Request from EternalTorture! =3

Paring: ShunsuixIchigo

Warnings, yaoi, angst,smut,crossdessing.

Summary: Shunsui goes through a horrible brake up with long time girlfriend Nanao, as time passes by and his heart is mending, Shunsui meets Ichigo. Their relationship begins to blossoms but when Nanao comes back will what they have wither away?

This is a 2 maybe 3 shot! Please go easy on me I have never thought about this pair lol! So it's a bit of a challenge. Personally I am used to ShunsuixUkitake, but I'm giving this a try hope you like it Eternal =3

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"Shunsui we need to talk" Nanao said walking into the office closing the door behind her.

"Ah my Nanao-chan, come to visit have you?" Shunsui rose from his seat and stepped forward, greeting Nanao with a hello kiss which she turned her cheek rejecting him. The negative gesture caught him off guard putting him into an immediate state of concern.

"Nanao?" he said cocking his eyebrow looking down at her.

"I said we need to talk Shunsui" She took a deep breath and her adjusted her glasses. "I am resigning my position as your secretary."

" Na. .Nanao when did you decide thi-" he attempted to say while extending his hand to touch her shoulder but in turn she took a step back.

"That isn't all Shunsui, I have contemplated this for far to long and can not take it any longer. I am exhausted with your lack of participation in our relationship, the obsession with your novels you write, your immaturity, your…. your urgh just everything. I have decided to leave indefinitely!"

Shunsui looked at her for a moment, he was at a lost for words. He had no idea were all this was coming from or that she had been contemplated the end of their long relationship. Their time together was a treasure to him, they were nearly always together and Nanao was his sun in the day. With the threat of a permanent night fall with her leave, he tried desperately to salvage the situation.

"Darling please I don't understand, why are you unhappy? " He questioned

"Tch. . . Why Am I?! Did you not hear what I said! I am tired of you" she exclaimed

"What have I done wrong!" He bellowed to her.

"Everything!. . . . Would you like me to list them? Fine. First of all those perversions you call novels have created you to be a lackluster of your love when we are together!"

"A lackluster of lov-. That is ridicules Nanao-chan! My novels are of romance, how do you think they do so well if I did not write from my own experience? If anything they are dedication all to you!" he pleaded

"Oh don't you sweet talk me, all your books are just represent is sex, which seems the only thing you want from me. It's disgusting!"

"Nanao-chan. . you know I love you. And how can you say that about my books, I know you never found the paycheck I received from them disgusting."

"How dare you! You know dam right I was with you for you and not your money!"

"I KNOW! So why this!?. . . . . .When we got together you knew I was an author and it was my profession. You're my greatest support Nanao, what has changed your mind?" This time he reached for her hand and took hold of it, grasping it gently and looking into her eyes.

"......."

"I don't love you anymore" she said in a cool and calm tone as if it was the easiest thing in the world.

Those words broke Shunsui. He watched his true love retract her hand away from his. The massive empty weight of pain in his chest causing him to stutter his next word.

"Nanao please you can't. . .you can't mean that . . . . " his eyes widened with shock and desperation.

"Yes I do Shunsui. . ." she looked at him with a scowl "Goodbye" She turned around and walked out of the office, out of his life without so much as a hesitant thought.

Shunsui was left alone to grieve. His was face in a frown staring at the door that was shut behind her. He couldn't move, shock and despair pooled over him in heavy waves. His chest pounded viciously within making hard to breath. . But he would not cry, once his body allowed itself movement he brought his hand that had last touched her, to his face in an attempt to shield his eyes and heart from the pain.

And what a failed attempt it was.

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It had been a full month that Nanao had left Shunsui and he wasn't feeling any better since that day. He quietly slipped into a deep depression, which he countered with strong daily dose of sake. In the time he spent alone he had not touched his novel in progress that was about half way done at the time Nanao had left him.

His editor Jushiro was quick to figure what was going on. When he came for a weekly check up he discovered an empty secretary desk and the office door tightly closed when it was usually open and inviting. From then on all their business was on hold and he attended to his friend. Jushiro checked up on Shunsui more often to make sure the author didn't drink himself to death.

