Are u all happy to see me sorry it took so long

Rose's pov (future not past)

I woke up, and Christian wasn't there. I sighed. I had told him to at least try to say good bye before he left this time. All of his trips he had to leave early for, and tried to be nice by letting us sleep, but I still wished I got to say bye to him.

I stretched, and looked at the clock. 10:30. Lovely my children would be awake before me. Good think I was off work today. Guarding your own husband rocked.

"Mooooom!" Mason yelled. He was eight, and had red hair- I blamed me mom- and my eyes. "Lissa won't stop bugging me!" Then there was Lissa. She had my hair and Christian's eyes and was four.

"Well what dose she want?" I yelled back getting out of bed.

"The same thing I do! Some food." Great. I couldn't cook at all and they wanted food.

I walked into the kitchen, and grabbed a phone. "Adrian? You and Sydney want to go get something to eat with me and the kids." I asked him. Adrian had finally gotten over his crush on me, and was now together with Sydney.

He laughed. "Chris leave with early again?"

"Yep. When doesn't he. Ugh but he is so lucky. He's in Florida this time. So is that a yes or no?" I asked leaning agent the counter. Mason was pacing impatiently. Lissa was trying to copy him.

"Well I can, but Sydney already ate." Of course she did. "IHOP?" I gave a quick yes, and gathered my kids.

We went to the door, and I opened it to find Dimitri and Tasha. Tasha with her fist raised to knock.

"Surprise! We came to visit you Christian and the kids.." Tasha said all smiles. Mason was starring up at Dimitri's staggering height.

"Hello Roza."

Christian's pov

What do I do? What do I freaking do?

That kept going on and on in my head as I walked around campuses refusing to go into my room for now.

"Chris? Are you okay." I froze. Lissa. I turned to look at her.

I forced a smile still trying to figure out what to do about her. "Yeah why wouldn't I be." did I sound strained to her like I did to myself.

"Well it's just the way you where acting when you came to my room. What was that about any way?" I looked around for some kind of distraction.

"Nothing?" It sounded like a question.

"Christian I can see your arua remember. So I can tell when your lying." I had forgotten about that. Because of that she would probably figure it out anyway.

I took a deep breath and started to explain. What else could I really do?