Chapter 4: Surprises

Author's Note: Hello everyone. I realized as I finished the last chapter that this is NOT where I wanted it to go. I felt like it was too mushy and it was not what I could make it live up to. Leave your thoughts in the reviews.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT. I ONLY OWN ALLY. Onwards!

I walked inside and to Jeramie's table. I stood there arms crossed. The Cullens stopped in the doorway. Jeramie's eyes widened.

"Ally? You look amazing!" He exclaimed.

"Yeah. I guess I made myself less of a freak." I snapped.

"What do you want?" Sarah said. I sent her a death glare. She chocked on what she was drinking.

"Jeramie can I talk to you outside." I said. He nodded. We walked outside and the Cullens watched from the window.

"Ally how did you change?" He said looking me over.

"Magic I guess." I said emotionless. A small piece of him replayed in my mind. My eyes became black and I pinned him up against the wall. He stared at me with wide eyes.

"Want some more of me eh?" He said. I stared longingly at his throat. I turned my head away and let him go. I went inside and went as fast and humanly possible to my locker. When I got there I slid down it and held my hand in my head. My eyes were wide and I was thinking miles a second. Jasper ran to me and sat next to me hugging me.

"I know how hard this is." He said resting his chin on my shoulder. My eyes widened at the floor and my arms went to my sides. I went limp in his arms and just stared at the ground. I seemed to be stuck in my mind. I heard voices.

"Her mind has just stopped. She can't handle all this stress. We have to take her to the house." I heard Edward say. I twitched and blinked my eyes. I didn't come out of my mind but I did feel. I stood up.

"What is she doing?" I heard Emmett say.

"She's trying to come back. Her mind isn't registering. We have to go." I heard Alice say.

I nodded and Jasper led me outside. They texted my mom I'm guessing and we headed towards their cars. I got in and stared out the window. I gasped. My mind came back and we were at the Cullen's house.

"Jas.. Jasper?" I said. Jasper turned to look at me and hugged me. I coughed and got out of the car. My throat felt on fire. I took a breath in. There was a jogger. I ran and the Cullens took off after me. I went up a tree and stayed there. I smelt it again and almost jumped. I was stopped and turned around.

Jasper held onto my arm and looked at me with a pleading look in his eyes. I looked into his eyes. I saw what I looked like and relaxed. I heard a grunt, and I smelt blood. I sighed and jumped towards it. I pounced on the jogger. I held it down of the ground as it struggled. I stared at it's neck and bit. I did what I did and looked at it. I then realized what I just did. I stood up and wiped my mouth. I turned around and saw Jasper. He looked at me with a terrified look. Edward, Alice, and Emmett came. I looked towards them and I ran in the opposite direction.

'I'm a monster. I killed someone. Some who has to go home to a family and had a life. I killed someone. I'm a monster.' I thought and kept thinking. The horrified face Jasper had and the jogger had made me want to kill myself. Maybe I could go to the Volturi. Maybe they would kill me. Maybe I could torture myself and join them. I ran until I came to a mountain. I collapsed. My body just stopped working. I heard Edward come towards me. He stared down at me and picked me up. I fell asleep. A vampire, and I fell asleep. I'm such a weakling. Jeramie and Sarah were right about everything.

I woke up in a bed. I'm guessing Jasper's bed. If he even has one. I sat up and I felt something push me back down. Jasper. I smiled and lied back down. I stared at the ceiling. I looked to my left and saw Jasper. I smiled and he lied down next to me.

"I killed someone. I killed someone and I knew I did. I'm a monster." I said. His eyebrows furrowed.

"You're not a monster. You just did what you're nature told you to do. It's not your fault." He said. I smiled and closed my eyes. I eventually went to sleep again.