California Dreaming

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Logan woke up the next morning…alone. This worried Logan a little bit. Where on Earth did James go? Then the door swung open, with James standing in the doorway. He was holding a plate with pancakes on it that looked freshly made.

"Morning," James smiled at Logan. Logan smiled back.

"Morning," Logan replied. "What's up with the pancakes?"

"Oh, well you have been helping me…a lot, and I feel like I'm not doing anything in return to make up for it. So, I made you breakfast in bed." James set the tray on Logan's lap. Well Logan's life was perfect right about now.

"Thanks," Logan said. James gave him another hug and started to whisper in his ear.

"Thanks for not giving up on me Logie." James hugged a little tighter and let go, leaving Logan blushing a little bit. "If there's anything you need I'll be there for you. I'm getting in the shower right now okay?" James proceeded to walk into their shower. Logan was left staring at him longingly. He loved him so much, with absolutely nothing to show for it.

"How sweet," Kendall's sour face peered in the doorway. "Friends with benefits huh Logan?" Kendall scrunched his nose up. Logan could barely scramble any words together.

"I don't know what you're talking about." He spat out. Logan was trying his best to hide back his blush.

"And you're a bad liar." Kendall responded. "Look, your mutt over there better stay in that shower of his, 'cause when he gets out of it, he can expect what's coming to him for ruining Jo's party." Kendall gave a little evil chuckle. Logan couldn't help but roll his eyes. "Oh and one more thing." Kendall bent in closer to Logan's face. "Ever talk about my Jo like that again, and you will wake up one morning missing, got it?"

"Have you ever considered taking medication for your obsession?" Logan said snidely. Kendall took a gasp at this.

"Look just keep your boyfriend out of my sight and no one has to know about your little crush." Kendall smiled falsely back. "Kay…Logie?" Kendall made fun of James, but before he knew it Kendall received a very hot pancake to the face, which made his shout a little.

"NEVER call me that." Logan responded, watching Kendall squirm a little. Kendall took all the pain out of his face and bit his lower lip, his snarky smile coming back.

"Just remember Logan, I have loose lips." Kendall made his last threat and walked out of the room. Logan watched his leave the room, gulping at his last remark. He obviously had to tell James soon, before Kendall did. He heard the shower water turn off and he felt a gulp form in his throat. He couldn't swallow the gulp at all, no matter how hard Logan tried. How did he tell him? How did he not make it awkward? Why did it have to happen so fast? Logan saw the handle on the shower door turn and the world stopped. Logan didn't know if he could take this, it was all too soon. All too quickly the door slid open and James stepped out of the shower.

"Hey," James smiled brightly at Logan, his smile made Logan think that maybe it wouldn't be that bad. That maybe he would still like him after. Maybe they could still be friends? Logan did stand by his side for all of…okay like two days…but still, the two were best friends and Logan didn't want that ruined.

"Hi," Logan squeaked with the weight of the world on his shoulders, being crushed by the pressure. "C-c-can we talk?" Logan asked. "Seriously… for a minute or two." James nodded at this and sat on the bed next to him. Logan didn't want it to happen like this, they were supposed to be in a perfect position and James would love him back and they would ride away into the sunset. But sadly, this is life, nothings perfect. Logan thought about how bad fairytales suck. Just stories filled with the best moments in life and "a little pixie dust".

"What is it Logie?" James asked. He had been sitting there for a moment in silence while Logan had been thinking to himself.

"Okay, but before I tell you, you have to promise it won't change anything between us. It's only temporary and it'll go away at some point." Logan held out his pinky for the promise. James intertwined his pinky with Logan's. Logan took a deep breath, probably being more unprepared for this than anyone. "So you know that we're best friends. I like us being friends a lot, and it means the world to me that you would even waste your time with someone like me. But, I have to be utterly and completely honest with you…right here…right now…James I like you as more than a-,"

"Hey," Kendall's head popped into the doorway, smiling devilishly. "I have some interesting news for you James…" Logan had to hold everything back not to jump over and tackle Kendall down to the ground. Kendall can't be doing this! Why is he doing this? IT WAS JUST A PANCAKE!

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