The Monster's inside us all.
"Collage has been extremely easy lately, not that I am surprised; but you would be surprised to see how many people don't even take their futures seriously and constantly slack off. I mean why would you even apply for a collage if you're not going to take it seriously, and one of the boys had the nerve to approach me and ask if they could participate in 'Agoraphilia' with me. I don't even know what that term even means but I found that quite triggering. I swear people these days don't have respect for others much less their own self's or other people triggers, for all that boy knew I could have been set off by what he said." I put the phone down as Kankri ranted on; I only asked how his day went not his life story. I did laugh at the Agoraphilia part though; ah, collage guys and their horniness. "He won't shut up…" I whispered covering the transmitter so Kankri wouldn't be able to hear me but you could still hear the faint 'blah blah blahs' coming form the device and I glared at it. This was what my father meant when he said 'god blessed him with a mouth and a voice to fallow.'? Hah, bullshit! I put the phone back to my ear cautiously.
"That reminds me; how are you and Nepeta? I haven't seen either of you in a long period of time because of my hectic schedule and I rarely ever have the chance to call being that I spend most of my time studying and or at church credential affairs. Maybe I should make more time for you two on the side..."
"We're fine Kankri, Nepeta's asleep and Sollux and I are just watching something on TV. Although... A certain someone seems to be needing you allot more lately..." I zoned out a little as my series came back on from the brake but I didn't miss the little confused hum Kankri let out.
"Cronus said hi."
Kankri sighed deeply on the other side and I cackled inwardly.
"Oh, him. Well you can tell him I have no interest in saying hello back. I'm tired of his flirtatious ways and his ludicrous advances even his ignorance to my vow of celibacy, I plainly don't want anything to do with him in any way and I don't want you around him either."
"Hey your Ex not mine.."
"Karkat! Don't stay such things out loud!" Kankri's voice raised on the other end of the phone making me wince.
"Why not? I don't really give a shit." I took the remote and changed the channel when I saw it was just another stupid ass re-run.. "Dad and mom won't be here until tomorrow anyways."
"That does not matter Karkat I would rather not have anyone know about my past affairs. It's quite triggering little brother, and if dad were there to hear that nonsense. What would he think?" That's right... The whole gays can't be Christian thing... well fuck that, I'm bi and I still go (Forced to) church. Though dad would probably flip his shit then kick us out of the church for a while until he got over it.
"It's not my fault your dumb ass is fucking Bi."
"Karkat! Must you always trigger me by using such lewd language?"
"Yeah, yeah I got it. I have to go Kankri I'll talk to you later okay?"
"I'll talk to you later little brother." I hung up quickly tired of our conversation and stretched in my spot; it was almost nine at night and I didn't want to go to sleep yet. A felt sharp pain in my head and I hissed in displeasure. God I hated getting headache's; I had been getting them ever since last night and they haven't been going away, but have gotten even worse and it was starting to piss me off.
Getting up I sighed and strolled into the kitchen to raid the pantry for something to my liking. Mumbling to myself I frowned at the empty bag of my favorite spicy chips and crumbled it up quickly before throwing it away; I forgot we ate those already. I walked to the fridge and quickly opened the freezer; my head throbbed and I sat down at the table as a wave of nausea hit me suddenly and I scrunched up my nose as my head pounded. Fuck it; I don't want food anymore. I opened my eyes weakly and looked at my hands as my vision faded making me feel like I was in some sort of dream. My entire felt like it was as light as a feather but had this weird tingling feeling like it was on fire.
Watching… The hair on the back of my neck stood on edge as goose bumps spread across my skin and I immediately felt eyes burning holes into the back of my head; I instantly held my breath out of pure instinct. I swiftly turned around to see… nothing. The feeling in my head stopped, and I looked down to the floor to see a sheet that looked like it had just fallen there. I stood up slowly, my head still recovering, and picked it up, it was insanely warm and I could have sworn it hadn't been here a minute ago.
"Nepeta?"
Of course no answer; it's all in your head asshole… I discarded the stupid sheet and walked up stairs to go to my room, now that I thought of it... This house was extremely creepy at night. The halls were suspiciously empty and quiet giving me an eerie feeling and I almost ran to my room as fast as I could. With one last look down the hall I hurriedly went into my room and closed the door, my skin felt cold as I entered my room and I unconsciously fought the urge to rub the goose bumps on my arms. I huffed out, my breath was visible and I scrunched up my nose. Did I leave the window open? I pulled the curtains away form the window, nope. The window was still locked like always. I moved stuff around in my room looking for my phone. Where the hell did it go? Okay, okay don't panic. I threw the pillows around. Okay, Sollux and I did... Yeah, but what did I do to my phone? I got to my knees and reached under the bed it felt around. Box, clothes, hanger… yes! I quickly pulled my phone out and turned it on. I went through my messages until I reached one… oh. My. God. Why was Terezi troll logging me at one in the morning? I quickly tapped the phone to open the messages and noticed the little message icon that was already open. Did Sollux go through my phone?
