The sea
breeze danced lightly through Jenny's hair and she savoured the
familiarity of it. The sand was coarse and warm beneath her bare
feet. The foaming waves rolling onto shore playfully teased around
their ankles. Jenny sent a glance over her shoulder, noting the
length of the beach they'd already walked. A couple of kids were
flying a neon yellow and orange kite in the sky, and scarcely clad
bronze bodies were scattered about on a multitude of beach towels.
Neither of them had spoken a word, and although Julian was
holding her hand throughout their walk, Jenny couldn't help but
feel insecure. Her mind was swamped with worry about whether Julian
would be receptive to the news, and doubt was gnawing at her about
whether she was ready herself.
Jenny risked a quick glance at
him. The wind rippled through his shirt, pressing it tight against
his physique. Her gaze followed the perfectly toned and defined
muscles underneath. Heat rose to her cheeks when she realized she was
staring, and Jenny tore her gaze away and focussed on the beach ahead
of her instead. About a hundred yards away a large rock formation cut
off the wilder and less visited stretch of beach on the other side.
This would conclude their walk, Jenny knew.
But as much as she
knew she had to say it, the words stuck in her throat, and her lips
refused to form the syllables. Her voice was non-existent, and only
air passed through her lips.
"I've been thinking," Julian
broke the silence, and Jenny nearly collapsed in relief. "About
tonight, Jenny. If you really want to make amends with Faye, you have
my support. On one condition," Julian met her gaze sharply. "You're
doing it for yourself."
Jenny's eyebrows lifted in surprise.
"For myself?"
"Yes." Julian said. "If you want to kindle
a friendship with Faye, feel free to do so. Above all else, she does
make a worthy friend."
"I don't get it," Jenny shook her
head. "You speak so highly of her, but you don't want anything to
do with her yourself."
"It would benefit you to gain her as an
ally, Jenny. Besides, she'll be more approachable... and civilised
without me hanging around." Julian said.
"Wait. Are you
telling me you're not coming tonight?" Jenny asked,
stunned.
Julian responded with a look that answered her question.
"You can't expect me too. I don't want to talk to Faye, and I'd
be happy to never lay eyes on her again. Obviously, the feeling is
mutual. There's nothing to be done about it, Jenny."
"But..."
Jenny trailed off weakly, staring back at him helplessly. "But,
Julian..."
"Jenny." Julian said, his voice edged with an
uncharacteristic hint of annoyance.
Jenny let out her breath and
looked away. If Julian didn't want to physically be there, there
was nothing she could do to force him. She'll just need to work on
Faye first, and then she'll devise some master plan to patch
things up. If, Jenny considered, the truth behind Julian and Faye's
apparent rivalry didn't destroy her in the process.
"You've
been meaning to talk to me," Julian said nonchalantly.
Jenny
stared back up at him. His face was a bland canvas without
expression, and she knew he was giving her the opening she'd been
waiting for. But with those mesmerising blue eyes on her, all words
fled her mind. Jenny gazed back at him helplessly, captivated by his
exotic beauty.
"Any time now, Jenny." Julian made a slight
gesture with his hand, indifference changing into expectation.
Jenny
didn't try to find her voice until it became clear Julian wasn't
going to move unless she gave him a response. She chewed her lip
nervously, and after a moment's hesitation, she disengaged her hand
from his. She rubbed her hands together distractedly, avoiding his
gaze by watching the bobbing heads out in the surf instead. The
silence dragged out mercilessly.
"All right, come on," Julian
chided, taking her clasped hands and leading her toward the rock
formation. He helped her onto it easily by using outcrops as stepping
stones, and after seating himself Julian tugged her down in front of
him.
Jenny sat down on the smooth rock, feeling the warmth of it
soak through her pants. She leaned back uncertainly, and rested her
head against his chest. Julian shifted behind her, and a moment
later his
long legs straightened on either side of her. She didn't know how
she was going to talk to him now. Jenny knew she had to face him when
she broke the news. Now, how was she going to do this...
Julian
let out a deep sigh, his breath warm against her cheek. Her
uncertainty and tension gradually faded when his long slender fingers
expertly kneaded the tight knots in her shoulders, loosening the
tense muscles. Jenny watched the waves crash into the edge of the
formation a slight distance away from where they were seated upon the
rock, sending white spray into the air after every collision.
Jenny
tried not to show too much disappointment when his fingers withdrew a
little while later. She lifted her arms and draped them around
Julian's shoulders, clasping her hands together behind his neck,
and Jenny relaxed back against his chest. She tipped her head back to
look up at him, finding to her startled surprise that looking at him
at an angle only gave her a fresh view of his beauty. She closed her
eyes and smiled when he kissed her softly on her forehead. With a
content sigh, Jenny lowered her head and stared out at the ocean
before them.
If only they could stay like this forever, Jenny
thought wistfully. She hated to think that she was going to be the
one to disrupt the intimate moment. She had to tell him before they
got up to leave here. But not right this moment. She'll tell him a
little later, she just wanted to savour the memory for a few more
minutes.
Jenny's smile softened and deepened when Julian gently
ran his hands along her arms. Smooth, loving strokes. Up, down. Up,
down. Little tingly shocks followed in the wake of his touch, and
Jenny lost herself in the sensation.
Reality batted an eye
through her dreamy state when Julian's hands slid down her arms one
more time, and unwaveringly continued their downward course until his
cool fingers came to rest on her abdomen. Her heart leapt into her
throat and remained there, thudding sickeningly.
His thumbs
proceeded to caress the skin around her navel in small circles. He
bent his head down a moment later, pressing his cheek against hers.
Jenny turned her head to look at him uncertainly. It was obvious
he knew. She didn't know how he could possibly know, but he
definitely knew. Julian met her gaze, his eyes blazing blue
sapphires.
Jenny waited anxiously for him to say something
comforting, or to go into a fit demanding why she hadn't told him
sooner. The tenderness in his expression was suddenly replaced with a
mischievous boyish smile, and it only succeeded in unnerving Jenny.
"How did you know?" Jenny asked, her voice breathless.
"I
know you, Jenny." Julian said, clearly amused by her obvious
confusion.
His reaction was bewildering, and Jenny decided to
spare herself the headache of pondering about it. He must have known
for some time to not be upset by it, long enough to have come to
terms with it, Jenny thought. She suppressed the questions and doubts
rising in her mind. It was done. Julian had figured it out somehow,
and it saved her the awkwardness and fear of breaking the news to
him.
"We can discuss it on the walk back home," Julian said
before Jenny could get another word out. "There's no rush."
They
sat like that, just holding each other, for what seemed to last
forever. The wind whispered around them, and soothed their skin with
a cooling caress against the baking warmth of the sun; and the roar
of the waves was mesmerising. Turning to rest her cheek against
Julian's chest, Jenny found familiar comfort in the rhythmic beat
of his heart. Safe in the gentle embrace of his strong arms, Jenny
closed her eyes and lost herself in the perfect harmony of the world
around them.
Ooo888ooO
A/N: This chapter was planned to be Julian x Jenny only. I'm not very good at romantic scenes, which is why it's so short. With that said, if someone points out where I go wrong or where I can improve, the next one might be a bit longer. Hint-hint.
