100 Moments Of An Unknown Heart

by Inmate XIV

For xDarkness-Angelx's 100 Themes of Various Couples Challenge : Two hearts. Some existing, some not. Real or unreal, they still found a way to love. Light fades to Darkness, Darkness to Light. Is love really that different? Some slash/yaoi. Chapter 47 : Vanitas/Riku "He was dark and dangerous, yet so very tempting..."

4. Drug

Theme : Drug

Couple : Onesided VanQua, TerQua

A/N : I'll leave it up to you to wonder if Vanitas dies or not at the end of this one. It's kinda open ended. And an A/U.

XXXHikari-KuraiXXX : Well, good. :D RikuNami's a neglected couple and needs more people to love them! D: I saw it more of the second way, too, but I could see how it would apply to the first way. (And that's why I said you could interpret it anyway you wanted...)

Omega Star Shooter 14 : Lol! He is kinda cute...*Didn't just say that!*

Peppermint-N-Spice : Riku was being a little creeperish, I must admit. But you know, teenage boys and their hormones...If I squint hard and look at it, it does look sorta like a fish! In a strange way. And the sad thing is, as for the video games, Eraqus is the only Japanese guy in a Japanese game. I noticed that too, and I just kinda sat there for a minute looking at that picture, and wondered. I do know that there is a black guy in Final Fantasy XIII that's good. I think his name is Sazh, and so I don't think Square Enix is really racist, but who knows. (Though, I haven't gotten the chance to play FF XIII yet, so I don't know if he's good. He looks good.)

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Vanitas probably never really needed to do drugs. She got him going pretty good, got him pretty high, because he freaking loved her. But she didn't love him, and that's why he did drugs in the first place; his life was full of negatives, and drugs were the only exception. They made him feel good, the same way Aqua made him feel good. He never made her feel good, she thought he was a freak, because that's what he was labeled on the college campus. Nothing more than a freak.

The only thing he's aware of is the fact that he's falling. The syringe lands a few feet away from him, but it seems so far away. Damn…did he overdose again? Again? Not again…he hated the hospital and how they made his wake up, when what he really wanted was to just die, if he couldn't have Aqua. But she had Terra, and she loved him.

Vanitas coughs, small dots of blood hitting the wood floor. Luckily his room mate, Sora, isn't there, therefore he wouldn't call the cops, and so the raven haired man could just die in peace.

He shut his eyes. The rest of his breath leaked out from beyond his lips, leaving him to wonder if Aqua would even care if he died…