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Also, thanks to Leann, Tikal, and Eliza for reviewing multiple times. It means a lot! Ok, this chapter is going to be a little different, for it's gonna be in Hermione's point of view. I hope ya like!
Hermione felt something pecking at her forehead. She tried to nudge it off, but it wouldn't go away. Finally she opened her eyes from her sleep. It was Pidgwigeon (a/n-I have no idea how to spell it! I'm sorry), Ron's owl. Her eyes filled with tears. He remembered that it was her birthday, and he had even sent her something even thought she never wrote anything back. Then again, she thought angrily, she wasn't allowed to write back. Of course she would write back to Ron if she was allowed to, but that son of bitch who kept her here didn't let her. I don't even know how I got into this mess, she thought. That's what it was, a big, huge mess. Hermione was still a smart witch, and she could have tried to make a spell or potion to get out of here. But she didn't exactly want to get out of here. She knew that if she went back to Ron, he would hate her forever. So she figured it was better to stay here, all by herself, forever. No one would want her now anyway. It had been too long. Ron must have found someone else. That's probably what this letter was, telling her happy birthday and telling her that'd he'd found someone else. With a big sigh of self-disgust (about herself, not Ron), she opened Ron's letter.
Hermione felt a tear fall down her cheek. She missed Ron so much. Why had she been such a fool to ruin the relationship? Obviously, he still loved her. This letter proved it. Oh, how she wanted to see him again. But instead she was stuck here, in this crap of a place. She wiped her tears away and knew that she had to write back to Ron, not matter how much trouble she would get into from Malfoy. That's the whole reason she was here, because of Malfoy. He ruined her life, her future life with Ron. God, she hated him so much. She hated him for keeping her here, not allowing her to communicate with Ron or Harry, or anybody, she hated him for ruining what she had with Ron, she hated him for everything. But most of all, she hated herself . I could have gone back to him, I didn't have to run away when he proposed, I was so stupid for thinking that something like that would make him hate me, she thought angrily. Oh, how she wanted to see Ron again. But now that was never possible. Ron didn't know where she was, and he would never be able to find out because Malfoy would never let him. Yeah, that's right, she was at Malfoy's house. It was all because of him that she was separated from Ronald Ryan Weasley, the one and only love of her life. Tears started flowing down her cheek as she recalled the horrible occurrence that made her run away from Ron. She still didn't know how she had allowed it to happen. The day before her birthday the year Ron had proposed, she was shopping in Diagon Alley. She had met Draco in Quality Quidditch supplies. She was there looking for future presents for Ron and Harry. He had asked to talk to her about something important. Hermione had agreed, she then stupidly thought maybe he was going to apologize or something like that. She followed him to Three Broomsticks. Draco started apologizing for all the mean things that he had done to her over these years. And she had actually believed him! And then he said that the only reason he had teased her was because he was in love with her. Oh, what a shock that was to her. Hermione had almost fainted. She should have known not the be fooled, she thought bitterly. It was all a trick. Then out of nowhere, Malfoy had grabbed her and kissed her. Not just any old kiss. A huge passionate, sensual kiss. She remembered thinking "Now I know why Pansy always bragged about her outings with Malfoy." He really was a fantastic kisser. She had started kissing him back, she let his tongue go down her throat. They kissed for what seemed like forever, when Hermione finally snapped back to her senses. She pulled away and looked at Malfoy in disgust. What had she done? She was madly in love with Ron. She ran away, regretting what she had done, and crying madly. It had all been a big mistake. She didn't want to kiss him back, it just happened. Then the next day, when Ron proposed to her, she ran away thinking that she couldn't tell him what she had done, for he would hate her forever. It would be easier to just run away and never have to face him again.
She had then Apparated to her and Ron's house, grabbed her stuff, and got ready to move to America, so no one would find her. But noo, just that moment, Malfoy showed up. He used a spell to tie her up, and make sure she couldn't scream. He had took her back to his house and made her stay in the attic. He had put this spell on her where she couldn't escape, and no one would be able to find her. She hadn't even heard of this spell, she didn't know how to reverse it. Mind you, she spent a lot of time trying, but nothing worked. When he had kissed her in Three Broomsticks, it was all just part of his plan. He wanted to kidnap her, then he knew that Harry and Ron would come looking for her. And he would finally be able to bring Harry to his father. For Lord Voldemort had been killed by Ron and Harry, but Lucius was still seething with vengencence. The one thing he wanted was to kill Harry Potter. Draco knew that if he got Hermione, and then one day, just "happened" to meet Harry somewhere, he would then tell Harry he knew where Hermione was, and Harry being such a loyal friend, would come and save her, and die instead. So far, she had been lucky. Malfoy hadn't gotten to Harry yet, but she waited with fear for the day he would. So that's the whole story about how she got stuck here.
Hermione wiped the tear from her cheek and took a quill to write back to Ron.
Ron, Pig got your letter to me, and all your other letters before that. Yes, I got all of them.
She then preceeded to tell him about why she wasn't able to write back to him, leaving Malfoy out of it. The last thing she wanted was for Ron and Harry to find her, and for both of them to get killed. She didn't tell Ron why she ran away either, it was too painful for her to write.
I miss you so much. I wish I could see your face again, that fiery red hair that I fell in love with, those sparkling blue eyes, that I could stare into for hours, and everything about you. I want to see you so bad…I just wish it was possible. But Ron, you should just find someone else, you'll never be able to see me again. I don't want you to go through life alone, find someone else and forget about me. Promise me you'll do that.
Love, hugs, and kisses
Hermione
