To ( ): It said in the books he went to the school on the Rez. But since he keeping an eye on Edward, he's going to school to Forks High School.

I learned I had a lot of classes with Bella and Edward. To me, they seemed sullen, but had passion in their eyes. Did that even make sense? But I was still irritated by them.

I walked into Art, glad the day was almost over. I sat down at an empty table and took out my sketch pad. I looked around the room, looking for something to draw. I suddenly noticed a girl sitting more toward the back, focusing as she drew something. She had dirty-blonde insanely short hair, spiky and everything, and wore black jeans, a black shirt, and some cool looking shoes. I smiled, happy for something to draw. I drew her as she drew, and eventualy forgot what I was doing. Later, the teacher asked us to pair and draw something together. I walked to the girl and plopped in the seat in front of her. She looked up, her yellow-green eyes in surprise. "Uh…hi." She said. I cocked my head and then smiled wide. "Wassup! I'm a human!" I said and took her hand. She nodded slowly. "I'm Bailey… Bailey Ford." "Whatcha drawing?" I asked. She looked down before sighing. She turned the skecth pad so I could see it. It was a perfect replica of me, my eyes practically glaring at the paper as I drawed. I laughed. I showed her my drawing and she looked surprised. "Is that me?" She asked. I nodded. She smiled. "I thought you would think I was being a stalker." She said. I laughed. "Trust me, that's not stalker at all." We talked more after that, and I learned she was the lead singer of her band called the Chamber of Emptiness. She asked me if I would come over one day and listen. I told her I would. The bell rang, and she quickly gave me her address. "See you then!" She called as she left. I came out of the class, one more friend by my side. "I'm so proud of myself!" I said, grinning.

Eventually, I learned bronze was the owner of a certain silver Volvo. It was right after Art class. Jacob and I were walking, school over, when Edward walked over to a silver Volvo. My eyes practically bulged out of their sockets. "Is that your car?" I asked, sounding peeved. He turned, confusion on his face. "Of course." "YOU FREAKING BASTARD!" I yelled, probably red in the face. "YOU ALMOST KILLED ME TODAY EARLIER, AND NOT ONLY THAT, I WAS SOAKED TO THE BONE! WITH DROPPINGS FALLING ON ME! WHAT THE FUCK? TO THE BONE WITH DOGGIES!" I yelled, many bystanders turning to see who was yelling hard enough to be heard in Tokyo. He stared at me, really surprised, as I ranted on about being wet and about road pancakes when… "I'm hungry." I suddenly said. "I'm feeling for pancakes. You guys have an IHOP?" Bella and Edward looked at me, clearly not believing how quickly I came out of my yelling rant. "Well? IHOP, people? Mesa starving!" I said before smiling. They truly didn't believe how quickly I came out of it, but no questions. Bella told me of an IHOP a few blocks down and I thanked her. I met up with Jacob and he drove me there. I called Alva and told her about it. She said it was okay if I stayed a little bit longer, so we ate lunch there. I sighed once the food came. "Is something the matter?" Jacob asked, as he chewed. He had practically ordered everything on the menu. I shook my head. "I'm just seeing how quickly I got along with Alva. She' s almost like… Mother." I said. We didn't say much after that. He drove me home and then he turned on the radio. I suddenly recongnized the tune of the song and began to sing along with the radio.

"I'm gonna make it bend and break. It sent you to me without wait, say a prayer, but let the good times roll, in case God doesn't show..." I sang. "And I want these words to make things right, but it's the wrongs that make the words come to life.
"Who does he think he is? "If that's the worst you got, better put your fingers back to the keys." Jacob came in as I sang the chorus.

"One night and one more time. Thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great; "He tastes like you, only sweeter"! One night, yeah, and one more time, Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories; "See, he tastes like you only sweeter"! Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh" I turned and looked at Jacob as I sang.

"Been looking forward to the future. But my eyesight is going bad and this crystal ball, it's always cloudy except for when you look into the past. One night stand..."

"One night and one more time. Thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great; "He tastes like you only sweeter"! One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories; "See, he tastes like you only sweeter"! Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh

They say, I only think in the form of crunching numbers. In hotel rooms collecting page-six lovers. Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes. I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood!"

"One night and one more time. Thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great; "He tastes like you but sweeter"! One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories; "See, he tastes like you only sweeter"!