I bit my lip. Do I respond? Or should I just delete them. I slowly opend the chat and started to troll her.
carcinoGeneticist (CG) Began trolling gallowsCalibrator (GC) 9:38pm CG:TEREZI?
GC: K4RKL32 :? GC: 1'V3 B33N TRY1NG T0 R34CH Y0U A11 N1GHT :O CG: YEAH. I'VE SEEN. WHAT DO YOU WANT? GC: N0 N33D T0 B3 S0 CR4BBY K4RKL32 :) GC: 1 JU2T WANT3D T0 CH4T… CG: YOU HAVE A COUPLE MINUTE'S BEFORE I DELETE YOUR ASS AND BLOCK YOU FOR GOOD. DID YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I WOULD WANT OT TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW? WOW, THAT'S STUPID AS HELL EVEN FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOU. CG: I *SERIOUSLY* DON'T GET WHAT YOU HOPE TO ACCOMPLISH BY TORMENTING ME EVEN FURTHER BUT HEY JUST LIKE VRISKA SAID YOU ARE A *CONNIVING BITCH*. WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO FUCK STRIDER AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE? GC: K4RKL32 :[ GC: NO. DON'T CALL ME THAT ANY MORE. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HEAR THAT RIDICULOUSLY RETARDED PET NAME FROM YOU RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN BELIEVE YOU. GC: K4RK4T PL323 D0NT 0V3R R34CT JU2T LI2T3N T0 M3 :( GC: IM NOT GOING TO FUCKING LISTEN! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU *HURT* ME? YOU LITERALLY BROKE MY FUCKING HEART YOU HEARTLESS BITCH! AND FOR WHAT? STRIDER? OF ALL PEOPLE YOU PICK FUCKING. STRIDER? JUST FUCKING WHY? gallowsCalibrator (GC) is typing….. CG: DON'T YOU FUCKING *DARE* ANSWER THAT. gallowsCalibrator (GC) is erasing….. GC: C4NT 1 ATL32T S33 Y0U 0R S0M3TH1NG? 1 4TL32T W4NT TO B3 FR13ND2… 12 TH4T T00 MUCH T0 A2K F0R :? CG: MY GOD. I CANT *FUCKING* STAND YOU. -carcinoGeneticist (CG) is idle- GC: Y0U KN0W M4YB3 TH12 12 WHY 1 DUMP3D Y0U F0R D4V3 :( -carcinoGeneticist(CG) has kicked gallowsCalibrator (GC) from the troll log.- -carcinoGeneticist (CG) has blocked gallowsCalibrator (GC)-
I winced as my headache came back hitting me full force making me collapse on the couch. Squeezing my eyes shut I growled out loud. "FUUUUCK!"
The pain seemed to last a little while before it slowly faded and I opened my eyes feeling extremely light headed and dizzy. Blood streamed down my lips and my tongue darted out to taste the coppery substance; I wiped my nose with my sleeve and leaned back onto my bed frame. What did she want from me?
I lay back on my bed and closed my eyes hoping to get some sleep. My body suddenly felt strangely light and I felt my eye lids get heavier and heavier.
…
Unknown P.O.V An uncontrollable smile spread across my gray face as I watched my new flush crush drift into sleep. My deep bluish purple eyes wide with amazement as I slowly looked over his almost fragile looking body thinking about the many positions I could possibly take him in. A dark possessive yet sinister look spread across my face as a predatory growl left me and my fist clench. I just wanted him... To posses him, to love him, to make him want me, to need me, and adore me. Just thinking of him drove me insane with need and lust but when I didn't even consider letting my thought drift off to reminisce about him he somehow forced his way into my head and drove me MOTHERFUCKING MAD. I ran a hand threw my wild locks and sighed. Not even soper clouded my head this much; I needed some soper… that could make it all better…
I studied his peaceful features and sighed lowly mumbling to myself.
