Chapter 4

The rest of the week seemed to fly by as I got more excited for Friday. It didn't matter to me that no one seemed to really want me in any of the classes or that both Mike and Edward we set on ignoring me. I knew that come Friday it would be better.
When Friday arrived I barely paid any attention in any of my classes not that I really had to since it was still stuff I had already learned back in Arizona. When the final bell rang on I headed outside to head home and get ready as I was getting ready to unhook my bike Alice came up to me.
"Hey Jacob, you are still coming tonight aren't you? I personally am really looking forward to seeing you there." I looked at her and smiled the most sincere smile I had since I had arrived.
"Of course I will be there I would not miss it for the world." She reached over and hugged me before running off to catch up with her brother and go home. When I got home I realized that I had forgotten to mention this party to my father. I walked to his office door and knocked.
"Come in." He called out I stepped inside the extremely clutter room. "What is it Jacob I'm kind of busy at the moment." He didn't sound too happy that I was bothering him.
"I just wanted to make sure it was okay that I went to a party down at the beach tonight." As the sentence came out of my mouth my father swirled around in his chair and glared at me.
"Let me guess those Cullen's invited you to come to this party and you agreed even after I told you to not talk with them." I could hear the anger in his voice. But didn't I overhear him talking to Harry about me and said that he was not gonna stop me. Should I bring that up or would he get to mad at me for eavesdropping on his conversation.
"Dad you did not give me any good reason for why I could not hang out with them. I'm gonna go tonight. I don't see anything wrong with the Cullen's so unless you are willing to give me a better reason then you just don't want me associating with them I am gonna keep talking with them." I turned to leave the room but before I could get out my father grabbed my shoulder.
"Look son and you listen well. You live under my roof and what I say goes you understand? I have already given you more freedom then I had planned too when you moved up here so don't go taking advantage of it. You can go tonight but after this I don't want you having any more contact with them and if you do you will pay for it." I looked at him completely appalled. I decided I was gonna stick up for myself and let him know I overheard him talking to Harry.
"Look dad I know that you have your reasons for wanting me to stay away from them I heard that the other night when you were talking to Harry but I also heard you say that you were gonna let it just happen to try to prove something and prevent a war from happening. So if you are now saying that I can't hang out with them then you are one big hypocrite." I stormed out of the office and into my room slamming the door behind me. How can he be like this? I decided to grab a fast shower and get ready as quick as I could so I could get away from him.
After I got all ready I left my room to leave but my father was standing in the doorway. "Now you look here I don't know how much you overheard me talking to Harry about but don't you go saying anything about it that was private business. Now I want you back here by one and no later you got that?" I nodded my head and he stepped to the side to let me out of the house. I hopped on the bike and sped as fast as I could to the beach. When I got there the party seemed to already be in full swing. I left my bike at the top edge of the beach and headed down to going the party. I caught a glimpse of Alice and started her way.
"Hey Alice! Wow this is quite the party." I smiled at her happy to be out of my father's house. She looked extremely happy to see me there.
"Hey Jacob so glad you could come! These parties get kind of crazy with people drinking and smoking but they are so much fun so just let loose and enjoy yourself!" She bounded off as soon as she finished talking probably to find someone else to talk to. I walked around for a little bit before I found a group of kegs and got myself a drink. I chugged my first one down and got myself another and started walking around subconsciously trying to find Edward but not really meaning to. After about a minute I found him sitting all by himself drinking something from a brown paper bag. I decided to go join him. He looked up as I sat down beside him.
"Hey you're Jacob right? I remember you." His speech was a little slurred and I could tell he had been drinking for a while and I got really curious as to what he had in the bag.
"Yeah and you are Edward. What you drinking in there?" I motioned to the bag he had in his hand.
"Oh this. It's just some good ol' Jack. Me and him are good buddies during these parties." He looked at the bag as if remembering something he didn't want to remember. "They just aren't the same anymore when you don't have someone to share them with like everyone else." I looked around and realized that just about everyone was standing in couples. I thought to myself, were we the only people who didn't have anyone here? I pushed the thought out of my mind before I spent too much time over thinking it.
"Well you aren't the only one buddy care to share?" He handed me the bottle and I tipped it up taking a big ol' gulp. I felt the fire of it burning down my throat and into my stomach. It had been a while since I had drunk straight whiskey and had forgotten the feeling. I took another swig before handing the bottle back to him. I watched him as he took a drink himself and caught myself admiring the gracefulness of his hands. Wait what are you thinking Jacob this is a man we are talking about! Thought my subconscious was telling me to stop I couldn't seem to push it out of my mind. We went back and forth share the bottle and him muttering to himself for the next hour. I didn't mind it was actually kind of nice. After a while I realized that I had to go relieve myself. I stood up and walked towards the edge of the woods. After I relieved myself I turned back around to see Edward standing right there. Before I had a chance to react his lips were on mine and he was pushing me up against the tree. Before I knew it I was kissing him back. He wrapped his arm around my neck and let the other start rubbing down my back. I pushed my groin against him involuntarily and I could feel his cock hardening against me. I could feel my own heat growing in my pants. I wrapped my arms around his neck as our kiss deepened and I felt his hand grabbing at my ass through my pants. His lips left mine and started moving down to my neck as his hands went to the bottom of my shirt and started lifting it up. His hands were cold against my warm chest and I couldn't help but enjoy the sensation. I let out a low moan as he bit my neck gently. As his hands started to trail down to my pants my mind suddenly snapped back to reality and realized what was happening. I pushed him away from me as hard as I could. I suddenly felt the need to take the offensive to try to hide my own reaction.
"What the hell just happened Edward I'm not gay dude." I turned away from him to start heading back to the beach when I heard him say something softly that I didn't quite catch. "What did you say I couldn't understand you?"
"I said your body was telling a different story. And don't go trying to blame it on the booze because that would not make your react like that if you were a straight man. I have seen you looking at me all week like you were checking me out and you were hanging out with Mike who you must know by now is also gay. But fine if you want to be in denial be that way." He stormed off before I could say anything else. Could he be right? Did I not know something about myself? I decided not to think on it and decided I should head home. Maybe if I go to sleep I will wake up and this will all just have been a dream.

Maybe.