"Shunsui you must stop this. You are only making your situation worse" Jushiro said sitting across from the authors desk.

Shunsui took another swig of his sake "I cannot get any worse my old friend."

"Hmm" his editor sighed and reached for the sake bottle taking it away. "Well your certainly not making it better. You spend all your time in the office but all you seem to do is wallow about. I know this is hard, ever since she left. . . . but you need to do something to distract yourself"

"And what do you suggest I do?" he slurd

"Write for one thing, that's how you have always gone through your emotions"

"Write!? Write what!? I have nothing to write about I feel nothing, no emotions . . . . .She took all of it when she walked through that door" He exclaimed sadly pointing passed Jushiro.

"Well I am sure if you try you will be able to get something down. Shunsui you know I don't mean to pressure you but we need to get some work done soon. I can only push the deadline back for so long."

"Yes and I thank you . ." he sighed "I will try."

"Good now. . . ." He tried to put this gently " You are in need of a new secretary, I know it's abrupt but its necessary. I took the liberty to take a look at some resumes and have already held interviews and hired one for you. He will be next week to start, that was all the time I could delay for you."

Shunsui nodded his head. He had zero enthusiasm for work and even less for a new secretary. It felt like he had to give up on Nanao. Secretly that was what his friend was trying to tell him, even though in his heart didn't want to he knew he had to. At lest Jushiro chose a "he" Shunsui couldn't think he could stomach another female around that might bring up memories of Nanao.

"Thank you Jushiro, it's very appreciated, " He said a little disconnected

"Not at all," He stood up and reached for Shunsui's hand caressing it "You will pull through this old friend I know you will" He said comfortingly.

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The week was here and Shunsui was at his desk once again, but this time without a bottle of sake, at least not an open one, he had prepared himself for some more work after his long vacation time and settled into the idea of a new secretary. He had just hope this new person did not remind him of his ex what so ever. So he sat casually in his office chair dress shirt's sleeves pulled up, hand draped over the keyboard waiting, just waiting for something to come to mind.

Then came a knock at the door.

"Come in" Shunsui called out.

It was 4 pm, the time his new secretary would arrive. He looked up at the door, which was slowly opening and saw a young man, one he did not expect.

"Umm hello Kyoraku-san?" came a soft voice.

Shunsui took notice a little more, the young man looked like a high school student, no older then 16. He was wearing tight dark jeans with faded orange converse, a light blue button up shirt that fitted snuggly. His eyes were chocolate brown, warm and inviting, and the most eye catching was his hair shock strawberry blonde.

Nothing like Nanao. . . Shunsui thought to himself.

"Ah yes come in. And you are. . ?"

"Umm Ichigo. . . . . Ichigo Kurosaki. I am your new secretary" Ichigo said offering a smile as he walked into the office and took a small bow.

"Ichigo what a sweet name" Shunsui gestures for Ichigo to sit down. As his new secretary took his seat he caught himself smiling back at the young teen, something he had not done since . . . . Since that day and he slowly retracted it.

"Thank you Kyoraku-san" Ichigo said politely he usually didn't like comment such as those but he withheld his usual scowl, it was his boss afterall.

"Please call me Shunsui"

"Ok Shunsui"

"So do you have any previous experience working as a secretary?" the author asked, as he looked over the teen's soft features.

"Yes I do, I would used to help out at a clinic" Ichigo explained

"Then I guess you know the basic's with phone calls, appointments, schedules and such?"

"Yes" He said with another smile.

"That's good. . . . . well your desk is right outside my office. Everything you will need is in the computer on the desk. Your working hours will be from 4pm to 9pm with a 30 min break at 6:30. How does that sound?

"Umm great. Would you like me to get started now?" the teen asked

"Yes but before you do I have some questions" Shunsui said he could help himself, he felt oddly curious by the student. "Do you go to school?

"Yes I do, at Kurkara High"

"And your 15?"

Ichigo couldn't help but scowl and speak a bit defensively "I'm 16!" he said making the author smile once again.

