Just wanted to say sorry all the grammatical errors and the poorly done chapter. I've redone it to try and do it justice.
Special thanks to EdwardCullen1901 who pointed out my mistakes.
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The minuets felt like hours as we waited for the ambulance to arrive, my stone cold hands clutched onto Charles shirt as if they were the only things keeping him from dying. Edward looked at me worriedly but I just sat there frozen in place as we waited.
Suddenly a few streets down I heard the start of sirens. I couldn't help but feel somewhere deep in my cold dead heart: a new hope.
He'll be okay…He'll be okay I chanted over and over in my head fiercely.
"The waiting is over dad, were going to make it though this" I whispered as the paramedics burst through the door and rushed over to Charlie who was still unconscious.
Edward pulled me aside gently and I wrapped my arms around him. Sobbing into his shoulder while he whispered in my ear that everything would be all right.
"Let them do their work Bella" he said softly into my ear.
The paramedics asked Edward questions because I was too busy watching Charlie's lifeless body to answer. Soon they had Charlie on a stretcher and out into the ambulance.
"Go to Charlie. I'll wait for Carlisle "he said encouragingly. I nodded still not able to use my voice yet and got into the ambulance.
Edward gave me a quick kiss on my cheek that usually would send my head spinning as I rushed to his lips for more. Instead all I could focus on was the site of my father's lifeless body being put on a stretcher and in the ambulance truck.
I quickly walked over to the ambulance and without a word got on, holding my father's hand the entire time while trying to convince myself he would be okay.
20 minutes later:
As we neared the hospital I tightened my hold on Charlie's hand. On the way there the paramedic attached an IV and attached a mini heart monitor. He was a little older than me with short black hair and green eyes. He gave me a sad smile and gave my shoulder a slight squeeze, I was glad I wore a sweater because he would have noticed how cold I was.
" This is all we can do for now, were nearing the hospital " I nodded before looking back at my father who still had the lifeless expression on his face.
The Truck suddenly stopped pulling me out of my train of thoughts as the back doors opened and Charlie was rushed out of the truck and into the awaiting hospital. I hosted myself off the truck and landed with a thud on the ground.
As I was walking into the hospital I felt something wet slide down my cheek. Shocked at the feeling I haven't felt since my death I looked up at the sky to realize it was an angry gray with rain falling down like angry tears from the heavens.
After wiping a hand across my face I walked quickly into the hospital to see Charlie being whisked down another hall and out of site. An older nurse with orange-gray hair smiled at me sadly as she gave me a clipboard for paperwork. Sighing to myself I filled out the papers glad to have my mind working on something of than my fathers impending doom.
All to soon it seemed I was finished with the papers and once again I found my mind going crazy with questions about weather or not Charlie was dead. I tried to listen closely for his heartbeat but there were so many and not to mention momotors that I couldn't figure out where he was or how he was doing.
As I sat on a chair looking at the pristine white walls all hospitals seem to have I felt a hand on my shoulder, as I looked up I saw it was the nurse from before. "Your father is stable Mrs. Cullen, we'd like to run a few test. The doctor will be with you soon"
I nodded numbly and the nurse walked away. Soon after I felt someone pull me close I closed my eyes at the embrace and inhaled the familiar but wonderful sent of my husband.
"How's he doing?" Edward asked in my ear.
"They said they were going to run a few test" I answered distractedly as the doctor who took my father into another room came by.
Carlisle gave him a nod before going to the nurse's desk. "Aha Mr. Cullen how nice of you to be here" he added with a smile.
"Yes it feels good to be back, I was wondering if I could have a look at Mr. Swan by any chance."
"Of course he's just down the hall, Sandy will show you the way"
Carlisle nodded before following the orange haired nurse. After Carlisle walked away the doctor returned his attention to me before frowning slightly.
"Have a seat" he said. I sat feeling numb about the whole ordeal.
With a sigh the doctor ran a hair though his dark hair, I faintly noticed the streaks of gray running throughout the hair line. He looked to be in his late 30's with dark blue eyes and a scar on his cheek.
He gave me a tired smile before delivering the news.
"It looks like your fathers cancer is spreading, I don't think he's going to last the month"
As he said the words my dead heart felt even deader than before. It was as if my whole body seemed to freeze. My mind drifted off into a deep space leaving me and my body alone to deal with the news. I couldn't speak. Thoughts ran rabid in my head as I fought for some sort of control over my body.
Oh God. A month, that's it! How am I going to tell Nessi and everyone else? What am I going to do? I can't lose my dad. I can't. I won't.
Suddenly an idea flickered in my head I smiled at the doctor sadly "If you will excuse me I would like to have a word with my husband for a moment"
He nodded and walked away.
"Edward, Can I talk to you?"
"What is it love?" he asked his eyes filled with uncertainly as he looked at my hopeful expression.
"Can we change my dad?" I asked suddenly jumping the gun.
"What?" He said outraged. "Bella do you want to dam your father for all eternity?" he asked.
I quickly shot him a glare with as much anger as I could muster.
"Think about what you're saying" he reasoned.
"I can't lose him Edward, I can't" I sobbed silently as he eloped me in his arms. I felt him sigh into my hair. "Bella this is part of being a vampire, saying goodbye to our love ones" he said sadly.
"I can't say goodbye to Charlie" I said firmly.
"Bella what about your mom, what will you do when that time comes?" I stiffened I did not want to think about that at the moment but a part of me already knew she would chose to stay human. She has and still is living a wonderful live. I think she's one of those people who view death as a next great adventure.
Charlie though Charlie was a different story. Charlie has been living a pretty boring and bad existence, maybe with this new chance he can finally live.
"Charlie's different though, I mean look at his life. Married young, In a small town, devoiced. Alone." I gulped. "It would do him good to finally be able to live" I pleaded.
Edward kissed me on the forehead softly.
"I'll talk to Carlisle" he said.
"Oh I heard it and I agree with Bella, however I think we need to discuss this with Charlie first" Carlisle said seeming to pop out of nowhere. I smiled at him and he gave me a hug.
A day after Charlie was let out of the hospital, I told Charlie he would be staying with me in the Cullen's since he would be getting weaker. He didn't object.
As we got to the house we made sure Charlie got situated. When he fell asleep we all discussed that we would talk to him the next day.
As the sun arose I couldn't help but feel helpful. I smiled as Edward kissed my neck tenderly. I responded by kissing him on the lips with as much passion as I could muster. He smiled and together we enjoyed a few joyous and pleasureful hours together.
That morning after Charlie and Jacob had breakfast we decided we would talk.
"Jacob can you take Nessie outside for a little bit" Jacob nodded knowing what was going on and grabbed Neisse's hand leading her outside.
As agreed the only people talking to Charlie would be me, Edward, And Carlisle.
"Dad, can we talk to you for a second?"
I promise to go back and re-do the other chapters as soon as I can
