Okay I have been having a pretty bad week so far so I'm just trying to relief myself through writing these poems which really help me to calm I did managed to watch a live screening for Alice in Wonderland play and it was really amazing despite the fact I never watched ballet for two hours in a row before so it really was something! I don't own the characters. They belong to Jun Mochizuki sensei!
I live in a cruel world
A very cruel one indeed
My poor mother has gone
Leaving me all alone.
I clutched the chain on my wrist
My heart splitting as I imagined
Driving the knife into his heart
The one who took my mother's mind.
Then I gazed up into the sky
As a voice filled the air
When I looked I saw ruby eyes
Staring at me with such a wide smile.
"Lacie," she said when I asked
Oh what a lovely name, I thought
But as she danced in rain made of blood
She was more beautiful still.
When the day came for her to go
I felt my heart go with her
As she was dropped into the Abyss
I felt my heart drop into the darkness.
Then I saw someone in the courtyard
Dancing around in a familiar fashion
As I stared in awe at her new creation
A little girl who gave me a similar reaction.
Oh how I miss you Lacie
Your sweet song and words
Alice isn't the same as you though
For she hates me with all her soul.
Now I shall bring it to you
The world you hold so dear
No one shall be spared from this final act
The Tragedy of Sablier shall be enacted.
How I laughed as I thought of your face
How you would be given this world at your feet
I don't care what becomes of me now
So long as you stay with me here forevermore.
Oh things didn't go well
I've been put in a curse
Unable to return to the 100 year cycle
I shall continue an endless deathless cycle.
How I feel my heart shattering
My soul slowly crumbling to pieces
All for the sake for the one I loved
Or was it truly even love, I wonder?
I shall close my mind now
Of what remaining memories I may have
I shall go to slumber for now
Until you once again call for me.
This young man who inhabits me now
Oh he is really something
The way he loves really makes me wonder
Was it possible for a chain to do it either?
Give me my body back, young Oz
I need it now I'm afraid
I have to return to my Lacie now
To prepare for my final fate.
Oh how I have missed you
I wish to join arms with you
Keep me in your embrace my love
As we sink into the Abyss forevermore.