"So you are, I apologies Ichigo you look so young, but it's a good thing. Well you may get to your desk and start." He said trying to hide his smile once again. He was surprised at this teen was bringing out something he thought only Nanao could.

Ichigo rose from his seat walking to the door but before shutting it he looked back and asked.

"Would you like your door open or closed?"

Shunsui looked up at Ichigo again, the teens eyes were so comforting it made him feel warm inside again.

"Open please" he said quietly and watched his new secretary walk out the door to settle in he desk. He liked this feeling but remained wary, he did not want to go through that again.

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As time passed on Shunsui and Ichigo slowly became more comfortable. The writer soon found himself looking forward the end of the afternoon when Ichigo would come to work after school. It brightens up his day even if it was toward the end of it, subconsciously Shunsui acquired a new sun in his life and it was Ichigo. The teens spit fire attitude was something new and exciting for him, sometimes when there was not much to do Ichigo would wonder into the office and the both of them would chit chat away.

He slowly found himself not thinking of Nanao anymore, the emptiness was filling once again.

Ichigo liked his work and oddly enough liked his boss to. He never opposed to staying a bit late after work to ither to keep Shunsui company or help out a little extra and the author enjoyed the time also.

"Have you ever read one of my books Ichigo-chan?" Shunsui asked the teen who was fixing up his bookshelf in the office.

"Tch like I want to read your porn!" Ichigo tolled his boss

"Ahh so that's a yes. You see Ichi-chan I know you have to read my book THROUGHLY before you can call it porn. So witch one was it?" Shunsui asked completely amused by the soon to be bushing Ichigo

And blush he did

"I. . . I have not read any of your dirty novels old man!" Ichigo yelled blushing horrendously, and even though his boss is only 27 he still called him an old man.

"Oh Ichi-chan your so convincing" Shunsui laughed

"Oi! Don't call me that I am not a gir . . " before he could finish the phone rang at his desk Ichigo looked back at his boss "Ill get it" he said with a scowl

Shunsui excused Ichigo for the phone call. As the teen did so he walked up to his bookshelf Ichigo was just attending. He looked over the top shelf were Ichigo couldn't reach (Ichigo is short!) and pulled out some old books that he didn't want anymore. He then reached for the stature like book holder.

"Hey pervy-boss you have an appointment on thurs-" he said but accidently startled his boss.

*Smack!

The small statue fell out of Shunsui's stretched hand and fell harshly on his neck.

"Ouch!" he exclaimed cupping his neck from the slight pain.

"You idiot! I swear old men like you cant do anything, you belong in a chair. . " he said and walked over to Shunsui " Here let me see"

The closeness was something the writer was not used to but didn't show it. He didn't say anything and let the teen remove his hand away from his neck. It seems an eternity since he felt the skin of another, skin so soft as Ichigo's. Not even Nanao ever felt this soft.

Nanao. . . . the name running through his head felt so foreign now.

"It's alright Ichi-chan I sure its just a scratch" he said still not to sure if he like this warm feeling he was sensing.

"Your bleeding, just wait a sec I'll get the first aid kit" Ichigo then walked to the opposite side of the room puling open a dour raveling the first aid kit.

"What a mother-hen your are my lil Ichi-chan" one again allowing himself to smile at his secretary.

"Shut up! Remember I used to work at a clinic with my dad, I know how nasty infection can be so pipe down and let me clean it." He scowled gathering some of the materials he needed to clean the gash.

"Well I am happy to know I have my own nurse at hand" Shunsui tolled Ichigo watching the blush fall on his flawless cheeks.

Ichigo tried to control his blush but couldn't , the man always did this to him. And as of right now it was worse, he was just inches apart from his boss. He felt the other mans heat radiating from his body. As he reached up and unbutton 2 button on Shunsuis shirt and pulling the color aside he saw (although kinda hairy) a glimes of the mans well toned chest. And as he brought himself closer to the wound he was attacked by a deliciously musky scent of Shunsui's cologne.

"Whats wrong Ichi-chan don't like a little blood?" he questions because he could tell Ichigo's facial expression had changed.