"One night and one more time. Thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great; "He tastes like you but sweeter"! One night, yeah, and one more time Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories; "See, he tastes like you only sweeter"!

We finished and laughed. A thanks for the Memories by Fall Out Boy was a great song we agreed. "I didn't know you liked Fall Out Boy." I said. Jacob shrugged. "I haven't met many with the same interests." He dropped me off soon after that. "See you tommorrow? I got something to tell you." He said as he dropped me off. I nodded. "See you, Jacob! My piggies are finally flying!" I screamed and then ran into the house, the grin still on my face. I had actually met people who didn't mind how I acted. This place was getting better and better everyday.

. . .

The next day was almost the same as the first. Jacob and Edward, glaring in a class. G-L-A-R-I-N-G. First, there were glares. Second, there were dares. Third, there were swears. I had to be rude to Edward again too. And yet when he walked away, he smirked and motioned Jacob to sit. Jacob got pissed off, I could tell. Once the bell rang, Jacob dragged me down the hall. "We're going to be late." I complained, even though I usually rooted for these kind of thngs. Just then the bell rang. I sighed, and sped up to be beside him. "Where are we going, Jacob?" No response."Why are we skipping class?" No response. That's when the words just slipped out of my mouth, "Are you something like Edward?" This caused him to stop. He didn't even look at me. "I told you I needed to tell you something. I'm the exact opposite. Justice, don't tell anyone. Swear not to tell anyone," he said, looking straight into my eyes. I nodded, as he let go of my hand. "I'm an werewolf...and Edward's a vampire." My eyes didn't grow big, my heart didn't speed up, I was just...excited. "Nyx?" Jacob whispered. "Are you really?" "Yeah...and so is Edward." "Will he eat me?" I asked. Jacob laughed. "I heard they only eat animals.' "What do you eat?" "I eat food...the same as you." "Does this mean that all of the Cullens are vampires?" I asked. he nodded. I smiled widely. At least I now know something… Edward is a poofy-hair Elvis-Vampire.

For the rest of the week I stayed away from the Cullens as much as I could, even though Jacob was watching my every move, making me do so. I walked downstairs, slapping on my finger-less gloves. Edward would try to talk to me, but wouldn't even be able to get close, because Jacob would keep threatining him with garlic bread, making the rest of the Cullens hate me. As if they were allergic to garlic! They knew that I had found out about their secret, but they never even threatened me, or looked at me, except for Edward. Bella would sometimes smile at me and Jacob, but would be pulled off by Edward. I walked into the kitchen and saw that Alva wasn't here. I sighed, looking at the sticky note on the fridge.

Gone to work today, hun, be back at 12 pm!
-Alva

I tore up the note, and threw it into the trash can. Alva was dating some dude named Jeff, who apparently ran the company Alva was working for. Once I had saw her with a ring on her left, ring finger. I gawked at it, but she just said it's a gift. Gift my ass! I knew it wasn't my place to do so…it was her mother's! If I just knew who she was, I would call her up and tell her what her daughter was doing! But then that would make me a snitch, which isn't really what defines a snitch… snitch from Harry Potter! He fly, on his brooms stick, going throught the air like a bird, flying, chasing a golden ball, piggies flying, being free… Right, right. I reminded myself as I ranted on. I needed to be somewhere.

I ran out the door, Justice following me. I locked it, closed, and ran towards the driveway, I began to run. I had promised Bailey I would go over one day to hear her band play, so that's where I was running. A few blocks later, I stood in front of her house. The garage was open and I could see Bailey adjusting a few instruments. I waved. "Bailey!" I yelled. She looked up and looked surprised. I walked up to her. "You actually came." She said in surprise. I smiled. "Of course. I never break a promise." She smiled. She looked down. "Who's this?" She asked as she kneeled down to Justice's height. "Bailey, meet Justice." I said with great flourish. "Good to meet ya." Bailey said and Justice barked.

