Hey readers! I know two chapters in less than two hours! I don't know if I will be able to update tomorrow but hopefully I can! Otherwise you might get another chapter today but again I'm not sure! Thanks for reading! I hope you like it and please review!
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Answering an Average Girl's Dreams
Ch.4: Leaving me in a State of Panic
Bella's POV
They got closer and closer, but yet they seemed so far away. It was unreal that all my wishes, dreams, and prayers could be answered in a few days' time. No, they must be walking here for Brielle. But then Esme smiled straight at me. Oh my God! They want me! They want me! This has to be happening. As they were about ten feet that separated us, the girl beside them zoned out again. She then had a look of panic in her eyes. Esme and Carlisle were around here and they were talking. All of them looked panic stricken. They immediately ran for the door.
And just like that my dreams were crushed. My chest started to hurt. My heart felt like it was beating a million times faster and harder than it ever has before. My hands turned into ice while the rest of my body started to boil. I could feel beads of cold sweat run down my neck. My legs began to shake. I passed Brie to Cali who gave me a worried look. I must be wearing my emotions on my sleeve. I sat down and put my head in between my knees. I could tell people were starting to notice the state I was in. A woman knelt down next to me. She felt my forehead and then put her hand over my heart.
"She's having a full scale anxiety attack."
She must be wrong. I felt like I was having a heart attack. My head shook with pulse.
"No." I whispered to her. "I'm having a heart attack."
"Sweetie, don't worry. I'm a doctor. Just stay calm ok? Just breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth."
I attempted to do that, but it didn't go over very well. The man who was standing with her earlier, who I would assume us her husband, picked me up and carried me to my room. The woman followed him with a glass of water that she had me sip. After a good thirty minutes later I was finally feeling better. The occasion continued on down stairs. Miss Jessica sat next to me and talked with me. I fell asleep. When I woke up the sun was shining brightly through the shades. I looked at the clock. 9:56 AM! Oh my God! I slept through the entire day and into the next!
One thing was odd though. Brie wasn't in her bed. I got up and looked all over the house for her. I went back into my room. Miss Jessica was there making my bed for me, not that I asked her to.
"Bella! How do you feel thins morning?" she asked me in a worried tone.
"Fine. Where's Brielle?"
Her eyes looked worried like she didn't know how to answer. "Bella, honey, sit down." She patted the space next to her on my bed. I sat and she put her arm around my shoulders. "Sweetie, I don't know how to tell you this gently but Brie got adopted yesterday."
Another cliff hanger! I know this chapter is short but I wanted to leave you guessing! How do you think Bella will react to Brielle being gone? Who adopted her? And concerning Bella's anxiety attack, I have personally had a few panic attacks not to long ago so the way she feels is exactly how I felt. It's kind of hard to put that much pain and panic into words but I tried. The first time I had a panic attack I thought I was having a heart attack so I thought Bella would too. Please review!
Xoxo,
Bella
