*Jacob*

I followed quickly behind as Edward carried Nessie's bloody body up the steps into the room. She was waking up and the pain was very evident in her eyes. Bella briskfully walked by me as Edward sat Renesmee with her back to me. Bella then removed Nessie's gold jacket and it became obvious to me the source of the bleeding was her back.

Carlisle went to examine her back. He cooed to her, "Sweetheart I'm afraid your mother needs to help you remove your shirt so we avoid you getting at infection."

Nessie let out a whimper as if to respond yes, Bella then pulled at the Hem of her shirt earning an ear-piercing scream from Renesmee. As Bella continued to pull her shirt up exposing more and more of her back the worse and worse the screams got.

I finally heard Bella yell, "Do Something," it was then that a mask appeared over renesmee's face and I realized they were putting her to sleep. She became unsettlingly quite. Bella removed the rest of her shirt put a blanket against Renesmee's chest then pulled her onto her lap so that her back was exposed for Carlisle to work on.

The cuts on Renesmee's back were deep but Carlisle seemed to know what he was doing. He first analyzed it but she was loosing too much blood so he took gauze and started wrapping her whole torso with it to stop the bleeding. I then saw Edward Take renesmee's arm and stick a needle into it with a bag of blood going through the tube into her arm. I assumed they were trying to replenish all the blood she lost. Bella was stroking Renesmee's hair with one arm while holding gauze to her forehead with the other.

After Carlisle finished wrapping Renesmee's torso in gauze he pulled up his stool next to her head and began to assess her head wounds. He determined that because of the amount of blood she had lost it was likely she wouldn't wake up for a couple of days. Carlisle put stitches in her forehead and then went back down to her back. The bleeding had stopped but the wounds were still deep, he determined that because she was half vampire she would not scar but she would need stitches. So 320 stitches later he finished with her entire back and then wrapped it with gauze.

Edward gently picked her up and laid her on her side in the hospital bag, the oxygen mask and blood bag still attached to her. I looked at Edward as if to ask for his permission to stay and he just nodded. I went over to the other side of the bed so I could look at her face.

I thought the guilt would choke me. I shouldn't have let her walk home alone, I mean she's done it before but still I couldn't help but feel like this whole thing was my fault. She looked so fragile like one touch and she would break into a million pieces. I felt a cool hand touch my back and I saw it was Bella's, if she could still cry I know she would.

"I am so sorry Bella," my voice came out hoarser than I expected and that's when I realized I was crying. She wrapped her stone arms around my neck trying to comfort me but I knew it wouldn't work. The only thing that could ease my pain at that point was Renesmee. I continued to cry as I stared at her beautiful mangled face.

I looked up from her face for a second to realize her family surrounded the room. Edward was standing behind Bella who was currently stroking Renesmee's hair. Blondie (Rosalie) had her fingertips stroking the side of renesmee's foot; Emment was standing behind her with a distraught look on his face. His usual tough guy personality betrayed and he looked like he just took on all the world's pain. Esme had her face into Carlisle's chest as he stroked her hair. Alice and Jasper were standing in the corner. Alice's face looked different from everyone else she looked sad but their looked to be some anger in her eyes as well.

Her voice broke as she said, "I should have seen it," and then walked out of the room as if she couldn't handle reality anymore. Jasper walked out with her.

My eyes wondered back to Renesmee's unconscious form. I knew I wasn't going to be ok again until I could look into those beautiful chocolate eyes.