"Hey, guys! Come meet someone!" Three more people came from the back of the garage. Two of them were girls, and the last one was a guy. The smallest one gave a wave. "Hi, I'm Cherry." She had flaming red hair and blue eyes. "I can see where you got the name." I said. She motioned to the girl next to her. "That's Lilah." Lilah had light brown hair and green eyes. "And this is…" "I'm Owin." The guy said, his hazel eyes full of friendliness. "I'm Nyx, and it's great to meet you." I said. Bailey turned. "Do you want to hear a quick demo?" She asked. I nodded. I sat down on the ground as everyone got to their intruments, Cherry to the drums, Lilah to the electric guitar, Owin to the bass guitar, and Bailey to the microphone. "Ready?" She asked. She held up four fingers. "One, Two, Three, Four." Owin played, and the song began. The band played as Bailey sang and I had to say it was beautiful. The lyrics actually meant something, the ones that made you want to cry. The music seemed to go in at the right moment. It was just… amazing. The song finished and Bailey looked up. "What do you think?" She asked. I got up and smiled. "It was amazing! I can't believe it." She smiled. "Thanks." I asked, "Did you write the lyrics?" She nodded. "I loved them! They meant so much.' I said. She blushed and grinned. I looked to the rest. "You were great too!" They whooped. I looked at my watch. "Oh, I gotta go. I'll see you later?" I asked as I walked away. She nodded. "See you, Nyx!"

I smiled and began to run back home. I had to do something, just one time… Just let one time go the way I plan it. I was almost home when a Silver Volvo pulled up next to me. Guess who? Rose and Emmet quickly got out of the car, and yanked me off the ground, throwing me on Emmet's back. Justice whined from the ground, but by then I couldn't see her. FUCK! I screamed in my head. Why couldn't it just go like I plan it to? Why? I didn't struggle. Why? Thy're fucking vampires! I wouldn't beat them anyway! Rose opened the door of the car, and Emmet threw me in. Soon I was in between Rose and Emmet. I sat there, quiet, and curious. Before I could open my mouth, Bella opened her's first. "Vampires are after you." She said, simply and calmly. I could see Edward fidget in his seat, as his jaws tightened. I glanced between both of them, before her information processed in my mind. "What?" I yelled, causing Rose and Emmet to flinch. Rose grabbed my arm in a firm hold. I tried to yank it from her grip but no sucess."Calm down. They just want to kill you." She smiled, laughing slightly. I smiled back, more of a sneer. "Right, 'cause that's what I need. A bunch of vampy-fuckers wanting to kill me. And just as my life was getting calm…" I moaned. Edward looked at me, surprised, and Emmet glared at the blonde, before removing her hand from my now red arm. I glared at her and I rubbed at it, as Bella cleared her throat. I looked at her.

"Why would they want me?" I asked. Bella looked down, I think with a sad expression. "They think Edward has taken interest in you, and they want to use you as bait." Rose said, satisfied with upsetting Bella and I. I looked at Edward. He was trying to hide his face from both me and Bella. I saw tears well up in Bella's eyes. "Oh." I whispered, before the car became completely quiet. Well, that's great. I thought with bitterness. Not only are there white vampires, but now other white vampires who think I like a Elvis imitator. What the hell?

"We're taking you to our home...to keep you safe." Emmet said. "But what about Alva?" I asked. I was more surprised at myself. I had never cared for a foster before, but I truly cared for Alva. "She thinks you're sleeping over with us, don't worry." Rose said, before looking out of the window, obviously upset. I smirked, but quickly frowned."What about Jacob? " I asked. They remained quiet. "What he doesn't know won't hurt him." Edward spoke up, and pulled out of the driveway.

We arrived back at the castle I had first aproached a rough four months ago. Once Emmet lead me up the stairs, followed by the mad Rose, the door opened wide, revealing a overly enthusiastic Alice. She gave me the biggest smile ever, and skipped over to me. She brought me into a warm embrace, before looking me down. "You look prettier than ever! I can't wait til' Esme sees!" She laughed. I just nodded and then looked up at Jasper, standing at the doorway. He gave me a faint smile, before dissapearing back into the house. Alice grabbed my hand, and lead me into the house, upstairs towards the kitchen.

As I walked into the kitchen I saw Carlise and Esme. They greeted me with warm smiles, but quickly hugged me as well. "Nice of you to come." Esme said. "She had no choice." Edward's voice rang through my ears, and his cold grip tightened on my hand. What was I, some kind of little kid? I quickly shook his hand off, as he pulled me into a room. On side was a glass wall while the other was a wall. I moved around the room, absorbing all of it's unique characteristics. Then I saw a radio. I walked to it, and pressed the play button. A classical piece came on, and I quickly turned it off. I looked at Edward.

