"Who is B?" I ask her suddenly when I awake.

She sighs with annoyance at me, "Brooke."

"She is my friend, and she beat you because she hates you... and what you've done to change me."

"Wait.. what? You've known about this ahead of time? Why would you do that to me?"

I am in total shock, but a little stunned.

She looks at me uneasy, I am ashamed because I deserved it.

I am still mean to her in school, laughing at her for quirky things that she likes.

Underneath it all, I find it so attractive, she is not afraid to be herself.

I wish I had her courage.

"why are you here? I am trying to get over you, you know. You are not the easiest person to be in love with because you are such a bitch, cold-hearted, desperately trying to fit in with those plain janes who don't even know the real you, don't you know that being loved on the surface is worthless?"

I cannot speak an audible answer to that.

Before I know it, I lock myself in her bathroom.

Trying to fill her bathtub with enough water to drown...

Why is she so difficult and accept the facade of me?

This is too much for me right now, I don't even want to breathe.

Truth be told I am scared that she will leave,

so I slip into the bathwater and my body weight causes it to overflow...

I just drifted into a sea of darkness, didn't turn off the water.