what another chapter?! Haha I'm having to much fin with this story haha :D Enjoy x

Damon's POV

I walked around he campus of Whitmore, trying to sort my mind out. What the fuck has gotten into me?! I nearly KISSED Jeremy Gilbert! He's a boy! I'm not gay... I'm not... Am I ? No...

I'm drunk that's all... I think. My minds about fuzzy to be honest since the 'Katherine' drama. Argh God. I decide to sit against a tree a I watched the sky. There was something about Jeremy Gilbert. It's his kind heart that draws me... Damon no. Fuck I'm so confused with myself. I think I just need to think through all the deepest a thoughts I have in Jeremy.

All the gooey moshy feelings I think I have for him. There is something about him that I find attracts me to him, in a way no other boy had ever done! For christs sake. All just remember the smell of his breath which smelt like chocolate. He had a distinct smell, almost girly. His brown eyes showed me every thing. His face was very attractive. I slapped my hand over my face. Fuck it... I can't. Be. Gay.

Elena's POV

What have I done! Oh my god! I paced the room. I need to pretend to be sleeping just incase he comes back, yes. That's what I will do. I rushed to my bed and pulled the covers up to my face. I can't be falling for him already? It's only been 3 days... Or 2. I don't know. But the closeness of his lips send me to overdrive! Jeez... I have turned off the lamp and I was alone, in the dark. This was messed up. Fat tears fell down my cheeks and I shut my eyes. It feels like I have known him for so long though, that was the thing.

I understand why he rejected my kiss, but I couldn't help feel a little hurt. Ok that's a lie. A lot hurt. I wiped my face and tried to sleep. The lock for the door rattled as a drunk Damon entered. I could tell he was drunk from the way he slanted to the side as he walked. He shut the door noisily, and flopped onto his bed.

"Jer? You awake?" I was disturbed by his slurred voice. I pretend to stay asleep.

"I guess not," he mumbled. Few minutes later I heard his soft snores indicating he was asleep. I sighed and feel asleep eventually.

"PLONK" was all I heard making me jump awake in fight I look to my right and see Damon asleep in all his clothes, now on the floor. I glanced to the alarm clock and it was only 6am. My heavy broke arm hurt. Argh it so annoying.

"Fuck that hurt," Damon groaned into the rug. I couldn't fight the giggle that escaped my lips. Damon's eyes looked at me as he lifted his head. He slowly got up and reached for his side drawer. He pulled out aspirin. He grabbed my drink bottle that was on my side and popped himself on my bed.

"Alright then," I chuckled. He swallowed two pills and drank the rest of my water. He studied my bottle.

"Who's Elena Gilbert?" He says reading the bottle. I stiffened for a second the relaxed.

"She's uh my sister," I told him as he nodded.

"Is she hot?" He asked and I laughed.

"She's my sister but I guess so," I chuckled. He just nodded his head as he put bottle to the ground.

"How's the uh, arm?" He asked me as I shrugged.

"Fine I guess," suddenly Caroline's ID showed up on my phone as it rung.

"Who's that?" He asked. So many questions.

"A girl. If you know what I mean," I winked to him and he looked shocked. I mentally high fived myself as I picked up my phone.

"Hey babe,"

"Hey how's it going?"

"No it's good, miss you though,"

"Is someone in the room,"

"Uh mm"

"Ok well gotta go,"

"Bye Care,"

I hanged up and Damon was now looking at his hands. Was he jealous ? No haha...

"She misses me,"

"I bet," he bluntly said before hopping of my bed.

"What's up with you this morning?"

"Hungover, confused, hungover," he explained as I nodded.

"Why confused?" I curiously asked he just shrugged.

"It's not important," he reached into his closet and pulled out fresh clothes. I decided to let it slip for now. I got up from the bed and saw blood on my sheets. Shit... SHIT! I quickly covered it with the blanket and I wrapped my hoodie around my waist. Why now?! Uh God.

"You ok?" Damon asks as I rush around the room.

"Huh, yes I and... Um I gotta use the bathroom." With that I grabbed my school bag and pants before leaving.

Rushing to the toilets I went to the cubical. Pulling out the tampons they ended up spilling everywhere!

"Fuck!" I said under my breath. I picked them up before finishing up. As I rushed back to my dorm, Damon was playing his guitar softly as I walked in.

"Wow you play?" I said putting my stuff down.

"Yeah, have been for years." He smiled at me and I blushed suddenly. I need to stop.

"Play me something..." I said sitting on my bed as he blushed.

"I've never played for anyone..." He admitted.

"Please?" I begged. It's not a very 'manly' thing to do but I didn't really care. He shrugged the started to pick at his guitar. I recognized it as 'Let Her Go' by Passenger. He passed the intro and he shocked me by singing the first verse. His voice was amazing. My heart bet as he sang the chorus with a lot of power. After the last chord was played I gave him a huge clap.

"Wow your incredible!" I said as e blushed again, which was very cute on him.

"Thanks," he smiled ,placing his guitar away.

"I think we should get ready for class," I suggested as Damon agreed.

I sat in biology and the professor followed shortly afterwards. "Ok class today I will assign you to partners," I looked around he room and noticed Damon talking to a blonde. He winked to her several times and I shook it off. Why was I so protective over him all of a sudden.

"... Damon and Amber as Jeremy and Rebekah." The blonde that sat next to Damon walked to me as I assumed she was Rebekah. I caught Damon's eyes for brief second before facing the pretty blonde.

"Hi Jeremy, I'm Rebekah," she winked at me as she licked her lips. God she was a lady's man. I gulped as she said very close to me. The class dragged on and I caught glimpses to Damon who seemed to be watching. The bell ran and I had gotten Rebekah's number.

"I'm in room 214 if you ever want to , you know," she winked as she swayed we ass out the room. Damon appeared beside me and I gulped. "Well she likes you at least," he said as he pushed past me. What was up with him.

The day finally finished and I walked to my dorm. Suddenly two hands grabbed hold of me. They pushed me to a wall as lips attacked me, Rebekah. I had to fight the throw up I had in me. I pushed the blond off me,

"What are you doing?!" I asked wiping my mouth.

"I thought you liked me," Rebekah pouted.

"I'm not interested," I said pushing past her and rushing to my dorm. I shut the door and breathed as I leaned against it.

"Good make out?" Damon's said from his bed. He was shirtless and doing his homework. He looked a pissed.

"Actually no, she uses to much tongue to be honest," I said laughing as I wiped the lipstick from my mouth.

I got my books out and started to study as Damon did. Not another word was spoken that night.

its getting a bit awkward haha. Like damon said, he's confused as hell. Haha please review! x