"Come on Clare he isn't that bad!"

"He kissed me Isabelle I think he is"

We both were sitting at our make up stations while Maia and Alec touched us up again. Magnus had called me last night saying the lingerie company we were modeling for insisted on having me. I told him he would've had to bring me in for a few photo shoots while we were doing this he couldn't avoid it. But I guess it was nice to have a small break, my scars were finally faded,gained a bit of weight,all of my bruises gone and best of all I didn't feel run down anymore. "See how happy you are when Sebastian isn't around?" Izzy asked and I just shrugged my shoulders. "He does it cause he wants me to be better" Izzy knew better than to protest so she in turn shrugged hers at me. I looked over at Alec who was set hard at work trying to do his little sisters hair to her standards. "Dressing me again?" I asked him and he blushed nodding. Sighing I got up thanking Maia and headed back with Alec who was texting someone on his phone. "Ooo" I said making his head jerk up "you and Magnus having phone sex?" "No" he said a bit to defensivly "Oh my god!" I screamed and he covered my mouth the whole way back. "I was joking but you are oh my god!" and I burst out into laughter as he went through the costumes I was meant to wear. "Here" he said throwing me the panties and bra. Rolling my eyes I slipped out of my stuff and pulled the new ones over having Alec strap me in. "Nice they have me in a thong and one thats about to disappear up my ass" as soon as it came out Alec burst out into fits of laughter. Two minutes later he was still laughing whiping tears from his eyes body shaking. He took a deep breath and handed me the garder, having me step into my heels he put my silk,short, sexy robe on. I heard my name being called so I thanked him and walked quickly over to the edge of the shoot. There I saw Magnus who was smiling at me teeth showing. "I heard what happened" he said looking at me his eyes having a small gleam in them. "Don't bring it up" I said laughing and handing him my robe. Isabelle walked up beside me and gave me a thumbs up hugging me a bit. "You're gonna do great" was all she said and then the photographer called me over to the back drop. Taking a deep breath to calm my nerves I walked over to him while he gave me instructions. He had olive skin and looked of a different blood line. "Do I know you?" I asked looking at his fimiliar face. "Raphal is my name ma'am" he said giving my hand a small polite kiss "I belive not sadly." "Too bad" I said smiling at him "you look fimiliar." He nodded and I walked over to the point where he told me to go my legs along the ground together and holding my upper body up with one arm. We took a few shots when he told me to get up on my knees and put one hand through my hair. "Don't be affraid to show a bit more skin if you want be fun!" he called out and I nodded. Without thinking my hand when to the strap of my bra and I tugged it down a bit not revealing too much but still some. My hand still raked in my hair and for some reason I bit my bottom lip. I heard Izzy say my name happily and I started laughing Raphal still snapping photos of me. "Okay i'll see you back here in ten minutes for your modeling partner okay?" I nodded and walked back over to Magnus who put my robe back on me.

"Nice shoot"

I turned around and there he was as always like a ghost latly.

"Mr. Herondale"

I saw his eyes quickly scan my body while he bit his lip. No one else saw it but I know he did it. Alec came running over saying something into his set headphones and grabbed my shoulders pulling me back to my changing area. When I looked back Magnus was pulling Jace of some where doing god knows what with him.

Ten minutes later I was back on the floor waiting for my male partner. I started to take off my robe but Raphal stopped me politly. "Your partner will take that off for a few photos" following his rules I kept it on and waited. If this guy was going to be touching me like we were having sex then he better be attractive. Two minutes later I was still waiting so I just went over to the bed we were going to be using and talked to Isabelle who was fluffing pillows. "Is this guy even attractive?" I asked and she just smirked while still fluffinf and throwing feathers in place. She was hiding something better yet she knew something. "Isabelle what do you know?" before I could make her answer me she ran off the floor and out came my partner. Oh my god I was going to kill Magnus. You had to be kidding me I thought as Jace walked over smirking at me arms out wide. My eyes drifted to his bare chest and he seemed to still have jeans on boxers exposed at the top. "Your partner was busy so here I am" I looked at him anoyyed and then to Magnus with a death glare. "I already have to go to your office after this isn't that enough torture?" I asked him pulling my heels off and throwing them to the side since I didn't need them. "No" he said like this was going to be the most normal casual thing in the world. The new photographer came out and positioned us and I sighed as he began to snap pictures of us. Ten pictures later Jace's hand was on the other side of my cheek not facing the camrea and then the other on my bare shoulder like he was pulling my robe off slowly. "Press those lips against her somewhere!" the person behind the camrea called out and I dared him with my eyes to even try kissing my lips. Grinning he pressed his lips to my neck and I let out a surprised moan. The photographer called out in approvale and everyone else I saw was grinning at us with amusment. His hands started trailing my body making me extremly horny. Fine if my boss wanted to play dirty I could play dirty to. Digging my fingers in his hair and keep them there, I brought his face so close to mine we were about to kiss. Then without warning him I made up go back so I was on top for so pictures. My robe was finally off laying on the floor so I bent down knowing his face was only an inch or two above my chest. Because I could feel the slight tingle of his breath and lips against my collar bone and a little below it. Not to mention I could feel his hands on my ass as I straddled him. That's when I heard a buzz sound signaling the end and I jumped up pulling on my robe. He looked at me in shock and surprise as I smiled at him innocently.

"See you in twenty sir"

and I strutted off to get changed but not before I could hear him whisper "damn" behind me.