"This is your room." I stated. He nodded, not caring. "We put a bed in here...for you to sleep on..." I saw Bella come behind him, pointing to the glass wall. I nodded. Jacob had told me that vampires don't sleep.

"Where will you stay?" I asked Edward. He sighed, and looked at Bella."In here...with you. I have to protect you." he said, as Bella's eyes drifted towards the hallway. I nodded. How did I get into this mess?

I closed my eyes. I'm so worthless. Such a… even I didn't know what to call myself. I bit my lip. I even needed vampires to protect me. Was I just here for someone's entertainment? I sometimes wonder who I really am. Am I some kind of pathetic life form? A villain of some kind, here to taint the young mind? A heroine? Some fucked up person in the head? Who am I? I can't tell, not yet. I'm afraid I won't know until it's too late. But I hope I'll learn soon. I really do want to know. But in the end, after life, after miscommunications, after adventures, after situations, after fights, after yelling's, after everything that happens, the question will always remain… WHO AM I? I opened my eyes, suddenly furious. This was going to end now.

"Why do you care?" I suddenly spit out. He looked at me surprised. "What do you mean?" I laughed, never a good sign in moments like these. I pointed to myself. "Why do you care for a pathetic creature like me? Do you seriously care whether I live or not?" I raised my arms. "I've got no life, no one to tell me they love me! The closest thing I have ever gotten to that was years ago." I gave him a pained smile. "Kill me! I wish to be no more! Kill me! I'm no one to you! I don't know you! Why do you care!" He stared. "Everyone deserves a chance to live." He said. I laughed with slight hysteria. "As if I deserve to live! Kill me!" He only stared. I smiled with tears dripping down my face. "Fine. I never said I'd let go easily." I took out the knife I managed to grab as we walked past the kitchen. He immediately realized what I was going to do. He was suddenly in front of me, trying to pull the knife out of my hand. "Let go!" I yelled. Suddenly there a pair of hands pulling me away and I was staring into someone's golden eyes. "Please." Emmett said. "Kill me! I say! I'm not afraid to leave! I don't try to hang on, I'm leaving!" I yelled. "Stop!" Edward yelled. "Shut up!" Someone said. I suddenly lost it. "I SHUT UP FOR TEN YEARS, AND STILL AM! I WILL NEVER SHUT UP AGAIN!" I pushed Emmett away and jumped to my feet. "I've never met someone with such a will to die." Someone muttered and then I felt a pain at the back of my head. I fell forward and then blackness.

. . .

Bella and I ate cereal, awkardly, as all of the Cullens watched us. I looked up into Edward's eyes, glaring. They were keeping an close eye on me after my stunt last night. "Another knife in my hands…" I whispered. Before I took my sixth bite, I put my sppon down in the bowl. I pushed the bowl away, slowly. I just wasn't hungry anymore. Alice quickly rushed to my side, picked up the bowl, and set it in the sink. Bella kept eating, as casual as you can get. I cleared my throat, and stood from the table, stretching.

"Uh...school?" I asked, trying to change the mood of the room. "Waiting for Bella." Rosalie sighed, sounding bored. I glared at her too. She was the one who knocked me out. Bella ignored the comment, and finished her food. Once she was done Edward took her by his side, and walked out of the kitchen. Carlise looked at me. "Could I have a word with you, Nyx?" He asked. I nodded. The rest stayed. They were going to hear anyway. He cleared his throat. "May I ask why you wanted to take your life yesterday?" I laughed and clearly that wasn't the reaction he expected. "I didn't want to take my life." I said. "I wanted you guys to take it." "Why?" He asked. "'Cause then it would mean something. I didn't kill myself, I was killed. I could be free because I had placed my life in someone's hands and they dropped me." I smiled sadly. "There is nothing here. Why wait years when it can happen now?" I looked at them all. "You are cursed." I gave them a pained smile. "Living forever, but then you are lucky. You get to watch the world crumble around you, the horrible truth." I laughed. "You get to watch history repeat itself, know exactly how it happened. Eventually, you'll wish for death's embrace." I stopped smiling. "Why wait? I already know how I'm going to finish, dead. Why wait, I ask you? Why wait?" He looked at me sadly. "You're full potential. Why waste it?" I smiled. "Wasting is not the same thing as letting it go." He sighed. "We should go, we're going to be late."Edward said from the door. I looked sincerely into Carlise's eyes. "But thank you for not bending to my will. I would I have broken my promise to Bailey, and I don't do that. Thank you for your words." I smiled.

