Disclaimer: I still don't own Vocaloid…
Oh yeah, I update this as fast as I can, since this story start to bring me more burden to updating it. With burden I mean, I just have the feeling that "Why this story never end?" etc. don't worry I will end this soon. Maybe this chapter or the next one will be the end. I need to rethink about putting the lemon scene or not, though…
A man walks aimlessly as he calls for a name. He already wears his clothes and inside his pocket, he puts a revolver there. He looks everywhere in the garden to find his beloved. But, everyone knows that the one he looking for… not exist anymore in this world.
"Lenka… where are you?" he says as he walks aimlessly in the garden.
As he walks, he found a building that looks like his house. What he sees is the one he looking for since before… Lenka, his wife, his beloved one, and the one he never wishes to lost.
"Lenka…" he says as he walks to the direction where Lenka stands.
Lenka wears an all-white dress and tie her hair into high ponytail with white ribbon that has white rose decoration on it. Her blue eyes look at him intensely. There is a feeling of longing and sadness. Her face becomes slight pale for the sight, when he stands right before her.
"Rinto… why?" she says with a low voice. The grief of the owner of voice is visible from her face. It almost like, she will burst into tears anytime soon.
"Lenka… I love you…" Rinto says as he wraps his hand into Lenka body.
Lenka quickly slap him when he tries to hug her. Rinto looks taken aback by Lenka reaction. He looks at her slowly from the direction where Lenka slaps him. His eyes widen at the sight of Lenka crying. She put both of her hand in her face as she cries more. A pair of white angelic wings is visible on her back.
"Why… Rinto… why…? Why you forgot… why our daughter needs to suffer… because of you? Why… Rinto tell me why? Why you not accept… the truth?" Lenka says as she cries more and more. She is grieving. She is sad and mad.
"What are you talking about my dear Lenka? We never…" but before Rinto can finish her sentence and comfort Lenka, Lenka slaps his hand away from her.
"DON'T TOUCH ME! RIN IS OUR PRECIOUS DAUGHTER AND YOU FORGET HER! SHE IS MY PRIDE! RINTO, YOU ARE THE WORST!" Lenka says to him as she disappears from his sight in tears.
"Lenka, don't leave me!" Rinto says as he tries to gather what left from Lenka, when…
"PAPA!"
This voice… he remembers it very well… it's the same as her, but it's not… it's not her… then who? Who is the owner of this voice…?
Rin POV (It's been awhile since the last time I use this)
I run to the back door as I hear Rinto- I mean, Papa voice. I have a feeling that if I try to back like the way we was. Papa will remember me. Papa can take the truth that Mama is dead. Of course, Len tailing me from behind, so if Papa gets funny ideas, he will give him one or two.
"Do you think it will work out Rin?" Len ask as we nearing the kitchen, where the back door that connects the house with the garden is.
"I don't know what should I do except this…" I answer Len question as I take a deep breath. Since I decided to talk with Papa, my hands shaking from fear. Maybe, getting raped by him still left me some fear.
Maybe Len sees my shaking hand as he takes my hands into his hand. I can feel Len radiating warmth wrapping my finger and then my skin sent the warm into my heart. I can feel my face warming up in process.
"Don't worry Rin. I am here. I will protect you no matter what," Len says to calm me down.
I nod at his statement, as my hands stop shaking from fears. I look the way that lead the hallway to kitchen, as I see the turns ahead from me. Len let go of my hand as we just one step away from the turn. He kisses my hair when I take a glance at him for one more time.
I take a deep breath as I saw Papa gathering air around him. He is deluding again… but, I won't back down now! I need to be brave! Len is here with me! I can do it!
"PAPA!" I call him with all of my might.
He stops his movement with a wide eye. His blue pupils show it all. It almost like… he just saw the real Mama. But, it's not possible… right? The dead can't see the living one, or so what I ever heard of. Eh! But, that's not important right now!
Papa turns his head slowly into my direction. His eyes show the feeling of shock and fears. He opens his mouth slightly, and he said something with a very low voice. I can't hear it at all.
But then, Papa talks with an audible voice. I can note every word he says now. As he stands up slowly, without glancing at other direction but me, he says.