As I told him twenty minutes later I met him at work his coffee and new contact informants in my hand. I knocked on his door and he opened it allowing me to come in. Acting as if nothing had happened at the photo thing I bent down and handed him his coffee and laid the stack of papers down in front of him. "You need to fill those out" I said casually and sat on the edge of his desk crossing my legs not caring if my scars and cuts showed. He looked up for a bit and got a face full of bare leg and I knew he saw them but he said nothing. "I can't leave this office until you fill those out" I said picking up a nail file and began to file down my growing nails. "Then maybe I wont just so you can stay" he said a small smirk on his face and I rolled my eyes taping the nail file on his head. "Oh fine" he sighed and began filling out the paper work but then stopped his face scrunching. "This is going to take me hours to do and work out you know that right?" I put the file down and looked at him. "But it's already five" I whined and he just shook his head laughing. "At least say when you think it will be done?" I asked pleading him sticking out my bottom lip. Sighing he rubbed his face and looked at me. "You really want to know?" he asked like it would make me angry, it probably would but I nodded. "Almost midnight" he said and I almost fainted that was crazy "Why does it take so long!" I asked in shock.

"I could take it home clary it's not that big of a deal"

"No because that mean lady said I can't go home till I turn this in!"

"One with the grey hair who took Helens place for the day?"

"Yes!"

"That's my grandma" he said snorting some while he laughed. "Well she's mean!" I called out in defense and he nodded "oh I know she is but I guess I can try and get it done." Relife washing over me I sighed and thanked him. Happily I jumped up and walked over to the door "anything else ?" I asked remember I'm supposed to always say that. "Yes" actually he said typing and filling out all the paper work "please..just take care of yourself." My hand tightened on the door and I gulped my throat tight "anything else?" I asked and he came up behind me, moving all my hair off of my neck and whispered in my ear. "I don't think you would do what i'm thinking of" he said in a low voice and I once again gulped. "How do you know?" I asked him curious and I could tell that made him grin. "I just do" trying to process what just happened I turned the handel and slid down the door. "What the fuck just happened?" I said to no one in particular.

Jace P.O.V

When we did all that at the photo shoot it was obvious now I wanted her more than anything. The way it felt while he was tugging on my jeans and pressing up against me set me off. It even took all I had not to rip what she was wearing off of her when she finally tugged my jeans off. I knew I was hard and most of all I know she knew it to. Then when she'd came into my office and sat down on my desk the feeling came back. Just seeing her skin exposed,scars showing and seeing her look so innocent yet sexy at the same time just killed me. I wanted the feel of my lips against her skin again but I knew that wasn't going to happen anytime soon. I didn't tell her but I'd seen her run off to the bathroom that first day of work. I saw her down a pill while walking out and it made me sick. Not sick of her but sick of everyone who'd ever made her feel like she was nothing. She was beautiful and most of all she didn't need to take pills and harm herself and she certainly didn't need to stay with him. Oh he loves her, yeah right, I called bullshit. I know Sebastian and if theres one thing I know if one of his girlfriend is better than him he makes sure he brings them down so he's better. The rest of them knew what was happening they left him but Clarissa my poor poor clary, she didn't she was blinded. If I was with her, stupid thought I know, but if I was she would be my world and I would never let her feel like that. I wanted to fix her but right now I had to be doing this paper work so we both could get home. Especially since it was getting quiet late. The clock struck elven and I felt like I was going to punch someone. Looks like it was going to be an all nighter. As if sensing my stress she came in her red curls like a water fall of color against the black of her dress.

"Mr. Herondale are you okay in here?"

"Yes and please call me by my name"

"You sound stressed and okay Jonathan"

I looked up at her and smiled.

"The one I told you"

"Okay Jace"

The sound of my name against her lips caused me to get hard again. No matter what I thought about trying to get it to go away it wouldn't. Not if she was standing right there leaning against my door skin exposed,lace of her bra visable. Taking a gulp I looked down trying to focus but I could hear her heels the whole time she walked over behind me. "I think it's going to be an all nighter" I said sighing and putting my head down on the table. Just knowing her though I looked up and just as I thought there was a sweet smile. "You can do it you're just stressed can I help?" I shrugged I really couldn't think of anything. It started getting harder to focus when she leaned down and her body was pressed against mine slightly chest hanging down beside my face. Please lord if you love me and are listening just please let me control the boys down there. Obviously the lord didn't love me because he didn't grant my wish. "Here stand up a minute" she said and I felt like god was giving me my own personal hell wish. Before I could protest she pulled me up and I saw a smirk on her face when she looked down for a moment and saw my pants. Slowly she walked behind me and gave me a quick shoulder rub and had me sit back down. "Now to help you" she said and sat down on my lap and I knew the boys came up higher because I could feel pressure on them espcially when she grinded against me. She played it off as an accident but the smirk on her face said other wise. "You know" she said casually clicking away at my computer "i'm really horny right now." Okay my life was over it was offically over was this gods test for me because now I was close to giving up life and living in a box. "Oh really?" I said my voice cracking and she grinded harder making a groan form in the bottom of my throat.

"You know Sebastian never does it with me he's always to drunk or you know he does it without my consent which isn't fun"

"Why does he have to hurt you like that?"

"He wants me to be better"

"Better my ass you can't be better you're already perfect clary look at you you're gorgeous you're like a fallen angel but without wings you're my fallen wingless angel"

She turned her head to look at me as if in shock. I saw tears in her eyes and I realized she must have never heard that before. "Really?" she whispered and I nodded bringing her lips to mine. At first she tried to resit but soon she gave in wrapping her arms around me running her fingers through my hair driving me crazy. A few minutes later she pulled away both of us breathing heavy. "I can't" she said it coming out as a whisper. She got up quickly and ran out of the office. A moment later I looked out the window and saw her jump into a cab taking off down the road. One day she'd see how important she was to me encluding Isabelle and everyone else.

okay I have writers block but I wanted to update so here it is i'll promise to try and have a break through soon!