Emmett grabbed my hand, and lead me out. Rose followed, fuming. Once we were outside Emmet held the silver Volvo door open for me, and let me in. I got in, thanking him, when something hit me. "What about Jacob?" I asked.

"What about him?" Edward asked, icily, as Emmet and Rose sat on both sides of me. "What do you mean, 'what about him?'? He's going to be asking where have I been, why, and why was I with the Cullens! It's obvious that you all hate me!" I said, angrily. Alice and Jasper came to the open window on Rosalie's side."We don't hate you!" Alice giggled."We think you're kind of off, but not hate! Well, Rosalie does." Emmet laughed. I could feel Rose's close glare on my side cheek. " I could tell." I muttered."So you don't hate me for finding out about you?" I asked. No one spoke, except Jasper."No. We just don't want you to tell anyone." He said, in a low whisper. I smirked. "As if anyone would believe me." I closed my eyes and put my hands over my heart. "Socorro! Hay vampiros en Forks! Quieren tomar mi sangre!" I laughed. I opened my eyes, seeing six pair of eyes looking back. 'What?" I said. "It's true. But I would never tell." I leaned back. "Once a secret is told, I'm not the one who repeats it." I nodded, and fixed my eyes on Edward, who was starting up the car. He gave me a quick glance, and began to move the car in reverse. Alice and Jasper stood, watching us leave.

"Aren't they coming?" I asked, as we rode down the road. "No," Emmet said. "They have to go...hiking." I nodded, not really sure he was telling the truth. "Hunting." Rose corrected, in an evil tone. "I heard that you don't eat people. Animals?" They all nodded, except for Bella who was looking out fo the window, quite sad. I watched her, until her eyes widened. "Stop!" She yelled, and Edward clammed on the brakes. "What?" Rose asked. Bella pointed her shaking finger into the forest.

We all turned our attention to what she was looking at."Jacob?" I said, climbing over Emmett to get a better look. Jacob was in wolf form, but he was bigger and his eyes were red. Wait? Was that really Jacob? I unlocked the doors, and jumped out quickly, managing not to get caught by Emmet. I sat up, from the ground and looked at the wolf. I could hear Emmet getting out of the car, so I quickly jumped up, and brushed myself off. A pair of cold hands gripped my shoulders. I looked up, expected to see Emmet, but it was Carlise!

"Carlise?" I asked. He wasn't looking at me. He was looking at the huge wolf. "Get her back into the car." Carlise said, passing me to Emmet, still not looking at me. Emmet nodded, and pulled me along."Stop! Stop! You're not going to hurt him are you?" I screamed. "Fucking un-dead superman! Why can't you just die! Potatoes! Free the human, free the poor birdies!" I yelled. Emmet was still pulling me by my shoulders, when I bit him. He snatched his hands away from my now sore shoulders, and put his mouth over my bite mark. I ran away from him, and past Carlise, but didn't get to far, because another wolf jumped in front of me. This one was Jacob.

"Wh-What?" I asked, looking at the two of them. The other wolf growled, then barked. Jacob remained quiet, and motioned me to get on his back. I looked back at Carlise who, nodded his head. I quickly climbed on Jacob's back, and he ran off with me. He went into the forest, me clinging onto him. He dodged all of the treess that came up, making me swing side to side. When we reached near the forest clearing I jumped off of his back. "Jacob?" I asked, as tears welled up in my eyes. Jacob turned back, and brought me into his chest. "Who was that?" I mumbled into his chest. Jacob sighed, "I don't know. But I doubt he's from here. He was probably just traveling or something, when you all spotted him." I nodded into his chest, and pulled away. "How did you know I was here?" I asked. "I could sense a threat, and I heard you scream." He said, smiling. "Are you mad?" "For what?" He nodded, knowing what I was talking about. "If I'm mad at anyone it's the Cullens. They got you into this Voultri mess." He growled. I looked down at my feet, and Jacob tugged at my arm. "Let's go to school." he said.

"Let's let you change first!" I laughed, at the half naked Jacob. He blushed at his torn pants and shirt. "Ooooooh! Doggy boxers!" I laughed, as Jacob chased me out of the forest.

. . . I"M FINALLY GETTING THERE! Oh GOD, PIGGIES ARE FLYING! SUPERMAN IS DEAD! OH!