Maoh's Forbidden Words Part 2
Yo~ Sorry for not updating. I had two jobs for the whole summer, one part time, the other full time….. We had people stay here at my grandmother's Lodge, I had to work from 7am-10pm (Without getting paid *gasp* XD), then school has started….
So that is my excuse, will you-my readers- forgive me for not updating?
Anywho, sorry for the late update, I am going to try updating for the other ones too (LoLIDT and MDCT).
Gwendal had left me on my own; I believe it was around noon when I had decided to get out of the tub, washing myself off after I opened one of the windows to let out the stale stench of sex and sweat. I was glowing with pride and love. Gwendal, my love, my companion, my advisor, my subject, my supporter, and my savior had finally said that he loves me!
I could not contain it as I stepped out of the bathroom, in only a towel. Singing gleefully as Wolfram stepped into the bedroom, fully clothed and looking for me. I swung over to him, and pulled him into a tight hug; which was a first for me since I have never, never, given Wolfram any physical touches in the past.
He let out a shocked gasp; his muscles tightened for a second, then relaxed enough to hug me back around my waist. His green eyes soft and filled with curiosity, then he smiled. I ran my hands through his hair, loving the scent coming off him. It was like lilacs and roses mingling, I found it nice.
Wolfram pulled away from me, looking at my very apparent semi-naked state, and blushed crimson. "Yuuri, I hope that you weren't going to prance around the castle like that! My fiancé wouldn't do that!" He scolded, but there was a playful light in his eyes. Silently he added to himself, 'Only I could see you like that.' the blonde-haired person smiled and hugged me again.
"I-I-I am sorry! I just woke up happy. Let me get dressed, and then we could spend the day together!" I said and skipped over to my drawer. I heard the door shut, looking back to Wolfram, he was leaning against the wall, watching me with amused eyes; with something else that I had discovered as love, as well as lust.
"Turn away, Wolfram, I need to get dressed!" I said, pretending to play cross and yet at the same time, blushing madly for my supposed virginity. The blonde haired man raised his hands in surrender, chuckling, while turning around; facing the door and wall.
I got dressed quickly, when I was pulling on my jacket, a pair of blue sleeves appeared in my vision. Wolfram had come up to me, very quietly, and started to help me button up my jacket. I leaned back into his chest, slightly turning my head to the left as his head came to my peripheral vision. I could feel his warm breath run down my neck , and I loved it. So, I turned my head over more, so he could have access to my neck.
Taking the initiative to kiss my neck hesitantly, his lips met my skin, and I melted into him. His arms wrapped around my person as his soft, his-not-so-innocent kisses hiked up my neck, making me soft and open.
Wolfram took the change, seeing how I was in this state, his left hand came up and cupped my jaw, turning my head back and slightly up. My eyes were half-lidded, and his were too. I smiled and tiptoed up, and he leaned down to kiss me.
Our lips met in a soft, chaste, loving kiss that melted me. Since I've been with Gwendal, I knew to relax and give myself to him. My body, however, was telling me that it was not him; but some one younger and inexperienced. I froze, not knowing what to do, and Wolfram took it the wrong way.
"I'm sorry Yuuri!" He started to stammer, pulling back from me with alarm in his eyes. "It was-you know-uhm…." I saw him struggle to say next, so I didn't want to say anything. "I'm just going to go and train! Yeah! That's what I'm going to do!" He said and nodded to me as he left.
When I heard the door click, I let out a breath and brought my hand to my lips, feeling alienated from the lusty warmth. Blinking softly, I buttoned up the rest of my jacket as I strode to the door, not wanting to do what I had to do next.
Closing the door quietly behind me, I glanced up and down the hallway to see if anyone was there. Nodding to myself knowing that no one was there, I went and started to search out Conrart. Out to the court yard I went, acting like my normal self on the outside. However, on the inside I was in turmoil. Finding my main objective, I called out to him.
"Hey, Conrad! Can ya come over here? I want to talk to you for a moment, if you have time to spare."
