Alucard decides to take the injured Seras to the Hellsing organization, before leaving he makes a vow that if he ever sees the coward of a Judas priest again he will utterly destroy him.

Chapter: 5 I will do freely as I wish
Pairing: Alucard/Seras
POV Characters: Alucard, Seras
Genres: Romance,Angst,Hurt/Comfort
Rating: T (Strong sexual implications)

Order 5: I will do freely as I wish

It was strange, The Judas priest just left without a word, he could have attacked us on my way back to the manor catching me with my guard down, but he did not, was he so sure about the power of that nail? It did not matter a thing though. Next time we met I would kill him on sight. Seras stirred in my arms, her body arching to a sudden shock of pain, the feeling was so intense it flooded from her into me almost causing me to drop her but I gritted my teeth together, what I felt was only a small fraction of her pain. I've been hurt often but this was a different kind of pain, like it was devouring what was left of my damned soul. Forget about killing him, I would completely obliterate him and everyone he cared for.

When I phased through the manor door the two guards instantly backed away and aimed their guns at me, I ignored the cowards as I moved towards my master's office to report, along the way I came across Walter, whose eyes settled on the little bundle in my arms before giving me a knowing smile and stepping aside to let me pass "I take it this is the girl that had you so distracted lately." It was not a question, it was a statement. "I have to speak my master." Not the most helpful reply I could have given but I did not feel like saying more than I felt absolutely necessary, the sooner I got this over with the better, I did not mind having her so close to me, Or her small hands fisting my coat every time she experienced a peak in her pain, but I just wanted her to be able to rest. If she had to writhe it would be underneath me and not like this. I smirked but it instantly faltered as a strangled yelp left her mouth.

Walter went ahead to open the door but I just phased through the wall next to it, I came to stand in front of the desk waiting for my master to look up from her pile of paperwork. Walter cleared his throat causing her to turn her eyes up. "Lord Alucard has returned Milady, he would like to speak about his.. Findings." My master studied the little angel without showing any emotion and then looked at me. "What on earth is this supposed to mean? When did you start abducting little girls.. Angels even?" As she said that, the girl in question coughed up more blood and master almost jumped from her seat to check on her, only when she was a mere four feet from us she noticed the blood dipping from my arms onto the carpet. "Alucard! Did you do this to her?" She looked at my face as if she was ready to tear it off "It was the Judas priest, I think you know what the 'nail of Helena' is?" I asked as I stroked a few tears from the girls quickly paling face. "God... He used that on her?" She asked, worry pushing away her usual cold demeanour as she pulled one of the girl's eyelids up to look at her eyes.

"She's fading fast." She spoke as she kept studying her. "She should lie down and rest, and even then there is not a lot of chance of her making it, take her home, Alucard, I'm sure you looked into her mind to find where she lived." I briefly directed my gaze at the little bundle in my arms, sending her back to her apartment would be the same as condemning her to death with the Judas priest still running rampant. For the first time, I ignored my Master's orders. "The angel girl will be living with the Hellsing organization." She looked up at me as if to challenge my decision but then cast Seras another look and knew it would be the best chance for her. "Fine, Walter, prepare a room for her." Walter bowed and got ready to leave "No, she will be staying in my quarters." I could see the small vein in her forehead pop as I said this and I grinned, I was frustrating her, one thing I enjoyed greatly doing to her. "Alucard, you don't make decisions around here!" She yelled at the top of her lungs.

I chuckled and pressed Seras even tighter against my chest before I started to shift into the shadows to leave for my room. "Seras belongs nowhere other that with me, She's mine." I spoke matter-of-factly, When it comes to Seras, I will do freely as I please. As soon Integra recovered from the shock of hearing me say Seras' name she turned to her desk to grab her silver ash-tray and fling it at my head. But she was in for another surprise as Walter stopped her. "Milady, If I did not know better I'd think lord Alucard is in love" He grinned while saying this and I had to push back a growl at my former partner. I saw my master chuckle and smirk at me after those words. "All-right, count. You are dismissed, just don't forget to introduce your 'bride' to us when she wakes up". I found myself ignoring that remark, any response I could think of would end up with me being sealed another 20 years in that damned basement. I finally appeared in my room with my angel girl still held close.