"Lenka… no, you are not her… but… you look exactly like her…" Papa says as he takes a step to my direction, and then another step, and another step follows after.
"Papa… I-I am… I am… I am Rin… do you remember me?" I say to him as he gets closer and closer to me.
"You have my face… but, you have Lenka voice… Lenka never cut her hair short…" Papa says as he touches my hair with his slender finger.
I cringe from the touch. But, I bear it for now. I looks at Len whom still in hiding. His fist clenched tight. It looks like he want to punch Papa right here right now… or something.
"Papa, it's me, Rin. I am your daughter. Mama… Mama Lenka had died when I still little," I say to him as he looks at me more. It feels weird for your own father inspects you at every side of your body, like you are an artistic statue.
"Rin… Rin…" he repeats my name as he turns his body around. Maybe thinking about where he ever hears that name before. I grab the back of his shirt, so he won't run away anymore. Although I hate him, he is still my beloved Papa.
"Papa, please remember!" I beg him as he sits on his knee and both hands covering his ears.
"No, Lenka… no, don't leave me… Lenka… Lenka…" Papa says. I know that he starts to remember about the incident. The incident Mama lost her life at safe me in exchange of her own life, the nightmare of my father and me.
"PAPA!" I scream to him. I don't want to have a father whom doesn't remember his own daughter. I don't want to get erased from his memory.
When I don't know it, Papa pin me down to the floor again. His face looks deadly terrified of something he knows of. He then says to me, "Lenka… Lenka…" he only calls my mother name.
I tried to struggle, when my father tries to force his way to me. I close my eyes and starts praying. No, I don't want this! Len safe me!
And as I wish, the weight on my body gone and then I open my eyes slowly. Only one eye at first, still slightly scared when I heard Len shout at (most likely) my father.
"HEY, OLD MAN, FOR THE SAKE OF ANY GOD HERE, RIN IS YOUR FRICKING DAUGHTER! THAT WIFE OF YOURS IS DEAD! YOU HEARD ME? DEAD I SAY! SHE IS DEAD ON THE CAR INCIDENT! YOUR DAUGHTER, RIN SURVIVE! REMEMBER THAT ALREADY YOU FUCKING OLD MAN!" Len shouts full of anger as he hug me tightly, like he won't let go of me just to talk with my Papa.
I open both of my eyes, and what I see is blood dripping from my father cheek as he lie on the floor. Len pretty good at punching person…
"Rin…" he repeats my name. But then he half sit on the floor, ignoring his bleeding cheek, and looks at me straightly in eyes.
"Rin!" he repeats my name like he recognize something. His face was full of fear when he said that to me. I-I hope, my father accept me like before… as his daughter.
I let go of Len protective embrace, as I rush to my father. Then I say to him, "Yeah, Papa, I'm Rin! You remember me right?" I say to him as I hold his hand into mine.
He then looks forward, to Len, who just punch him. He then says, "What… what have I done… what have I done to my daughter, young man?" he ask Len with a questioning face. Eh, anyway, did I already say that Len already wear of his wig?
Len tries his best to not choke my father. Then he takes some deep breath, before says, "You sexually violated your own daughter. I saw it with my own two eyes," Len says with the polite way of speaking. I'm a little bit glad that he experienced to talk with people who aren't in their right state of mind, thanks to his job as bartender… but, I jealous at beautiful girls who can go inside it.
"What… what have I done… and I promised Lenka to take a good care of you too…" Papa says as he put his hand on his head. He looks very frustrated.
"Papa…" I say slowly as I put my clenched fist on my chest. I moves to Len and stare at his eyes, giving a signal that we should tell Papa about our relationship.
Len just nods as an answer, then he hug me tightly, as he says, "Ermm, Old man, don't sad about stuff for a long time. I will bear the burden of taking care of Rin from now on," Len says as he put a finger on my lip, so I won't say anything. I thought Len will just tell Papa that we going out.
"What… do you mean?" Papa looks at Len with a weird way of staring.
"First, my name is Kagamine Len. I have no parent, so right now I support my living fee by working at a bar as bartender. And the most important part, I love Rin, your daughter. Maybe I'm not the best guy, but will you let me to taking care of Rin for the rest of my life?" Len answer with a serious tone. Wait, isn't the last part is a proposal?
