A/N: This is where I figure the story may start to piss the readers off. lol So I am saying sorry in advance before all the AO drama begins. Remember this will end up a family oriented story, at least that's what I envision. Well enjoy the smut and drama. Xxx

She moves her mouth so it covers mine and the feeling of her soft lips are so unreal and I melt into her, surrendering all my doubts and bad thought crumble behind me…

As we push ourselves into the bedroom, pulling clothes off each other. I think over and over, what the hell are we doing? What am I doing? She's my best friend…my straight best friend. She has a boyfriend. My thoughts and doubts are instantly gone when she pushes me back on the bed.

She starts pulling on my booty shorts and I shake my head. She gives me a look but I know we shouldn't do this I know she'll regret it and that could be the worst thing for me right now. She would regret me…god that would hurt like a bitch.

"Olivia either take them off or I'll rip them off." She says completely serious.

I lift my butt letting her take them off of me, those were one of my favorite pairs of shorts I was not letting her rip them even though that would be hot.

Suddenly in a flash she is in between my legs. She's running her tongue up my upper thigh. I can feel her hot breath on my pussy and it's turning me on even more. I am ready for this already.

She pushes my legs apart and pins them on the bed before shoving her tongue into me. Holy shit. I can tell I'm moaning louder than I've before. She knows what she's doing.

"Oh god Alex." I moan as she moves her tongue faster and rubs her thumb over my clit.

There was no way she hasn't done this before she was too good. She was literally the best.

I can feel my legs shaking because of my climax being so close. I warn her and she just keeps going. I finally finish in her mouth and she moans sending a vibration through my body that made me even hotter.

She finally comes up and lays beside me. I know from this point she's pretty sober, I can tell by the way her voice had changed. I could still feel my buzz.

She smiles at me and I am still nervous as hell. I didn't know what any of this meant. I climbed on her straddling her, kissing her hard. She moans into my mouth and I push my hand between our bodies and push a finger inside her moving it quickly in and out. She bites at my lip as I add another finger. She was wet and there was no denying she wanted this. I was still scared and I was only scared about the after not what we were doing now.

I remove my fingers and kiss down her body till I reach her pussy. I waste no time and shove my tongue inside her. She cries out in pleasure and tangles her hand in my short hair. I feel her intertwine our fingers with my free hand. I smile and continue.

I feel her tighten and I know she's close. Wow that was quick. She moans as I rub circles with my tongue on her clit. She tightens her legs around my head and reaches her climax, moaning my name.

I lay beside her afterwards she doesn't seem as if she's overthinking. In fact she seems calm and happy. I sigh and she looks over at me.

"That was amazing and now I'm starving." She laughed.

"I need a shower. You cook?" I asked as I climbed out of bed.

She wrapped the robe around her and walked out of the room. I ran a hand through my messy hair and stood walking to the shower.

"Hey!" She says popping her head into the bathroom.

I smile but I'm still overthinking. I wonder if she's worrying about Scott. He really liked her.

I walk back into the bedroom naked. Alex was laying there naked eating a sandwich. God she was gorgeous. I don't think words could ever express what I felt for this woman. I lay beside her and she smiles at me.

"Alex…never mind. I'm tired you wanna sleep?" I ask.

She nods and I get ready to turn over when she grabs my arm.

"Hold me?" She asks low.

I smile and turn the light off. I wrap her in my arms as we both drift off not caring about any bad in this moment…

When I wake Alex's packing. I readjust my eyes making sure that's what I'm seeing. She's talking on the phone and she's packing. HOLY SHIT SHE'S RUNNING.

I jump up and she looks at me as I slip on one of Elliot's NYPD shirts he had left years ago. She hangs up the phone and she looks back at her bag and then me.

"Alex what are you doing?"

"Olivia I'm sorry I have to go. I can't be here."

I knew this would happen. I should've stopped it but I couldn't I wanted last night to happen more than anything and now I was losing her. I felt the tears already threatening to spill.

"Alex…Alex!" I shout as she ignores me and wakes to the living room. "Alexandra!" I scream.

She turns and looks at me. I can see the tears streaming down her face, her eyes puffy and red.

"What Olivia?" She yells through her tears.

"Why are you leaving?"

She sighs and throws her bag down. She wipes her face looks at the floor. She was happy and smiles last night but today was different. She couldn't even look at me without crying.

"I had sex with you. We had sex. I am so confused. I am straight, I like men but I had so much fun last night. It was the best but I am dating Scott. I just need time to think. I need space."

I wipe the tears from my cheeks and I nod. I understood, she was confused she didn't know what she wanted.

She stood and she went to hug me and I embraced her. She sobbed into my arms and finally she pulled away. She turned for the door and I knew as soon as she walked out of that door she wouldn't be back…