Okay I have been having a pretty bad week so far so I'm just trying to relief myself through writing these poems which really help me to calm I did managed to watch a live screening for Alice in Wonderland play and it was really amazing despite the fact I never watched ballet for two hours in a row before so it really was something! I don't own the characters. They belong to Jun Mochizuki sensei!

I live in a cruel world

A very cruel one indeed

My poor mother has gone

Leaving me all alone.

I clutched the chain on my wrist

My heart splitting as I imagined

Driving the knife into his heart

The one who took my mother's mind.

Then I gazed up into the sky

As a voice filled the air

When I looked I saw ruby eyes

Staring at me with such a wide smile.

"Lacie," she said when I asked

Oh what a lovely name, I thought

But as she danced in rain made of blood

She was more beautiful still.

When the day came for her to go

I felt my heart go with her

As she was dropped into the Abyss

I felt my heart drop into the darkness.

Then I saw someone in the courtyard

Dancing around in a familiar fashion

As I stared in awe at her new creation

A little girl who gave me a similar reaction.

Oh how I miss you Lacie

Your sweet song and words

Alice isn't the same as you though

For she hates me with all her soul.

Now I shall bring it to you

The world you hold so dear

No one shall be spared from this final act

The Tragedy of Sablier shall be enacted.

How I laughed as I thought of your face

How you would be given this world at your feet

I don't care what becomes of me now

So long as you stay with me here forevermore.

Oh things didn't go well

I've been put in a curse

Unable to return to the 100 year cycle

I shall continue an endless deathless cycle.

How I feel my heart shattering

My soul slowly crumbling to pieces

All for the sake for the one I loved

Or was it truly even love, I wonder?

I shall close my mind now

Of what remaining memories I may have

I shall go to slumber for now

Until you once again call for me.

This young man who inhabits me now

Oh he is really something

The way he loves really makes me wonder

Was it possible for a chain to do it either?

Give me my body back, young Oz

I need it now I'm afraid

I have to return to my Lacie now

To prepare for my final fate.

Oh how I have missed you

I wish to join arms with you

Keep me in your embrace my love

As we sink into the Abyss forevermore.