Papa looks at Len with an almost not believing eye. He then looks at me, as I tighten my embrace with Len. I don't know why, but I feel that Papa will separate me from Len.
"Please do so, Young man… she is still young…" Papa looked down to the floor, and then he stands up take a few step away from me and Len.
"I will… Old man," Len says as he embraces me tightly.
Papa smirked, a very scary smirk, I have a bad feeling. Then he put a revolver on his temple. He then says, "With you taking care of Rin, my role is over… now I shall go to her place," Papa says as the sounds of gun can be heard after.
Papa body falls on the floor. All I can remember is that I screamed and blacken out.
Len POV
WHAT THE HELL! I really wanted to scream that as what I know of as a body of former Kagami Rinto falls in front of me. Like, I thought everything will be fine after everything ended but, hell, he shot himself!
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Rin screamed loudly. I just stand here dumbfounded. I don't know how to react as Rin screaming.
But then, I feel that Rin weight is on my hand, I quickly look at her. She fainted from the sight. I sit down, and then cradle Rin on my arms, as I try to calm down myself. I always send suggestion that person dies every time in this world. But, seeing someone dies in front of you is different case.
I just sit there, as I heard the sirens of police car and door being kicked off. A lot of steps quickly approach us. By us I mean, me, Rin, and the lifeless body of Kagami Rinto. They quickly shout something like, "Call the medic!" or something. My head just went blank.
"Len, are you and your friend okay?" some woman voice ask me as she approaches me. If she approaches me, then the medic isn't here yet.
I recognize this voice as Meiko, the police I know of from unfortunate turns of event. I look up and then say, "What do you think? If you see a person shot themselves in front of you and go dies?" I answer her with another question. My head just doesn't want to function properly.
"The worse, I see. So, where is your friend?" Meiko asks again. But, before I can answer anything, she looks at Rin whom fainted on my cradle.
She let go of deep breath, before says, "You found her. Congratulation," she says with a gentle voice. It looks like she is smiling because of the sight she saw.
"Whatever you say," I answer as cold as I can. Woman except Rin are all annoying.
"Okay, okay. So, this guy, Kagami Rinto, your girl father, shot down himself with a revolver on his hand, right?" she asks half-interrogating me as she starts inspecting the body.
I just nod as an answer, then say, "I wish the police won't ask anything to Rin about the reason why her father shot himself. Just let it go as a commit suicide," I say as I look at Rin pale face. She looks very shocked by the view.
Meiko check the revolver before put it again, and then check that Old man body, before says, "Yeah, we will. There are no other finger prints on the revolver except his fingerprint. You girlfriend must be shocked by the time when he shot himself. I get that kind of case quite a lot. But…" she says as she walks to me again and stroke Rin cheek.
"… She reconcile with her father right?" she asks as the medic storm in and starts cleaning the corpse there. I just nod as an answer of her question. And Rin get carried to hospital along with me.
And in a blink of eyes, the funeral day comes. There are only a few people here, as Rin doesn't wish for a lot of people who know her dad come in a great numbers. I just know that Rin father is renowned as a famous artist with a lot of fan all over the world.
Rin tries to act strong in front of the other people, as I stand right beside her. Listening to her sobs, as the funeral ceremony begin. Well, as her father body being buried, she lost it and screams. In a normal time, she will be known as a mad girl, but, this is a given thing if your father was being buried.
I hug Rin, as she cries on my chest. I don't care about my clothes, as long as Rin can let go about her father. Although I hate to admit it, that guy will be my father-in-law someday if he still alive, so I need to pay some respect.
"Len… Len… Papa is… Papa is…" she says randomly as they let Rin father to rest, right beside her mother grave.
I tighten my hug to her, before say, "You may cry all of your sadness Rin… I will be right beside you… you may cry Rin… you may…" I bit my lips as I try to hold the tears from forming on the edge of my eyes. If Rin cries, I have the urge to cry with her.
Rin cries and cries on my embrace. Her crying get louder as time pass by. Right now, no one is here except Meiko. She has some job as a police with Rin. Rin already told her that she will live with me from now on. Maybe she wanted to talk about the money her father left on her, and the insurance she will get. As much as I know, she has no relatives, so she is a total orphan like me.
