A/N:

lindred: Could be :3

rainee-chan: A lot optimism you have there XD

chum-sa: Sorry, but thats a question I can't answer yet. Don't be mad, ne?

And special thanks to: Immoral Temptation, SpiderLilies2007, The Blue Lone Wulf, elfspirit7, ManiazAzn, kae, ALEXISSA2, EisWulf and anonymous. :D

In this one you can find out a little more about the life of Natsuki and Kanaye.

This Chapter is dededicated to my most faithful reader..Jenny, ganz alleine deins ;P

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Circumstances

She stirred again.

I would love to know what she is dreaming about..

The man wondered.

„D-don't..." she mumbled.

He couldn't see her in this pain anymore.

With his right hand he started to shake her shoulders.

She grabbed onto his arm and pulled him down to her, not making any move to wake up.

Now his tomato face was only centimeters away from hers.

His eyes fell onto her lips, those small pink perfect formed lips, he lazily closed his eyes and went a little bit more downwards. Now there noses were touching.

He was just about to touch her lips with his own...

„Kanaye!" His eyes shot open and with a scary scream he threw himself back in the edge of the room.

Only then he saw that her eyes were still closed slowly starting to open, looking dazed.

„Kanaye, what are you doing there?"

„Ah..I-I was just..I.." his eyes fell onto a shoe infront of the bed. „I stumbled over that shoe of yours and fell." he was glad that he got hisself out of this situation.

„Ah, right, sorry for that."

„No, don't apologize sister, it was my blindness."

"Okay."

Changing the subject Natsuki asked him about the day before.

"So will you go there for tea?" Natsuki asked.

„I don't know, she didn't really seemed like she was interested in me or something." he stated.

„Well, but why would she invite you over then?"

Natsuki...she invited US not me...and for sure she did that more because of you.

„You're right, but don't forget, she invited us." He told his sister.

„I know, but I don't want to interrupt something."

And I feel a little unconfortable around her...

„You don't like her?" He asked...hopefully...?

„No, it's not that." she paused before talking again.

„It's more the thing that she kind of creeps me out." Natsuki answered looking to her side.

"What do you mean?"

"N-Nothing, just forget I said something."

He wanted to go into it, but since he knew his sister he knew that wouldn't get one truthfully answer out of her, so he just let her be.

"What about you'll go and take a shower and I'll make lunch?"

"I'm not really hungry right now.."

He raised one of his eyebrows.

"Not hungry?" The young man touched Natsukis forehead. "You don't feel hot, not that you're becoming ill." Kanaye teased.

She just looked at him.

"Well..and I thought you would love to eat one of my favourite Just-For-Onee-Big-Fat-Mayo-Burger once again." He sighed.

Her mouth went all watery.

He knew it, juts this one word would turn his sister in a gormandizing machine. He knew she was addicted. She knew she was addicted. Both of them knew. So it was no miracle that she ran to the bathroom in fastmotion and just got to scream a "When I'm back I want to see a finished burger." before the water started to run.

Kanaye had a loose smile on his face.

Oh Sister...I'll definetly go to her...It's horrible that I can't do something...We need the money..We just need it.

He looked through their one-room apartment and his smile fell. They lived on the streets for years, he worked so hard to get away from their abominably parents, they hadn't even the money to feed them once a day. Maybe he shouldn't accuse them for what happened, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't even get a good job for better financial circumstances. Natsuki would...

Natsuki...

He stared at the nightstand next to Natsukis bed.

He stared at the small box on top of it.

Natsuki..you want to work..I know you want to do it...It's so hard to see you in this pain because you can't...I want your life to get normal again. I'll go to her...She has to marry me..I need the money..we need the money...YOU need the money!

As Natsuki came out of the shower she smelled the nice scent of fried meat. She looked towards Kanaye who smiled at her and waved with a glass Mayonaisse in his hand.

Why Kanaye..? You know we don't have the money for my expensive likenings...But thanks..you give me the feeling of a normal life.

She smiled to herself and walked over to her nightstand and took the box in her hand...opened it...

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knock knock

"Please come in."

The young brunette entered the antique furnished room.

"Shizuru, what's the matter?"

"Father..."

"Shizuru...?"

I can't...I...

"Shizuru I have work to do, what's wrong?" There was no sign of concern, only annoyance.

No, I can't ask him, that's something to find out on my own.

"Oh, nothing really, I just wanted to ask you if you wanted something to eat or drink while working."

Ara Shizuru, that could have been a lot better...

Her father looked at her confused.

"You sure you're okay?"

"Yeah, I am. Sorry for the bother."

"That's all right. Oh and by the way, Kanzaki-san called, he wanted to know if the both of you could meet another time."

Eh?!

"Oh, sure father."

"Great. I'll tell him."

"Fine. See you at dinner."

She walked out the door.

That was a close call...

I hope Kanaye and Natsuki will speed to come over for tea. I have so much questions.

She sighed.

I wonder what it is with this Natsuki, she won't get out of my mind. And her brother...It seemed like he couldn't remember as well, so what really happened ten years ago.

Shizurus mind was full of questions.

Questions she wasn't quite sure how to answer.

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A/N:

Hope you liked it.

I know not really much ShizNat at the moment, but they'll get their moments, I promise :)

Maybe the next chapter will take a bit longer because of illness, but I'll try my best.

Have a nice day.