An Unwanted Fate
Chapter 4.
Is it really true?
Bella's P.O.V.
"Bella? Bella, are you ok? Please Bella… speak to me!" the voice of an angel
crying was in my ears. My own special angel, Edward. I tried opening my eyes, but it
was as if I was trying to lift 100 kilos, instead of just eyelids. So I tried to speak. I opened
my mouth but no sound came out. A burning pain was in my throat. I winced, and cold
hands found their way to my throat. This inside was burning, but the outside was frozen,
so it evened out fairly well. I managed to get my eyes open, and the first thing I saw was
a very bright light, and then Edward moved in front of it. I open my mouth to speak
again, but Edwards lips found mine, and the burning pain was completely gone. It was
like the kiss that we had before he left, but this time I had an inkling that he wasn't
leaving me. But then something horrible happened. I stopped breathing, and blood started
to clot up in my mouth. I could feel Edwards tongue in my mouth, and I could feel his
muscles clench when his tongue touched the blood. Then he started to drink it. He got all
of it out of my mouth, and moved his mouth of mine, and sat up. I could breath again. He
had gotten all of the blood that was clotting my windpipe out of the way, and he had
drunk it. I looked into his eyes, expecting to see a red glint in them, his ravenous vampire
inside, out to drink me dry, but instead I see beautiful golden eyes staring down at me
softly.
"Total control Bella, you can trust me. I wouldn't dare hurt you after what Rosalie
did to you," he said, with a slight growl.
"Where is Rosalie? And what the hell happened to me to get me back here?" I said,
slightly confused. I had only just realised that we were back in the hotel room, and that
the bright light was just the room light.
"Rosalie killed you after you slapped her. She was strangling you and
knocked you out. Carlisle said that the blood that keeps coming up into your throat is a
side affect of your windpipe. Carlisle had to operate on you because Rosalie crushed your
windpipe, and if he didn't fix you, you would be dead now."
"How long have I been out?" He held up two fingers. I wasn't really fussed at
that, I'd been out longer than that. Two more of his fingers nervously went up. Four days.
My eyes snapped wide open, I'd never been out for that long…
"Where is she!" I screeched. I really wanted to hurt her right now, I wanted to do
to her what she did to me. I knew that it was impossible to do that to her, because she is
'invincible', but, I swear to God, I will find her weak spot, and hurt her.
" Emmett and Rosalie are in the next room, and Emmett is trying to calm her
down. She cant believe what she actually did to you," he said, trying to calm me down.
Then, just as he said that, something clicked.
"Edward, you should know that I have done human biology, and I know that we
both know, that you cant fix crushed windpipes. And without a windpipe, I cant receive
any oxygen. So I should be dead now, unless…" my hand flew up to my mouth. It must
be true. " Edward, what time is it?"
" Around midday."
"Go open those blinds for me, I want to see the sun," Edward opened his mouth to
argue. " No buts. Just open them." He snapped them open, and stood in front of the open
window, sparkling. I stood up out of bed, and went over with him. As I moved closer to
the window I looked down. The closer I got to the window, I sparkled a bit more. As I got
to Edward, I saw that I was brighter than he was. I was a vampire. I looked at Edward,
and I saw that he wasn't very happy. I guess he would have to get used to me now.
"Edward, who changed me?"
"I did in the end, and if I didn't change you, you would be dead," he replied, with
an edge to his usually smooth voice. " Carlisle said that if I did change you, I would have
to put up with the regret of loosing you to my world. Now you wont ever get the chance
to eat again, be seen here again-"and I cut him off.
" You haven't forgotten about the tans, have you?"
" No—bu-bu" and he started mumbling. So to stop him, I planted my lips on his,
and kissed him. I knew that I didn't have to hold back, and Edward definitely wasn't
holding back anything. This moment had happened so many times, but, every time this
had happened I had been human, and I had to hold back all of my passion for him. And
because I was newly acquired I didn't know when to stop, and how far I was allowed to
go. I kept stopping to breath, because that was what I was used to, but Edward held onto
me. A gasp came from the door. We stopped kissing and looked over at the door. Rosalie
was standing there, with Emmett standing chuckling behind her.
" I just came to say sorry Bella," Rosalie said. " I really didn't want this to happen
to you. I never wanted you to suffer the fate that I have to suffer with. Edward I'm really
sorry that you had to be the one that to change her…" and she burst into tears and turned
to Emmett.
" Rosalie, look I'm sorry that I didn't tell all of you what James was doing, but he
said that if I told anyone, he would do something to my mother. And why have you
always been so horrible to me? You really didn't have to react to what I said like that,
because it really hurt my feelings. I really love your brother, and you're just going have
to accept that," I concluded. I looked straight at her, dying to know how she was actually
reacting to this situation. Then something hit me, a massive wave of emotions, sadness,
and anger, jealously and hatred. I fell backwards from the force of it all, but Edward
caught me before I hit the ground.
" Bells… what just happened?" Edward asked in a concerned voice.
" I could tell what Rosalie was thinking… I think at least. I was looking at her,
trying to work out what she was thinking, then, BAM! it hit me. There were smells, like I
think I could smell her anger and jealously, it was like the smell of burning rubber. And
now I'm in your arms, half a centimetre from the floor," and he lifted me back up to an
upright position.
" What am I feeling then?" said Edward. I looked at him, concentrating. Passion,
or what I interpreted as a sickly sweet smell, hit me smack bang in my nostrils, knocking
me backwards one again.
" You really love me," I whispered. " you were feeling all the passion that you
have for me. It was a sickly sweet smell… I really cant explain to you, it's to hard and
strange…"
" She's right… now no-one will be able to hide their emotions…" Edward said, in
a shocked tone. " And Bells, if your going to fall over every time you feel someone's
emotions, people are going to become suspicious. So we need to find a way for you to
help and make that side effect smaller," he concluded.
" And how the hell are we supposed to do that???" said Emmett.
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