Child
HeidiPOV
Unfair. It was so unfair. The moment I landed eyes on that Cullen brat Renesmee, I felt so jealous. Venom filled my mouth and I was so angry. I wanted to go there and destroy that newborn, Bella, for having a child. For having something I, the Volturi favorite couldn't. I wrapped arms around my empty womb and I felt my own desperate sobs send shivers down my body. A child. I wanted a child so badly. If only I hadn't been so reckless and stupid years ago. I was a French hooker. My job was to please and entertain men in their castles. In exchange I got money, expensive clothes and jewelry. I couldn't afford myself having a child. It would break my perfect body. Deform my figure and I wouldn't be able to please men. I was 20. All I wanted was the expensive life I got in exchange for my 'service'. I aborted the baby' growing inside me. I killed the child before it even lived. My hands were covered with the blood of something precious. Something I could have brought myself to love. If only I hadn't been so stupid and selfish. I felt Demetri's arms around me pulling me into a soft embrace. Poor Dimka .He couldn't give me the only thing I wanted regardless of how much he loved me. I felt my venomous tears string down my cheeks. Vampires can't cry' they say. Or can we…
I heard steps. Both me and Demetri turned. It was Corin.
"Master Aro and master Caius are waiting for you in the hall."
And I had to go. Demetri smiled at me as we ran towards the hall. Perhaps life wasn't so worthless after all…
