each other. You however refuse to cast the one thing that works completely to repel werewolves" Remus remained calm, which only made me madder.

"I can still protect myself Remus John Lupin. You know that, you've seen that. What do I need to do to prove it to you? Just because they turn into animals for you, doesn't mean they can protect themselves." I leaned closer to him, cupping his face in my hands, calmer now then I was. "Don't blame yourself for last time you hurt me, you didn't know it was me, you couldn't help it"

"April, please I've said no and I'll keep saying no... I told them no, you know that, you convinced me to let them that first night, besides you've got other things going on every full moon anyway" I sat back into my seat. He did have a point, I was busy every full moon, but that didn't make it any less horrible. The two boys stared, mouths open, clearly only just realising I was the only one, who could change Wolfys mind.