"Umm no, your cologne, it's strong"

"Cologne? Do I smell?" Shunsui cocked his eyebrow. He looked at Ichigo's expression, the blush was strong and the teen's eyes were slightly leaded.

"No . . .yo. . . you smell good" Ichigo stuttered

"Well I am happy that you think so and it's a good thing I am not wearing any" Shunsui said proudly

Ichigo was a bit stunned, as he took the cotton ball to disinfect the cut but all he could think about was how good the man in front of him smelled and the fact it was natural was a bit of a turn on for the teen.

" Oh, umm yeah. This might sting a little" he said and lightly tapped the wound with alcohol making sure not to get any on the writer's ponytail.

"Tch" Shunsui hissed lightly

"Erm sorry !"

"No, it's alright Ichi-chan, you're a perfect little nurse" He said softly into Ichigo's ear, there was thought running through his head. Should he? He wants to. The teen was so close to him and he might not have another chance. So should he? Ichigo has been nothing but a sun in his day, bring his happiness everyday with a late dawn. His ex was far from his mind, and Ichigo was right here in arms length…. So should he?

Yes he will.

"I was never a nurse" Ichigo said and was about to say something else but stopped as he felt a warm arm encircle him from the waist.

"Well I suppose I can hire you a second time" Shunsui said touching foreheads with the strawberry.

Ichigo looked up nervously, hands resting on his neck and chest. He felt a tug of Shunsui's hand pulling them closer so their legs entangled. (Shunsui's leg in between Ichigo's legs)

"I wouldn't mind" said Ichigo as he inhaled deeply.

"Oh? I'm so glad" Shunsui took on one of his hands and caressed Ichigo's cheek. His thumb lightly touching underneath the teen's eyes, tracing a line straight down to his lips. Cupping his chin tilting it higher to almost meet Shunsui's

This was the moment, the final stepping-stone in Shunsui's heart to moving on and he will do it. Nanao was nowhere in mind, Ichigo perfectly out shined her. He was ready, to do things right and start over, all he needed was an answer.

"May I?" Shunsui inquired in almost a whisper.

Ichigo knew what was being asked of him, his heart pounded hard. This man was simply intoxicated him and the teen loved it.

"Yes " Ichigo said quietly in an almost pleading tone.

Shunsui , without hesitation, leaded in and captures the soft lips that were waiting for him. He swore he felt electricity through the soft flesh. He had been with out compassionate touch for so long and Ichigo was absolutely wonderful.

Ichigo felt the older mans arms around him embracing him with such emotion he flooded his mind with a high he could not explain. All he could do was softly moan into the kiss. Ichigo felt Shunsui's tongue lightly at his lips asking for permission once again. And he gave it opening his mouth for the writer.

Shunsui took control of their kiss, the experienced man knew before hand that Ichigo was probably having his first kiss with him at that moment. Ichigo was nothing more then blushing virgin in his arms, and he loved it, innocent and pure.

"Mmmhmm: Ichigo moaned out loud as Shunsui's skilled tongued dance inside the moist cavern

At all to soon Shunsui ended the kiss. But Ichigo didn't want that, so he leand in again before his boss could pull away further. And they shared small multiple kisses.

"Hmmm was that your first kiss my Ichi-chan" he asked once they pulled away for some air. Ichigo nodded his yes.

"Lovely. . . . . And such a wonderful kisser you are, so soft" he tolled Ichigo caressing the strawberry's cheek and neck.

"Umm thanks, you're .... really good to"

"Thank you, how is it that no one has snatched up a little treasure like yourself?"

"Oh.. they try but I just drop kick'em" Ichigo giggled (yes giggled!)

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PLZ REVIEW!!

How do you think i did? I am sorry if i didnt do more char development or anything. I am not to fimilar with Shunsui so i hope i kept as much as his personality as possible. liek i said there will be a little more in this request like 1 more chapter or so.

dont worry Eternal you will get Ichigo in the nurse outfit! X3. tell me what you think plz plz!! ty

much luv =D