Chapter 4

"You can change into this shirt; do you want a pair of pants to wear?" I shake my head no, as I pull off all my clothes except my black pair of underwear and pull the shirt over me.

Naya had been so nice today, especially with Taylor being as ass. She made me dinner and now she is letting me share her bed. I felt kind of bad I wish I could do something for her.

"You really don't have to take me in; if you want I can go to Ashley's."

I watch as Naya walks towards me and straddles my lap. Carefully she brings her hands to my face. "I want you here. I want to keep you safe. But if you aren't comfortable here."

"No I am. I just don't want to make you feel like you have to take care of me." I let my hand slide down her back to her ass. "I want to be able to take care of you too."

"You do just by being here."

"But I don't want it to feel like my girlfriend, wait is that ok? I guess we haven't had time to establish what we are or what we want."

I look up at Naya's face and she has the most beautiful, biggest smile I had ever seem.

"If you want to tie me down I'm ok with that. But we should wait until you figure out things with Taylor."

"So after I kick him out you'll be mine?"

"Yes."

"Well tomorrow we should consummate this relationship. I want to give you what you gave me last night."

I run my finger over the outline of her the top of her tank top. I feel a chill run threw her body and it excites me. I want her but I know I need to wait until after Taylor and I have actually broken up.

"Only if you want... Can I kiss you?"

"Please." I beg pulling her body as close as I can and then taking her bottom lip in between mine. Slowly I feel her lip harden in between mine and it only makes me crave her body more.

I want nothing more than to rip her shirt off her and be able to suck on her bare skin enough to leave little love marks all over.

"What are you thinking H?"

"More like fantasizing."

Naya slides her ass slowly back and forth my thighs causing the heat to grow painfully between my legs. "Tell me."

I shut my eyes, wishing she would stop moving her butt on me. "I can't but maybe I'll show you tomorrow."

"Now I want to know." Naya ran her hands under my shirt, squeezing both my boobs.

I throw my head back I will not be able to hold out much longer of she continues.

"H would you like it if I stopped?"

I wanted to say yes but my body kept saying no.

"I can't hear your thoughts." I feel her hot breath next to my earlobes. "We don't have to have sex tonight, I just want to play with your boobs some more and if you don't mind that I'd like to suck on your nipples."

"Stop, stop." I pull her hands put from under my shirt and then grip her waist so she is unable to move her butt.

"I had no idea how cute you were when you're sexually frustrated. It's making me want you more."

"Naya stop. I need to go take a shower or something now. You do not get to make me want you tonight. I'm hot, horny and-"

"And what? Very turned on? Now you know how I feel every time I look at you."

"Liar."

"No serious, your heart racing?"

I nod.

"Does you heart feel so warm that it might burn out of your chest?"

I nod.

"Does your skin feel like its on fire because I'm touching you?"

I nod.

"Do you have a strange sensation to rip off my clothes even when I slightly touch you?"

"How did you know?"

"I told you that's how you make me feel every time I look at you." Naya leans forward laying the softest kiss on the tip of my nose. "I'm glad you are here. But I am going to give you your space. If you want to shower, you know where the stuff is. I'll be in later if you still want me to lay with you."

"New episode of your housewife show?"

"Yea, you can come watch if you'd like."

"No thanks, I'm going to just close my eyes. Wake me when you come in, I want to cuddle with you."

I pulled her towards me for one more kiss before her show started. "Love you H."

"Love you too Nay."

The second Naya shut the door I counted to 60 and hoped she would already be in the living room with her show on.

I need to release there was no way I could wait until tomorrow for Naya.

I run my hand down my underwear feeling how wet Naya made me, I easily slipped two fingers in. Slowly pumping in and out. I tried to keep my moans as quietly as possible but I had to let it out, I moan out Naya's name louder and louder.

"Yes baby."

I stop moving my hand and turn my head to the door and seen Naya with the biggest grin on her face.

"I heard my name and came. And I'm glad I did. Please by all means continue."

"Sorry." I start pulling my hand out of my underwear.

"You didn't finish H. Do you want help?"

"No I didn't mean to."

"It's ok Heather; I think it's kind of hot."

I was embarrassed I didn't mean for her to find out what I was doing.

"Sorry."

"H, seriously it's fine. I think it's nice to know how much I actually turned you on. Don't apologize. Lay back down."

Naya walks over to me, crawling beside me.

"You don't have to lay with me."

Naya reaches for my hand and licks my fingers.

"This is my new addiction. I love the way you taste."

When she finished licking my fingers, she left a kiss on my lips.

"I'm going to let you finish, while I watch my show. Do you still want me to lay with you when I'm done?"

I nod my head, as embarrassed as I was I still wanted her arms wrapped around me tonight.

"You are very sexy H. Seriously."