The brown haired male looked to me, his eyes expressionless, 'cause I think he knew what was coming. He parted from the soldier he was training to come over to me he greeted me like I greeted him. The same, happy on the outside, turmoil on the inside.
"What could I do you for, Your Majesty?" He asked, acting light.
"Conrad!" I whined like I used to, "I told you not to call me that! You are my godfather, after all you named me."
He laughed and I drew him to a place where no one would bother us, or interrupt us for a matter of fact. We stood there, in the shadows of the room, unable to talk, or unable to start the oncoming storm. Finally, I cleared my throat, knowing what I was going to say to him. Running a hand through my jet black hair, I grunted and looked him in the eyes; showing him that what I was just about to say to him was serious.
"What happened last night, was no mistake, no fall, no accident." I started out, not blinking as I held his gaze steadily. "What you did see was true. Gwendal and I, were petting one another."
I waited, knowing that he was going to ask questions. I was correct when he opened his mouth, his deep golden eyes flashing like flint.
"Who all knows? What the hell was going on in your mind? When was your first time? Where did it all start, I want it from the beginning. Why did it happen?"
The last question was coming I knew it was.
"Does Wolfram know?"
I flinched hard and fast, as if he attacked me with sharp, cold, penetrating steel that jabbed me through my chest.
Finding words, I licked my lips, then tried to swallow some saliva because my mouth felt like a desert. "No one knows besides you, and I suppose The Great One. I do not know what the hell was going through my mind. Our first time is when we were going to get the Demon Flute, I was alone with Gwendal. We were in the desert, after you went after Wolfram into the sand by the Sand Bear."
I paused, not knowing what else to say, because I didn't want to tell him what happened between Gwendal and I on our first encounter. Watching him process what I had just said, different emotions crossed his face at my betrayal to Wolfram. Disgust, rage, astonishment, anguish, and the worst of all; betrayal.
"Will you tell me?" He asked.
I was shaking my head before he asked his question, "I will not tell you, not now, not ever." I paused, blinking, looking down while some what blushing. "What happened between him an I will remain silent to the outside world." I said, , and saw something that reflect like understanding pass through his eyes.
Suddenly, he shoved me up against the wall, his right forearm pressed against my neck, his eyes frosty and hard. "You will tell me. Now." Conrart snarled into my ear, and I tried to swallow, but nothing went down.
Fear started to escalate in me as I struggled against his tenacious hold. I gripped at his arm, trying to pry him off of me. My breath came short and fast, making me dizzy. Tears welling up in my eyes, spilling over as my eyes widened as the pressure on my throat came harder. "Let me go!" I try to cry out, and then my eyes caught his.
Pure cold fury met my induced feared body and mind, making me freeze on the spot. Struggling more, I started to sob. Something woke up in Conrart, he pulled away from me quickly. He himself looked like he feared his own wrath at the moment. I slumped down the wall, not bothering to catch myself. My throat felt raw and unused, and I knew that it was going to be heavily bruised for a long while.
My breath came to me finally, so I took in a long deep breath that made me dizzy once more. Letting it out slowly, I calmed myself for a split second before another sob came out. I could feel arms around me, trying to comfort me. My mind at the moment was broken into pieces of trust. I shoved him away, not wanting to be touched by anyone or anything. I was trying to hit him as his hold became stronger, his scent filling my nostrils.
"Get away from me!" I screamed out and shoved him with all of my weakened strength. He stumbled backward onto his hands, and then I heard him sigh.
"As you wish, Your Highness." He said and stood to leave me alone in the darkness to sob myself to sleep. The door opened, showing his light brown hair, his gold eyes, his large body form, before it closed and total darkness engulfed me to me and my own self.
Well? Was that too bad or what? Sorry for not updating as I had said before…. Bleh… The next chapter is going to be fun-in my way. I feel sorry for Conrart, but I luff Gwendal (o3o, kisses and huggles Gwendal).
Anywho, until the next time
WolfLove
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