"Both of you… well, I need to talk about something… although I can imagine the answer, I still need to ask," Meiko says as she pats Rin hand in a mother-like way. Now, I wonder why she doesn't get married yet.
Rin look up a little, trying to wipe her tears, but I do it anyway. Meiko then says again, "The money you have… I will let you have some, at least enough for your life until college and if you want to change your school like, right now, to Len school, I can manage your money so that will happen when you wish for it. But, what will you do with the rest of the money?" Meiko explain clearly, honestly, too clearly.
Rin is still sobbing for a while before she throws her gazes to me. I know what she means. I can manage the money for our daily-life from the money I got in bartender job. I plan to quit it, and work part-time in normal place. But, what I get from there are enough for our life until we finish college, since I have no need to pay school fee. Why and how? It just needs some little blackmailing. Blackmailing is a good way to have free of charge life.
Anyway, I just nod as agreement. Rin is very kind, the kindest person I ever met. I know what she want to do with that money. Then she says to Meiko, "Use it to help any poor orphanage. They need that money more than me and Len," she says with sweet voice.
Meiko look taken aback a little, before give her a very warm smile, then she says, "Okay… I get it Rin-chan. Anyway, do you want to transfer to Len high school?" Meiko asks as she gives her the warmest smile, like a mother would to her crying children.
Rin face warm up as she nods slowly to Meiko offer to transfer to my school. She then taps my shoulder and whisper with a barely audible voice, "Now I know why you choose her," that's what she says before walking out from the graveyard.
I quickly turn my head to her direction, as she waves her hand to us, and saying something along the line of "Until we met again," or something along those lines. A girl shorter than her gives her a coat before opening the police car door and starts driving away from the graveyard.
"Len," Rin calls my name as I know they gone from this area.
"What is it, Rin?" I ask her with a reassuring smile.
Rin then suddenly kiss me and wraps her hands on my neck. I was a little bit surprised, but, I return the kiss as I ask for her permission to explore her mouth. She reluctantly gives me her permission as I insert my tongue into her mouth. I twist my tongue with hers as she let out a small moan with what I do to her poor tongue. (Please do remember that they still in graveyard) I slowly suck her tongue and her body whimpers, maybe begging for more.
After only God knows how long, we parted for the need of air, leaving a trail of saliva that connects our mouth. Rin then throws herself into my chest and clutches my, now already wet because of Rin crying, shirt.
"Len, promise me… promise me you won't leave me!" Rin says as she shaking from fears. Te fears of losing her father is still a great burden to her hearts.
I wrap my hand to holds her small figure compared to me, as I rest my head on top of her hair, smelling the orange-scented hairs of hers. I take some relaxing breath as I say, "I promise I will always be by your side, until deaths do us apart,"
"I vow to always love you until the end of my life," Rin answer as she hid her face with my shirt. Rin always has some trouble about saying something long cheesy line.
I smile at Rin, before pick her up with bridal-style, and let me see her completely red face from saying all of those cheeky lines. Maybe, this is a day where she should be grieving, but human live and always goes on toward the future. I will protect my promise to taking care of Rin for the rest of my life, as long as she wished for it.
"Let's dash to our home, Rin!" I say as I let out a smile to Rin red face. And then, I begin to dash to my- I mean our apartment.
"Len, please slow down for a bit!" Rin tries to slow me down as we dash faster.
"Nope, I won't my princess~"
"LEEEEEEEEEEEN!"
~The End~
Eh, it's over… yeah, it's… over. So, Crime tag for Rinto raping Rin, Romance from all of this cheeky line, and why I didn't write any Lemon for Rin and Len is still a mystery. *talking to self* Well, if I want to write another extra chapter for this story then but it just a maybe…
But, anyway everyone, this really is the End of this story. I thank you for all of the support and constructing critique from all of you, my precious reader. Does my grammar improve a bit? Yeah, I know I still suck, but me is trying here. Anyway, next week I will have a preliminary test for English Olympiad in my province! Now I do wonder why I get chosen in school preliminary test. (Not to brag or anything but, my poor grammar skill get the first place! I jaw dropped at the result) Pray for my luck!
See you in the next story and Thank you again!
~Rina Aria~