Take him… MATE THE MOTHERFUCKER ALREADY. He seems like he could be fun. :O)
I licked my lips and stood up from my crouched position and looked down both ways in the vents that allowed me easier access around the place. If I could get an easier grasp around his think pan I could motherfucking separate him from those pesky humans he lived with long enough for me to take him. Of course I had quite the number of easily disposable humans in my way; The obnoxious girl with no sight, my bro's 'parents', and that male; I could still smell his stench off of my flushed bro and it down right pissed me the motherfuckin hell off. Walking down a random direction in the roomy vents I looked down with a devilish smile as I thought about him, to give him a rank on the hemospectrum…. The problem with that was that it was a one out of a million chance of him ending up a highblood since mid bloods and low bloods basically almost took up most of the entire spectrum, and father didn't take to having a low blood in his home well. He could always keep his Karkrab a secret from his father and Kurloz until it was safe enough. That is if he turns out to be a low blood. He almost hoped he would be a low blood… almost. Highblood's were always so stuck up all up an actin like they were better than everyone else since they had a richer shade of blood and since they had an extremely longer life span. It would sure be refreshing if he could hang with a little low blooded brother. There were allot of choices of hemo-ranks to choose from like the rust red, brown, gold, olive, jade, teal, cerulean, royal blue, his own indigo, violet, and even fuchsia; okay so maybe not the last two. Just hopefully he got higher than the first four or else his father would sniff him out and cull him on spot, He doubted Kurloz would cull him immediately but still didn't want to take that chance.
Although they hadn't met even once in person he had fell head over heels for the incredibly short motherfucker when he first laid eyes on him, he was just so fuckin adorable and small that the young highblood swore to himself that he would be his someday. All he could do now was waiting until it was the right time, the right moment to make his move. But he swore if the other bastard so much as nuzzled his soon to be Matesprit he would come down there himself and rip the bitch limb from limb. Just thinking about it made him growl and flex his claws in anticipation.
Looking back down where he came from he sighed, he had allot of work to do…
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Sollux P.O.V
At school the next day neither Karkat nor Terezi dared to look at each other. It was so bad when they had gotten paired up for science that I forced Terezi to switch me partners because not only did I get more time with my lover but I didn't have to work with fish-dick over here. God I hated Eridan with his constant whining and his pretty boy attitude... but back on topic, Karkat still refused to tell me what the fuck magically transpired between them that had Karkat and her so pissed at each other. I could have sworn Karkat looked like he was about to bitch-slap her in front of the entire classroom, Terezi looked like she was just about to beat him with her cane while her seeing guide dog just sat there confused as it still tried to get Karkat to pet her. The poor golden retriever looked heart broken when Terezi yanked her away from Karkat.
I looked at Karkat as he drew out the plans for our model and I just stared at him. I could tell something was bothering him from the way he put way too much pressure on his pen or the way he had chewed his bottom lip, a habit he had leaned form his older brother, and he still wouldn't tell me. He could be so stubborn sometimes and for once I finally wanted him to be open, to tell me what was on his mind.
"Tho I take it you and Tere- the The beast haven't made up yet?"
He kept silent and hope built in my chest. Maybe now he cold move on and be with me? He scowled more and grumbled to himself and I grabbed his hand to keep him from snapping the pen I had lent him in half. He finally looked to me, glared, then looked back down at his notebook.
I could stop the smile that formed on my face. So she hadn't thrown Strider away for my best friend….
"You know… Crabdad thure ith going to mithth Pyralthprite…."
I sat back with a little satisfied smirk on my face as I finally got a reaction form him. He slammed his palm into the desk and stood up getting the attention from a few students before they turned back to their partners and started chatting animatedly once more then leaned towards me and growled at me. "Fuck. Off." Damn he looked pissed, I stood up and leaned down as well until I was eye to eye with the short tempered foul mouthed cutie and moved to whisper in his ear. "Make me?" My tone was as suggestive as it could get and I figured we could go to the bathroom and that we could use a little... 'break' from the work we had been doing….. That is until the bell rung and Karkat gathered al his shit and bolted to the door.
'Maybe later you self absorbed dumbass.' I heard and I stood there as he left then sighed.
What the fuck is going on…..
A/N: I forgot to put this in the last chapter... oh well I guess ill just say it now. My 'sickness?' has passed and I feel completely fine now :). Ill be working on not only this more often but hopefully getting the next chapter of The Boy Raised by Lusus up soon. As for this story what I forgot to say is that I'm open to any pairing you guys might want to see for a little bit so I guess just suggest your OTP's or just what you ship. If you have any ideas for me or something you want in here just send that shit right into your reviews and ill see it. ;)