Now I am just sitting here. I feel her weakening still, Slowly I start taking off her bloodied clothes, I'm only doing this to help her, I keep telling myself but it becomes harder to believe my own words with every inch of her skin I reveal for myself on my way to the wound on her back. I look at her bare back and take a few seconds to compose myself, I do realize I'm a monster.
But I don't want to take advantage of her..
Not the way she is now.
No, not at all..
Her body is very nice, curves in all the right places.
But also pure, I can't take that away...
It just means she kept herself untouched for me.
She is an angel, She probably does not even know what mating is...

Maybe I should show her.

Damn it, Having an internal struggle while I should be tending to that wound! I take a breath and bring my face to her back to allow my tongue to lap at the wound, I never tasted anything quite as sweet as her blood, It's almost a shame that her wound is closing up so fast, helped by my saliva. Not that her skin does not have a pleasant taste to it as well. I slowly feel her waking up and turn her around to look at her face. Soon...

Seras stirs in her sleep, a nightmare troubling her as pain keeps assaulting her. She feels like she is being devoured from the inside. (Seras point of view)

Darkness.. So much of it, so much pain, slowly it pulls away and I see him. That man, That priest, he is looking at me. His insane look has completely disappeared and it has changed to something else.. Sorrow.. Regret.. Does he regret having hurt me? I reach out for him but the sight quickly blurs out. In his place are the two dead men from my childhood the ones that killed my parents, I see myself sitting on the ground next to my parents as I cry myself to sleep, blood covering me. I study my sleeping childhood reflection with interest, Did I really look THAT small? The door opens and I see two men and a woman walk in.. No, on second thought, I think the one with the sunglasses is a woman as well. They are obviously related to the church, And one of them is him, the man that attacked me.

"Alex, This one is still alive" The nun suddenly speaks up holding 'me', He walks over with long strides and smiles "Oh? It is ye lucky day lass, I know how much ye wanted a kit." The female priest joins them and laughs "Congratulations Yumie, Und a nice one she is, I hope you know how zu take care of her." The nun looks down at the nine year old me almost lovingly, then her expression turns into a sad frown. "Thanks, but you know the rules, we have to bring her to the orphanage." The long man, Alex? Pats her shoulder. "I'm sorry lass, we can visit 'er thar sometime." the two of them walk away while the other woman stays behind. "Who did all this?" She whispers as she looks around. Then the image blurs again.

My eyes slowly open and barely I see the other man, Alucard in the dim light of the room I'm in, I never had a problem seeing in the dark. Not since I was nine.. My angelic powers must be getting weaker still. I feel a cold shiver and try to pull my robe closer around me only to realize it's gone. I look at the man's face to see him smirking, then down at my chest which is only covered by my bra which is one size too small, not my fault that it's so hard to find my size! My face turns beet-red as I think about how long he may have been watching me and the rather compromising position we're in, I let out a short shriek and pull myself away covering my chest with my hands.

"Ah, your modesty shows you do know what sex is, that is one explanation less towards showing it to you." He says with his perverted smile on his face. Oh God! He's not going to... "Calm down Seras, Just fucking with you here." I face-palm "You know, if you say it that way it does not at all comfort me." He just laughs as he hands me my robe and I can't help but join his laughter, Vampire or not he seems to be a good man.

He gets up and holds out his hand to help me stand, I take it and he helps me to my feet. "My master wanted to meet you, Angel girl." I smile and follow him, Having to take two steps for every one he takes.. I keep thinking about the dream.. Alex, Why did he not finish me off while he had the chance? I wince as another shock of pain washes through me. The curse placed on that nail really hurts me. I feel a strong arm wrap around me taking me into an almost possessive hold, I did not give permission for this, but one look at Ma-..Alucard's face tells me that even if I told him no, that would not make a difference, I subconsciously lean into him. I feel safe with this man. I would probably do about anything for him... Why though.. why.. do I have the urge to call him my master?

There you have chapter 5, I hope it was good even though it lacks combat and is really more just knotting loose ends together than anything else. I do notice I'm letting a lot of readers down, I'm sorry, My current state of health does not help my writing skills at all. I MAY fix it at a later date if you think it's really bad.