Here's Chapter 4, read, enjoy, review please!


It had been three weeks since Fish had told Kyle about his son, and everything seemed normal to Kyle so the thoughts he had had about Fish consuming himself with thoughts of his son were pushed to the back of his head until he was put on his pediatrics rotation.

The picture Fish had in his wallet flooded to the front of Kyle's mind when he was in the Natal ICU, watching parents sit with their sick newborns, praying for recovery, that they would be taking a healthy baby home. After checking vitals, Kyle walked out of the room and leaned against the wall, slightly exhausted.

"You okay man?" asked Schuyler as he walked by "I know the ICU can be a tough one."

"Man you have no idea." Said Kyle

"Um?" asked Schuyler clearly confused.

"I'm not sure I should get into it." Said Kyle

"Doctor-Patient?" asked Schuyler

"More like Boyfriend-Boyfriend." Said Kyle

"Problems with Fish?" asked Schuyler "Cause you two seemed pretty okay at Rodi's the other day."

"No things are great with Oliver." Said Kyle "Just some stuff, not a big deal."

"Okay." Said Schuyler leaving his fellow med student in peace.

When Kyle walked into the police station to pick Fish up for dinner, Brody rushed over.

"Kyle thank god you're here." Said Brody, a slight panic in his voice

"Is everything okay?" asked Kyle thinking of the worst

"We just arrested someone for murder." Said Brody "The victim was a 10 week old baby. It really got to Fish."

Kyle breathed a slight sigh of relief that Fish wasn't hurt physically. "Where is he?" asked Kyle looking around."

"He's in John's office, practically in the fetal position." said Brody "We tried calling you."

"My phone met the sink while I was at work today." Said Kyle "The sink won, he's in McBain's office?"

"Yeah." Said Brody motioning to the door that led into John's office.

"Fish what's up with you man?" asked John as Kyle walked in and saw Fish on the couch in John's office curled up into a ball shaking like mad.

"How long has he been like this?" asked Kyle

"Twenty minutes." Said John "I've never seen anything-"

"Can you give us a minute?" asked Kyle

"Take as long as you need." Said John walking out of the office

"Oliver." Said Kyle stroking Fish's hair "Hey honey."


There's chapter 4...chapter 5 is a continuation.