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A/N: GUYS! So sorry for the long update long weekend in Australia and I had to work plus had some friend stuff to do anyway, here is the next chapter I'm also working on the next chapter for 'That Kiss' should have it by tomorrow. Anyway thank you for the reviews let me know what you think of this chapter too :)

She soon woke up to the sun beaming through the heavy draped curtains she went to move but was stopped by his heavy arm resting across her waist she bit down on the bottom of her lip smiling like the happiest person on Earth. She suddenly felt a cooling sensation on the back of her neck she let out a soft moan in pleasure by the sudden surprise.

"Morning beautiful" he whispered as he continued to press open wet kisses on her neck trailing up to the side of her face until he pulled her in for a bruising kiss.

"Hmm, what was that for?" she panted he leaned down and claimed her lips quickly again, "for giving us a shot" her heart stopped for a moment as she smiled up at him all she could, wondering why she had waited so long. "Plus it was ridiculously hard of me not to touch you last night" he whispered into her ear gently sucking on the bottom of her earlobe.

She knew exactly what he meant because she didn't want to wait, it killed her last night she understood why but she had always imagined the night she slept in his bed for the first time there would be very little sleeping. She gently ran her thumb along the bottom of his lip. She pulled him down so he was laying on top of her their mouths gently moving in sync together in a slow hot movement. He slipped his knee between her legs causing her to gasp in the sensation he had just created she ran her fingers through his hair pulling him down harder against her both moaning in the sensations their bodies were creating.

She started to pull her shirt up which meant their lips had to part for a moment he looked down to see her shirt being slowly pulled up he sucked in a breath as he felt his pants get tighter, he looked back into her eyes "Ka-ate if… if you take this off I—I don't think I'll be able to control myself, I love you and respect you so much but you're so unbelievably beautiful and I've waited for this… us, that I just I just can't lose you I don't want to mess what we have up… I'm trying to say is… are—are you sure?"

She quickly wiped away the tear that trickled down the side of her face she pulled him down again kissing his lips releasing all her feelings and thoughts into one kiss when their lips broke she kissed the underside of his jaw making her way to his ear "Rick trust me I want this… us—you! I'm ready so ready if you are" her whisper caused his body to break out into goose bumps.

He leaned down and claimed her lips again helping her out of her shirt well technically his shirt, he sat back up still straddling her hips he gazed down at her bare flat, toned stomach his breathing became heavy when his eyes, gazed upon her scars the two from her shooting he feathered his lips over the scar from the incision near her left hip leaving light kisses. Up her abdomen until he reached the scar near her heart the one that almost killed her took her away from him, from this. He lightly touched it with his thumb leaning down to kiss the tender spot.

As soon as his lips touched her scar she felt her heart stop for a moment no man beside her father and her doctor had viewed the two scars he was so gently, caring almost like she was made of porcelain she knew just how much this right here meant to him because it means so much to her as well.

His hands moved up her side his thumbs lightly skimming her breasts causing her back to arch up into his abdomen, she let out an almost whimpered sound "please, Rick stop teasing" she ran her fingers through his hair causing him to look up with a smirk his eyes dark full of want, desire, need and love she still couldn't believe that they were here that he still loved her. She bit down on the bottom of her lip before quickly moving so she was now straddling his hips she couldn't help but roll her hips over his causing him to groan as she felt his pants become even tighter. She smiled down at him as he held onto her by the sides of her hip she leaned down and began to pull his t-shirt up over his stomach leaning further down lightly kissing everywhere over his abdomen pausing to run the tip of her tongue around his belly button. As his hands continued to run up her sides finding their way to the back of her black laced bra causing the backs of the hair on her neck to prickle, she finally pulled his top off raking her nails down his chest loving the view she was now having she lightly kissed his clavicle.

Their lips joined again in a hot heavy kiss she moaned into his mouth as she rolled her hips again he took this moment to get back on top, she couldn't help but let out a small yelp causing him to smile into the crook of her neck. "Rick" she practically panted he looked up into her eyes melting her heart even more just by a single look he hummed smiling down at her kissing her nose, cheek and that little spot in the corner of her lips.

"Pants off now!" she demanded causing him to laugh "uh huh yes ma'am!" she couldn't help but roll her eyes as she started to shimmy out of her pants she was thankful that she wasn't wearing jeans, and that he was wearing tracksuit pants. She was only in a small lingerie set which was a simple pair of black laced bra and panties. He was mesmerized he looked over her before looking directly into her eyes leaning down to run his hands through her hair, their lips just a centimetre apart he whispered over her lips "my god Kate, you're are so beautiful so incredibly beautiful, stunning immaculate just god Kate".

She gently ran her right arm through his hair curling her thumb around his ear she could feel the tears prickle in her eyes as she breathed in. "Rick, kiss me, make love to me because after last night hell after the last four years, I'm yours and I'm ready for this, for us and everything that comes between good and bad, so please Rick make love to me. Because I will always love you!".

And just as she asked he made love to her he showed her just how much he loved her, how he knew how to love her, how to show his love for her and she's pretty sure that neither of them had ever slept with someone in the past and felt this way before this was it for her she knew he was it, she knew for a long time but was too scared, and now that she thinks back as she lays with her head on top of his chest she can't help but wonder why the hell she was so scared because right now, all those reasons she thought of where just stupid. She felt light, giddy happy and it was all thanks to the man asleep underneath her.

She lightly kissed his chest leaning up to his jaw and whispered "I love you Rick" before settling back next to his side as they dozed back off for a while.