I reach her arm stopping her before she can climb off the bed.

"Are you sure it's ok that you know, caught me."

"Would it help if you caught me too?"

"Maybe."

"I usually do it when I'm laying in bed at night. And honestly your name has escaped my lips a few times."

I don't feel as embarrassed hearing that, I flash her a smile letting her get back to her show.

Maybe I shouldn't be this happy but she fantasizes about me, which only makes me want her more.

I let my eyes fall rest for what seemed like 10 minutes but was probably an hour cause Naya was climbing into bed.

"Heather baby you awake."

"Hm what?" I don't know if she heard me but I felt her lift up my arm and roll under it.

"Can you roll over? I want to lay on you."

"Yeah." I roll on to my back laying my arm out for Naya to lay on.

Naya slides down the bed laying her head on my stomach, I feel her arms wrap around my waist.

I tangle my fingers in her hair with one hand and let my other hand lay under my head.

"Night Naya."

"Night love."

It was hard for me to sleep and then it made it harder to go back to sleep when I seen your face laying only inches away from mine, with your nose all scrunched up in the pillow. I wanted to slide the hair falling in your face behind your ear but I didn't want to wake you.

Like you knew what I was thinking you slid closer to me nuzzling you face in my neck. I wrapped my arms around you and kissed your head.

"I love you Naya, I really love you." I made sure it was just below a whisper so I wouldn't wake you.

I felt her nuzzle further into me and then her wet lips on my cold neck. "I love you too."

"I didn't mean to wake you, go back to sleep."

"I will why are you awake?"

"Just can't sleep."

I felt her pull her face from my neck. "Anything I can do?"

"Nope." I run my finger over the tip of her nose. "I just want to look at you. You know your a very cute sleeper."

"So are you." Naya laid her forehead against mine and intertwined our fingers under the blanket. "Are you sure there's nothing I can do to help you fall asleep?"

"I'm sure."

"Lay on your stomach."

"Why?"

"Trust me."

I roll over on my stomach and then I feel Naya pull the blankets off me.

Her cold hands travel to my thighs rubbing up and down, then I feel her hands pull up on my shirt, I help her pull it over my head and throw it to the floor.

I felt her throw her leg over my body and then straddle my ass. "What are you doing?"

"Helping you relax, you've been tense since you got here." You leaned over grabbing something from your nightstand. You clip my hair up, leaving my neck exposed. "This is going to be cold."

Cold oil poured all over my back and you began working it around rubbing up and down my sides, up my neck.

"How does that feel H?"

"Amazing."

Your hands run under my body kneading my boobs, I let out a small moan and that only makes you play with them harder causing me to let out a louder moan.

Your hands run over my shoulders and down my arms. "You getting tired?"

"A little." I roll over under you and pull you down on me. "Thank you."

"Your welcome." You give me a quick kiss and then lay your head in the crook of my neck. "Night H."

"Night Nay."

When I looked up you were nowhere to be seen. There was a note on the nightstand with a small flower.

H- Di and I are in the kitchen when you feel like getting up come join us. Love you.

I find my shirt and I grab a pair of shorts, throw it all on and walk to the kitchen.

"Hey sleepy head." Naya smiles at me. "Sit down and I'll get you coffee."

I nod and take your seat. "Hi Di."

"Morning Heather."

"Where am I suppose to sit?" Naya sets my coffee in front of me.

"In my lap." You take a seat on me and I rest my head on your back and wrap my arms around your waist.

"Your still tired aren't you?" You rub my arms on your waist. "You can go back to bed babe."

"I can't sleep."

"Are you worried about today?"

Of course, I was worried about today especially after the way Taylor reacted yesterday. "I'm fine, just act like I'm not here."

"Ok. So Di what were we talking about before?"

"You were avoiding my question about what you and Heather are."

"She's my-"

"By tonight she will be my girlfriend." I say kissing Naya's back.

"See Nay that wasn't hard, thank you Heather."

"That doesn't count she said to act like she wasn't here."

"Whatever Nay."

I feel Naya intertwine her fingers with my hand. "Remember when I use to cry because I didn't have this and it took me forever to learn not to get attached when she'd hold my hand before."

"I do, a lot of long nights. Extremely long nights. But look where your at now."

"I know I've never been happier. I got her."

I tighten my grip around her and kiss her back. I had no idea that before when I held her hand it was killing her inside or that she cried over me, it broke my heart thinking about it but now I promise to the world I'll do everything to make up for lost time.

"I'm going to get going Lea should be getting up soon and she asked me to go to the gym with her."

"You don't even work out."

"No but I can watch can't I?"

"You like Lea?"

"I don't know we will talk later."

"Bye."

As soon as Naya heard the door shut she turned around and placed a kiss on my forehead.

"What time do you want to go home?"

"Soon, I want to get this done and over with."